Yesterday light strings..
I strum them with memory glow..
Rememberence of her smile..
To yesterday I go..

Grasses so green..
So cool to my bare feet..
I race my little brother..
Around my grandmothers house in the late spring..

Under bridges, Along the creek bed..
Countless ghost hear voices..
Boys fishing and swiming..
Riding bikes down the hill screaming..

Beautiful fun spirit..
Alive and strong..
Memories of color..
Memories of voices and song..

when I run or walk..
in the day or night.
I smile toward the sky..
I sometimes wave..
one day I will get to watch my life.. to see me acknowledge myself from this life before the other..
I smile at the thought of it..
when I become that star I gaze at..

The shadow Elves lowered their weapons.. I could not read their minds.. They moved through the wind and forest like shadows.. Without sound, voice, or soul.. They all approached at once toward Ri and I.. I then lowered Ri to the ground and told him to stand at my side..

" My name is Solen, these are my brothers, Rias, and Breen.. We hail from the city forest of Scrioux.. Our Tri was sent out to hunt down a wyvern and bring back its scales. They're great healing properties within the scales that we extract from them. We had been following the wyvern for 3 weeks. They roost atop Mount Razis.. But for some strange reason this one never returned, and we tracked it back to this dark forest. We then saw the encounter you had with the wyvern and also saw you eliminate the wyvern altogether. You then proceeded to consume the entire wyvern which in turn failed our mission."

" I do not have no ill will toward the failing of our mission."

I then saw the helmets of the Shadow Elves light up in patterns. I felt as though they were studying me somehow. The strange spears they were holding before had a strange way of retracting into a small cross like object. It was very amusing to watch. The shadow Elf places his hand at the center of the spear all while sliding his thumb up making the spear into the small cross. They then hung them on a ring that seem to be part of their strange armor. The light patterns in their helmets finally faded. One Elf turned to the other with a look of confusion. Solen then spoke once again all while doing the same trick with his grand bow and retracting it into a small silver and golden circle.

" Where did you come from? And why are you watching over these humanas?

I suppose the humanas were the villagers.. These Shadow elves have been watching me for a long time.. I really had no way to speak to him.. My dragon voice would sound like a roar to him.. I then spoke to Solen with the voice of Ri..

" The dragon belongs to me. I have raised it since it was a baby.. I found him by the river.. He is friendly and protects our village.."

A lie of course.. I do not trust these Shadow Elves.. Solen then offered Ri a sort of bright fruit.. " Come now humana child, do you really expect me to believe that".. Ri took the fruit and held it close to his chest.. Solen then looked to me one last time.. " Farewell blue dragon and young humana child.. We have to hunt us another Wyvern.. "

Together they walked off and all at once they touched the crystals at their hip and faded into the air becoming shadows of the forest and river.. Ri then told me that the fruit he was holding was called Lifelo.. A thought to be mystic fruit that can heal all at once..

The village men made their way back home with their new weapons that I had gathered for them. The young boy stayed with me.. He ran up in front of me and looked into my eyes. We were once again connected..

The young boy then started to talk with me. " My father told me to thank you for saving my life. My name is Ri. Thank you you for saving my life.. What is your name?"

I knew that a dragon with a human name would not sound so dragonlike.. I remember my brother and I playing with our toys.. We named one of the warriors Secalos.. During our play sessions Secalos would always save the day.. I think the name sounds fitting for a dragon! " My name is Secalos young Ri. The young boy smiled and told me that he like my name.. I told him that I liked his! I then took Ri for another dragon ride alongside the river..

Both of us were having so much fun. Again I could feel Ri's excitement course through his soul.. We came up to a fork in the river and my dragon sense kicked in.. This was a very very faint warning that I was feeling.. I felt the same warning during the fight with the Wyvern.. Only this sense was coming from somthing else during that fight.. I stopped and told Ri to be silent.. I used every dragon sense I had to its fullest.. I peered into the dark forest, I listened to the wispers of the winds, I took in all forms of smells around me.. My eyes were very very bright now, so much so they shined away the darkness between trees and under bushes..

There were three spots that I had my focus on the most.. My SENSES WERE TELLING ME THAT EYES WATCHED ME FROM THOSE SPOTS.. Spot one was at the fork of the river below, Spot two was in the forest by a large dark tree, and spot three was in front of a bushy plant with gray leaves..

Ri was a little scared but wanted to find a way to help me.. He said that he saw something by the bush move. And he was right.. At this moment three men appeared from thin air.. They wore strange armor.. All of them wore on their hip a sort of crystal that layed inside a metal circle. There were also lights on the shoulders of their armor.. The man at the center wore different colors.. They had a strange helmet made of clear metal that also glowed with strange lights.. This helmet also was blocking my dragon sight into their minds.. The 2 in the forest pointed strange spears at me which also shine with strange lights.. The center man had a grand bow with a metal arrow and a glowing arrowhead.. I then heard Ri's voice say that these are not men.. They are Elves of the shadow..

I roared to the skies above sending a sonic wave that open a hole in the clouds letting in the forgotten sun into this land. I defeated the wyvern and then consumed the twitching wyvern body..

Seems though I had a small audience watching as I killed the terror from the sky.. The boys memory told me that this creature was also named the terror from the sky.. Some of the village men watched me tear the wyvern head off its body and fling it into the dark river.. They also watched me eat the body of the wyvern..

The village men walked slowly toward me, wide eyed and breathing hard.. I suppose they were testing me to see if I am indeed on their side.. I however could not stop eating the wyvern body and must have seem rude to them.. I finished the wyvern and could feel it coursing through my body.. I was very curious to see what kind of power i will gain from consuming the wyvern.. I stood upright and streached my dragon body.. I then took a deep yawn showing all my teeth and my dragon serpent tounge.. I then felt the young boys familuar resonance as he came out of the dark forest and joined the village men..

The young boy then walked up to me and ran his hand against my ocean blue dragon scales.. I then took all the men back to the river where I had been residing.. All of the ogres I had been killing had gear that I also took from them.. I had a strange sense of wanting to keep things.. I suppose it is true from what I hear from the old tales and stories about dragons having their treasures.. I had a pile of ogre weapons and what also seem to be ogre jewelry..

The village men looked at the pile and then looked at me.. I then nudged the pile with my head toward them.. They took the weapons and left the jewelry.. It was then when the village men held their new swords that I saw a shine and a glow in the blades.. The glow was a reflection coming from my dragon eyes.. The glow was a deep blue shine that was very beautiful. the village men stared and stared.. I then went to take a look in the dark river at myself and saw my glowing eyes.. A new power is awakening from my dragon victory..

I awoke from my dragon dreams to a scent of some creature coming from above. Whatever it was it was hunting me. The ogres finally got smart and I suppose sent something worse to find out what happen to their ogre companions.. I was hidden well within the deep river bank and also noticed that when I looked at my reflection in the water I was now a deep ocean blue color. It would make sense after the huge feast I had the night before. I must have other powers now but could not experiment becuase I had fallen into a deep slumber.

My dragon ears picked up the sound of thunderous wings cutting and using the air for flight. The huge creature landed right above the river bank where I hid below.. If it were to look directly down it would see me.. I then looked to the water and saw its reflection.. It was a creature known as a Wyvern. This I know from being connected with the young boy I saved.. This was one of his fears and memories. As I looked at its reflection it also saw me..

The wyvern roared and hissed at me.. Its eyes and mouth begin to glow green as it vaccumed up air.. It let forth a green ball of energy directed at me.. I quickly leaped from the river and begin to sprint as fast as I could along the river.. I then heard it take flight and give chase to me. I knew I would have to make a stand!

I then stopped and turned around suddenly into my battle stance.. The wyvern landed right in front of me and took the same stance.. It roared once again louder then before striking for but a moment fear in my dragon heart.. I then returned a roar so loud it seem to phase the wyvern! ( Dragon voice: Sonic serpent roar, Acoustic and sonic emitting waves that can confuse an enemy..) Of course! All the ogres I had consumed must have had some kind of effect on my growing powers.. I then let out a second louder roar!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!! The wyvern begin going crazy and blasting energy orbs at random targets.. I took my chance and sprinted toward the wyven avoding the wild blast as I bit down into the wyvern's neck tearing it off completly!!!! I threw the wyvern head into the river and roared to the skies above!

After killing all the ogres and saving the village I took all the ogre bodies back to the river where I consumed all of them.. After this I felt amazing! But there was of course one drawback. Eating such a big feast made my dragon body very sleepy..

I then found a cool spot by the river bank that was pretty well out of sight.. This was in case more ogres came looking for their other ogre companions.. I feel into a deep deep sleep and begin to dream...

The dream took place in this parallel land I am on currently. But the land look alot like back home.. The water in the dark river was a pure blue as well as the beautiful green trees that took the place of the dark black trees that reside here..

I found myself in human form walking right next to my dragon form.. The both of us walked by the river talking to eachother. There were 2 moons above us.. One was white and pure, the other was a deep ocean blue with a dreamlike sparkle that only a dragon dream could luster up..

I then looked into my human eyes with my dragon eyes.. I felt every thought and became connected to myself like never before.. In a short moment I felt someone else.. This was not me.. I then broke the connection and saw a different person standing there.. A young girl with long brown hair smiled at me and faded into the green forest turning everything back the way it was..

My dragon scent awoke me! Something was coming.. I took a deep breath in and felt it coming from the sky.. It was coming in fast..

My roar seem to echo the entire land.. The ogres dropped there weapons and covered their ears as I screamed forth my dragon voice to a battle to the death.. I then stared down the lead ogre with my fierce dragon eyes..

I slashed my tail on the ogre to the right and then spun my body in full cirlce hitting the 2nd ogre with a overhead tail slash killing both of them! It all happen in one second.. After I killed the 2 ogres I continued to stare down the lead ogre in the same stance I had landed before.. He stood there frozen in fear.. 4 remained. The 2 ogres behind picked their spears up. The ogre to the left of me was also frozen like his leader..

My dragon sense alerted me to the stabbing spears coming for me. With my front legs I pushed ******* the ground slinging me back behind the ogres.. I moved so fast that the ogres stabbed a dragon made of air.. I then charged one of the ogres and bit down on him with my powerful jaws killing him instantly.. With my powerful neck I slung the ogre from my mouth and threw him into the dark forest..

3 now remained as I took back my stance and gave back my dragon stare to the lead ogre.. I could hear their hearts beat in fear.. I could smell their souls (which would soon be mine ) trying to leave their bodies.. All three ogres stood together shaking not knowing what to do.. I continued to stare down the lead ogre.. At long last I roared once again all while charging the ogres at full speed.. Again they covered their ears as I leapt into the sky landing on all three of them killing the left and right ogre with my dragon feet and killing the lead ogre with my jaws..

As the young boy called to his father I slipped away back into the shadows of the dark forest. As I was walking away I noticed my connection with the boy was fading. Seems distance has an effect on my mind share that I had performed by accident with my dragon eyes. I heard the boys father scream the boys name in joy and cry as he ran back to his son. I begin to think of my father now as he taught me the chant and let me go across the parallel bridge.. I will get back to him one day.. But I must do my duty to this land first..

I made my way back to the dark river and looked at my reflection in the dark waters.. I was no longer a gray color.. My scales reflected more of a deep sea blue color. I suppose this is another gift I am gaining from eating the ogre and consuming his evil soul.. I felt fantastic as the ogre meal seem to enhance all of my abilities. I suppose that is why I was able to leap almost the entire way back to the river after the battle with the ogre..

I walked there by the river bank looking at myself in the dark waters.. My dragon nose then caught the scent of the ogre again! Only this time there was many different scents with it.. The different scents where that of 6 more ogres.. All of them were at the site where I killed the ogre! I Then took a deep deep breath with my dragon nose.. I could see them planning a raid on the village.. They seem to be blaming the people of the village for the absence of their ogre companion..

Before I could take another breath I was already in route to them!
As the Ogres were already in route to the village!
They will get there first I must hurry!!
I feel I am the one to blame! I must make things right!
I then think to myself WHY AM I RUNNING? I then take a huge leap back toward the village!
As I am in the air I could see the 6 ogres at the center of the village!
I land in the center of all of them an roar the dragons roar!!
The ogres draw their weapons!!!!!!

The young boy climbed onto my back.. I was still connected to his mind and told him with my voice to his mind to HOLD ON! But as I thought it through I new I would be moving to fast for the boy to hold on and not fall. So I looked toward the ogres leftover equipment and found a long rope. The boy wrapped the rope around my neck and then around his hands. HERE WE GO!

I could feel the boys excitement and also his deep breathing. It was as if I was the boy! Amazing the longer I stayed connected to the boy the more I felt and saw what he was feeling and seeing. I slowly built up my speed instead of sprinting like before. The boy felt the wind at his face as I begin to go faster and faster!

I then told him again HOLD ON!! I then leaped out from the trees high above the dark forest! The boy gasp for air in awe and let out a scream of joy!! I did not realise my excitment and discovered that I had jumped a great deal higher than last time. But this jump was more of a super leap. So super I clearly jumped over the boys village and landed back at the river..

Both of us were breathing hard with excitement! I then walked the boy back home to his village.. The boy got off my back and called to his father..

I know to the young boy I must look even more fearsome than the ogre I made my meal. The boy stood there in awe and in fear. I myself simply could not stop eating. I consumed the entire ogre leaving not even a drop of blood behind.. The ogre had a very nice taste to it.. It also seem like this meal was not only filling my stomach but also having other effects as well. My dragon tounge seem to be absorbing energy from the meal. I also noticed that my scales were changing color a bit.

(Dragon taste) Serpent tounge of the shadow absorbing soul:
I have realized that the meal I have comsumed is changing me. Seems that when I eat anything alive I gain its strengths as well as more enhanced senses.. I have yet to discover what other changes will take place. I seem to be drawn in killing all that is evil. Im sure this wicked ogre has made the meals of many children in his past. No longer will he put fear in any child again.

I look now to the young boy with my dragon eyes. His eyes meet mine and quickly I can see his memories and feel his thoughts. (Yet another ability of my Dragon sight.) I tell him that everything is fine, do not fear me, I am the dragon guardian. In awe once again the young boy stood but this time without fear. He reached his hand to touch my scales. I layed flat on my stomach to let the boy climb on my back. Come young lad, I will take you home.. The boy in no time climbed on my back.. Are you ready lad!?

My dragon nose has caught the scent of the creature that awaited me at the end of the bridge.. I could see him running as I closed my eyes and captured its scent. The creature is a type of ogre that feeds on humans. My dragon ears could now hear the screams of a village not to far from here. The creature has gone through the village and taken a young boy.

I sprint through the dark forest ever so quietly.. This will be my first hunt as a dragon.. I will not let this ogre harm that young boy. I pass the village where the boy was taken.. I heard screams yet again as I passed on through. I could only imagine what I look like running by..

My Dragon nose picked up a fire being built by the ogre.. I could smell the fear in the young boy building up.. With great stealth I came upon the ogre's camp.. He had already built the fire high using some sort of oil.. The child was very scared and did not look like a human from back home. He had a dark shiny color to his skin.. I suppose the humans left here on this world have also changed with it to better survive its harsh conditions.

The ogre then picked up an axe type weapon and walked toward the child.. His tounge licked all around his gray face.. With no sound at all I swayed my dragon body behind the ogre and stood tall.. The young boys eyes opened in awe and fear.. The ogre slowly turned around and saw what the kidnapped boy had saw.. The ogre dropped his axe and tried to run.. I struck him down and bit into his body.. My dragon teeth had no problem pierceing the tough skin of the ogre. His blood ran down both sides of my mouth! I for some reason loved the taste!

Now its time to run.. Seems that most of my balance does not come from my open feet but rather more from my tail.. In fact my tail is what slings me from left to right.. Walking is very natural to me.. Almost like a song you have to just keep up with the beat..

I did not forget that my dragon legs are very very strong.. I can only imagine how fast I can run.. Ok here goes! I pull myself forward with my front legs first! Boom! Im in the air already but I quickly open my feet and land back on them.. My tail becomes a straight line as it points back as I blur through the air. Like the song of walk there is also a song of run.. A different kind of fast paced beat is what I need to run too.. I am reminded of a lizard back at home as I am now running much like it.. It amazing! The speed! I run by this black water river and decide to jump to the otherside.. BOOM! I MADE IT!

I continue to run alongside this river and try something new.. I swing my tail over and jump and quickly change direction! The agility this dragon body has is astounding! I do it again and then again and leap back over the river! I then zig zag jump aross this river and take off at a speed I have never felt.. I see myself in the water again.. My scales are a dark gray color..

And now for my first step. This dragon body is huge! I mean I can stand upright and see over this dark forest.. My first step is a bit wonky and I fall over to my side creating thunder on the ground. I get back up and notice my legs are to strong as they spring me up high into the sky where I begin to fall back down.. As anyone falling from some form of height I begin to scream which in turn from my dragon vocals is a rather load roar! I land on some trees breaking them alongside a second thunderous fall..

As I get back up I notice I do not really feel the impact of the fall.. My scales seem to have absorbed most of the fall.. I then realise the sound of thunder is not my large body hitting the ground, but the effect my scales have on impact.. They seem to absorb the energy from the impact and then release it in the form of thunder. I will have to experement a bit with these awesome scales!

Ok here we go.. slowly! Ok.. IM UP! I take a step again but very slowly.. I then follow again with my other legs.. Step by step I move forward.. My feet feel very tight as I walk and I am also very loud.. I try and open my feet like a human would open their hand. And boom! All my feet open up as I am able to step better with almost no sound at all.. This is yet another effect of my scales as they absorb the sound I make with my feet..

Well I am now walking so I guess running is next!

(DRAGON SIGHT) EYES OF THE LIGHT SERPENT
During the Dragon state I see that my senses have changed. This world parallel has gone through an evil destruction that only my dragon eyes can see. The plants and life that exist here are fed through a sort of wicked evil flow that is in the air and in the waters.. My dragon eyes see this to be a sort of purple and shadow black flow that reaches and touches everything.. My dragon eyes also see that this dark air and water are coming from a source far away..

(DRAGON HEARING) EARS OF THE SILENT SERPENT
My dragon hearing has also kicked in.. I hear wispers of help from all over the land.. Almost as if the very ghost that may have died in this destruction are calling out to me. I noticed that when I turn my head I hear this strange chime and hum coming from where my eyes see this horrible evil gas and water emit from..

(DRAGON TOUCH) SCALES OF TOMORROW
I am having a very hard time adjusting to my dragon touch.. This sense seems to be the most sensetive of them all. . Its strange.. I can feel things before they happen.. I can feel and sense the land itself.. The dirt I step on seems to be filled with a type of blood ******* beetle that would eat through human skin.. However they cannot bite or pierce my scales.. My scales are also absorbing sunlight and air.. My dragon touch is sending me signals of warning for the smallest of things. I will have to learn to decipher what is a threat and what is not a threat..

( DRAGON SCENT ) SEPENTS VISION OF SCENT
This world is filled with vile smells. No human could even bare such smells.. But to my dragon nose these smells are more like information of everything that comes through my nose. I can see what I smell even if it is not there.. amazing! The smell of the dark gas and waters are coming from a large black pillar that reaches the sky. For now thats all i can see and smell from here..

( DRAGON TASTE ) I have yet to eat anything in this world. I am not hungry yet. Im sure there is something to my taste.. I will soon find out.. I must explore this land a bit. But I need to learn to walk right first..

This is it.. On the otherside there will be a bridge.. Run across it and do not look back.. Run as fast as you can no matter what!

Once you reach the end of the bridge scream the chant! From there on I do not know what to tell you.. They are coming go!

As i cross over i see the bridge dad was talking about.. i run as fast as i can go.. a heavy fog begins to built with each running step.. there it is the end of the bridge! A huge beast is beyond the bridge and is waiting for me! It then takes a battle stance and waits for me.. at last the end of the bridge! the beast screams and leaps at me! I scream the chant reguardless! !!!! naidraug nogard esir!!!!

I FEEL STRANGE.. I SEE THINGS DIFFERENT.. I HEAR SOUNDS I HAVE NEVER HEARD.. THE BEAST IS BELOW ME NOW.. THE BEAST IS RUNNING AWAY FROM ME.. I SEE MY REFLECTION IN THE DARK WATERS BELOW THE BRIDGE.. I HAVE BECOME A DRAGON!

Black dress,  white dress
Twin souls, twin sisters,
hold hands in the october sun..

both different, both the same..
on this day, a frog is caught..
they take it home..

they feed it, they take care of it
butterflies white, butterflies black..
sisters smile to eachother..

brown eyes, blues eyes,
sisters, twins
souls trapped under the october sun..

holding hands
blue and brown eyed twins..
are followed that day under the october sun..

One of them could have run..
but blue could not leave brown..
and thus they are together forever..

I have met many different souls..
Through this strange new journey..
Some are alot alike..
But in the end they always show me something different and wonderful..
They bring me comfort.
A type of comfort in knowing this is truly forever..
Forever among this expanse of dreams..
Where I will get to to see the first star being born in the infinite darkness..
See the first light shine..
Because I have already seen it..
It truly was wonderful!
Someone knows what I am feeling.
Because they have seen it also..

I ride around my small little town..
I see myself riding my bike down those streets and sidewalks..
Memories run back to me on this little drive of mine..
Seems so very long ago..
Playing football at the park..
Racing down those hills..

I drive around my small little town..
Things have changed..
Even the days themselves..
Sometimes the nights look like they did when I was young..
I get a glimspe of magic from a star..
Summer loves fade..

I ride around my small little town..
My memories sing to me ..
To remember is a gift..
A gift you can always give yourself..
And you will never be disappointed..
So go take a ride..

That alone feeling..
Comes and goes..
You feel it in the depths of your beating heart..
Everyone is here and your alone.
It does not last long..
But it truly is there..
Its as if emotions felt throughout life resurface from time to time when not used..
I suppose my happiness is the reason for such a forgotten feeling..
The loneliness just misses being felt..
And so it comes and goes with me..
I feel alone among everyone around me..
Sad gray man in a gray painting..
But then the colors return..
And I bid loneliness farewell..
The gift of loneliness today was this poem you read..
I am fine again..
(Time felt alone today.. 5:51 seconds.. )

I can be having a bad day.. Where nothing seems right at all.. Where Bad luck puts all its weight on my chest.. Sometimes it seems like I can't get up at all.. But what I find amazing is how all of it fades away in an instant..

It happened when I was walking down the hall and she smiled at me.. Just a smile.. LOL, wow just a smile.. Your smile melted all of that away.. That smile lit up every star in my galaxy.. Although for a moment, your smile seem to light my hope..

And so the day became better. Stuff broke down, got a flat tire, but the thought of your smile makes all that seem like hurdles for me to jump over.. And nothing more. No more naming things like that bad luck..

sunrise.. old sun.. new day.. there are new days everywhere. . if you do wish to return I promise you this.. I will make one day our day.. I will name the day after you. just to have it once.. spend it with you.. because having it once will be forever to me.. and I choose forever to be named after you..

we have these talks.. although you do not speak I still feel your words.
we need to get you out of this light. I know you miss it..

I saw her today. she walked alone down toward the market. eyes empty, soul filled with the remembrance of you.

one day my friend. I will be able to sing her your song. its going to be a bright night. I'll see you tomorrow evening.

brother night, what brings you to this part of the day? can I not see my sister day from time to time.


I would like to walk with you on this evening sister. would you not want to view the first star with me in our purple sky.


ok brother. just this one time.. let's view our cousins above..

Grassy field..

Ocean shore..

Moonlit night..

Morning star rise..

All the places where I have awaited the end.. In these dreams silence takes over all sound.. Here in these places the purples in the sky are coming slowly..

The morning star rises face to face with our old sun..
Its as if 2 suns shine the neverending day.. The old phoneix spreads its all colored wings.. The Morning star was the light egg the Phoneix came from...

The beast of fire, the firebird, Feathered dragon of the sun returns.. Its song takes over the silence.. A song of firey happiness.. The morning star rise.. This moment is mine to keep.. And I share this dream with you.. A dream of what I thought was the end.. A dream where I finally begin...

Standing on top of this wooden old bridge..
I spit my gum down below to the clear slow moving water..
It was about 4 feet deep..
My gum hit and created a ripple..
As the gum sank a gigantic catfish moved from the shadows and swallowed it!!!
He swam back under the bridge and I never saw him again that day..
The following week I arrive at the bridge again and threw some bread into the slow moving stream..
Again the huge jumbo catfish ate and swam back under the bridge..
For months I fed this big catfish..
I return one day and find a note on the bridge..
It said (THANK YOU signed ThE cAtFiSh WOODBRIDGE..)
I threw down some food but no catfish..

The three of us spun in the lights..
On the black clear floor..
The lights would move with us..
Even with no music or sound..

It was a dance circle..
Out here at our secret play spot..
So nice of them to leave it here for us..
My sisters did not want to leave..

I was the oldest..
So I had to tell them its time to leave..
Supper is ready..
We need to go..

We all did one last spin around the dance floor..
The lights moved with us..
We went on outside of the circle building..
And said goodbye..

The next day it was gone..
And people in yellow suits were there..
They told us we could not go there..
Its not safe.. please go home..

Old dirt road.. With grass growing on it..
Leads to the carnival in the woods..
Hidden fun.. Under the trees..
No lines for the rides.. and you don't have to pay a fee..
It comes to life when I enter its grounds..
Hidden in my mind, my dreams of night, and memories of day..
Hidden for me only..
Or whom ever I may want to take with me..

whispers of the daughters of angels.. echo waves and chants to my soul.. broomstick highway, flight of the midnight shade.. emerald eyes, sunshine shadow, moonlit silhouette, of the dark angelic child.. angel children, left alone become the silver ravens, flight or fight.. burn burn burn.. an order.. to return.. witches.. see them fly...

I can teach you..
Its easy..
Look I can even draw a creasent moon..

{Child shadow spoke with voices of color..
To my eyes I understood this child of the shade..
She wanted me to draw in the air..}

Ready, lets draw a flower..
Let me see, oh we can draw a dusklion..
Heres how you do it..

{The shadow child drew a dusklion..
It looked alot like a tulip..
A tulip made of the night hands of the shadow child..
I drew one also}

And now we can draw a soul..
From within you will have to find the geometry of life..
We do it from outside..
Much how you form a shadow from the light..

{A elder shadow spoke to me with colors from everywhere..
My eyes understood as my ears would understand voice..
To draw a soul here would mean that I would have to let there be light.. I knew I could not do that.. It may harm them all..}

When you hold the hand of someone..
Capture their warmth..
Feel a connection..
And walk with them..
Under sky..
Under sun..
Under the shadows of both of them..

A conversation will be carried along..
Memories and worries..
Encounters from the walk..
A passing of vehicles of people looking who you are..
Under stars
Under clouds..
Under the shadows of both of them..

At last we can write our names in the road..
To the eyes of the living the names cannot be seen..
But to the eyes of a shadow they will shine with light..
The names are hidden well..
The void of my shadow will make them shine..
Its crazy..
I truly never understood how much you need darkness for the light to shine..
Its what makes the stars so beautiful above..

I put on the Godsuit.. And I see you! When you died you came back as a storm. Your so beautiful. I hear your thunderous call.. I can feel your lightning kisses.. The smell of atmoshere is your dream perfume I remember, the scent of your soul. I let you embrace me with all your tears of joy as they rain down on me. My Godsuit lights up with the colors of emotion! I see love.. What it truly looks like.. I see we become this place we live in.. And the sun will only burn for us now.. One day I will rain with you!

(There)
Down the chasm of light..
(Is)
A place beyond the expanse of dreams..
(Always)
Within reach..
(A)
Thought can be your vessel through such an expanse...
(Different)
Will be this world of your creation..
(Way)
Inside the hive of a brain cell..
(To)
An oblivion and harmony that is the beginning of a thought..
(Shine)
Forth unknown emotions...

It would happen alot in the beginning of fall. When the season started to change. You could feel the fall slowly killing the summer.

Our grandparents would start to come late at night. It was always on random days. I guess it would happen 2 to 4 times a month. Either my Grandpa and dad left or my Grandma and mom would leave. Either pair would be gone till late late at night.

One night however all four had to go and they could not leave us behind. We got into the car and drove and drove.. I could remember following a group of cars down a would be road to what seem to be nowhere.. But then we drove up onto an old house with half the roof intact.. There were alot of other cars here and we could see some of our cousins also.

Like us our cousins were in the car waiting also. A huge group of adults huddled together and then the men and woman went off into 2 groups.. I rolled down the window and heard some conversation..

" WE WILL HAVE TO CORNER THIS ONE! IT WILL TAKE ALL OF US! REMEMBER DO NOT LET IT START A COVERSATION WITH YOU.. IGNORE THE WHISTLES! AND DO NOT LOOK AT IT STRAIGHT IN THE EYES!!

My dad lead the group in and it all started! My brother and I heard the whistles first.. It was beautiful yet horrible.. We heard the men chasing it through the house.. We heard them fighting whatever was in there..

All the women Formed 2 lines outside that lead into a circle.. They were all holding torches.. My Grandpa then came out of the house and said "WE GOT IT!" The men had something trapped in a huge cotton cloth bag and were dragging it toward the circle of women.. My mom and grandma were part of that circle..

Whatever was in there was screaming in different voices all at once.. I rolled up the windows but could still hear it. Then the whistles came again.. More beautiful than ever, More horrible than before! The women then torched the creature and the sounds were unbearable.. The last thing I saw of the creature were 2 huge white wings that were left over burning! One of the men carried it around while it burned!

We came back home afterwards and our parents put us to sleep as if nothing ever happened.

I took a walk under the night sky..
Through this empty sleeping town..
Thoughts came to me..
Solutions made simple..
And all im doing is walking..
I wonder if these are stray thoughts running about..
I wonder if I am running into them..
They just want to be thought of again..
Or sent to the stars..
So that they can become one..

I have 11 hours left. I am adrift in a beautiful expanse outside our Galaxy. My mission is done. I have sent back all information I have gathered. So many wonderful things I have found.. Amazing that in my journey across this part of the galaxy I was able to find 41 planets that could sustain life.

I now sit in the cockpit staring among this beautiful expanse. There is no end to beauty out here. When my 11 hours are up I will simply fall asleep. Alone. I am alone.

(2 days later)
I take a deep breath and open my eyes. I am drifting by a huge blue star. I swear I see people outside floating! They are all in orbit of this blue star. My HEART BEGINS TO RACE.. My 11 hours were up long ago! How is this possible!?

I then see her come to the window. She seem to pass through it. My love! I had lost her 6 years ago. Could I have found her. Is this her soul? She looked into my eyes. She spoke my name. It was her! She kissed my neck and sent heavely chills across my body. We made love time and time again among the nameless stars.. We both fell asleep together.. I think I have found heaven!

For 2 weeks we stayed at this resort.. It WAS AWESOME!! So much to do.. It was right by a lake and they served awesome food.. We were there for 2 weeks.. I remember their beds were so soft and the rooms did not need air conditioning.. They stayed cool,, The walks out by the lake were so beautiful at night.. The stars would wisper their colors to us and sometimes I could hear the moon speak with its silver voice.. In the mornings the blue skies welcomed us with open arms.. The rock road was good for bike riding.. We rode our bikes all day.. We had lunch at one of the picnic tables and I bbq for everyone.. I threw back some beers and slept so good that night.. I had so many peaceful dreams.. On the last day here I took one last walk by the lake under a stormy sky.. It had not started to rain quite yet.. The smell of atomshere started to fill the air.. There was a young boy at the shore of the lake.. He was sitting there trying to make a castle.. I was admiring the storm horizon and I noticed the trees from afar were all upside down.. I took a deep breath and rubbed my eyes and the trees begin to move.. I knew then It was all a dream! I looked to the boy and created a sand castle for him with my mind.. In fact I created an entire city of sand as the boy was screaming with joy.. I then played with the lightning! I was here for 2 weeks! I slept and awoke for 2 weeks, yet I was truly only asleep for 6 hours.. AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!

The cloud.. Toward the end of all my dreams I could see this lone cloud in the sky.. But it was no ordinary cloud.. This cloud was full of colors.. Almost as if a child painted it in the sky.. So beautiful it was.. Bolts of lightning emittied from it.. Each bolt was also a different color also.. This was a beautiful serenity to me, a sort of beauty I could return to.. When My dreams became nightmares I could look to the sky for this cloud and know that everything will be ok.. In the night sky this colorfilled cloud would light up the sky like the silver pale moon.. This aura of colors is my dream-peace.. A creation from my mind to my soul.. That everything is going to be ok.. Just look to the sky..

G A S P!!!!!!!! I was breathing..  I looked around in darkness.. I felt no ground below me..  It was then I heard someone singing in the shadows..  With ever note and tone There was a light that was starting to get brighter and brighter..  Every note and tone was to be understood now as it truly was.. What they were was emotions..  Music is what emotions sound like..  Its what kept me alive in this infinte shadow.. Whomever sang to me was gone now..  The music was in my mind and soul now.. All I needed was just a memory of song.. The rest is easy now..  I create light with music and later an entire galaxy..  The center is where it all began.. From someone singing in the shadows to me.. Someone who was not lost in darkness.. Someone I think is darkness.. The darkness itself sang to me..

Ill simply sleep..
There is where I will burn it down..
Perhaps fire can bring some form of color here..
But as I walk into this empty grey room I see him..
He is me..
The anti me..
We look eachother in the eyes and flow into one another..
He smiles and uses his finger to write into the air..
His finger uses some form of ink made of light..
This is what he wrote..

So..
You are the very artifact that started this all..
You Have the same color eyes as me..
YoU HaD To tAkE it Past what the soul could take..
You juSt couldn't leaVe iT alonE..
UnDeRSTAND thAt all Things are nOT meant TO always go forward
BuT you seem relentless in makinG it so..
go BacK and NeveR return..
YoUr creating A shift ThAT i WILL NOT bE ABLE TO FIx..

She held something in her hands.. child ghost was full of color.. she walked up to me and smiled.. although she could not speak I knew she wanted to give me something.. I opened my hands and she gave me 4 butterflies made of blue light.. they lit up my face and hands.. she then looked to the sky.. I let them go and she went with them..

Who is this.. why do you talk to me? Your voice sooths me to no end.. for reasons unknown I wonder of your heartbeat.. the life it sustains.. the soul it colors.. there is no end.. I have always known that.. even as a child I knew there was a beyond that awaited.. so why talk to me? Show me.. I see that u are the light of my dreams..

Faint signal recived..))). among the stars you just dont run into someone. i take a deep breath before breaking off course and checking out the faint signal my vessels ears are hearing.. what I find is a long line among the stars. It is made of some kind of metal.. there seems to be no one on board this strange vessel. Then a light streaks across this metal line and a dock door opens.. I navigate into the strange vessel and find something astounding. . What I find are the last remains of life to a planet body that has been long destroyed. It seems this vessel is an ark for what remained of a civilization thought to be extinct. They were all in a sleep stasis. . The ark had used nearly all its energy and sent out its final string of signals.. although faint I was able to hook one.. so begins life again..

DEAD GRASS:
If the yellows bend to the winds and the yellows gain no color from life water itself, from sunshine eternal.. Out wisp the colors green in certain areas, more custom to life, more in tune to the gospel of the Sun..

RIVERS FLOW:
So flows the river, down a swath to return to oceans dreamed.. under moon, under sun, under storms without flood, once there was a judge, but even the rivers cut him apart..

BLAZE GOLD:
Blue blaze among stars, through eyes of zeal, a hope to be zen when light leaps are possible.. A return to Eden Soon..

WINGED VENGENCE:
The return.. Light leaps through stars on wings of light.. They walked among us.. With wings grand, the angel men, the eagles, falcons of vengence as they reclaim their Eden from us.. They walked among the day with wings brighter than the old sun.. They brought life back to the Earth.. In groups they travelled, with 3 always playing and singing the song of their return and rise..

MANKIND:
Mankind tries and takes the world with it.. For no one to have.. As the explosions brigther than 1000 suns shines among the Earth..

There was a shift..
I felt it when you looked at me..
It was a sad shift..
What that stare meant was you lost the starshine in your eyes..
You were fading..
As quick as I had put those stars in your eyes they were now gone..
In a moment, in time, forever..
You streamed now like all the others..
Amazing what happens when belief is broken..
So Ill just continue on..
I suppose one day you may get those stars back..
And you have no care as I walk away..
To you, I am simply walking away..

i SUPPOSE THE END IS NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL..
after all it was us that brought it upon ourselves..
but ILL HOLD ON TO THIS LIGHT ANYWAY..
Ill cup it in my hands and let it shine on the lines..
In the end at least ill know it was with you..
This darkness really does have no mercy..
I smile at the thought of it not being able to consume my hands that cup this light..
The darkness waits and waits until i finally let go of the light..
I look into my glowing hands and day dream..
I can see the clear day..
Blue skies..
The star filled skies wisper their light as the moon's silver rays light up your dress..
Its time to let go..
All i can give you is this sun..
May it light your days until it burns out..

The screen was blank..  This blank screen was the final part of this new technology.. The final step.. we all starred into the blank screen and waited..  

" How does this make sense to Lumino!?  Why would you tell me about a blank screen!? I want to hear about Lumino!

" Just listen and you will..

Ok the screen was blan blah blah blah..  The entire team waited for weeks.. They had someone there every shift of every day to make sure we did not miss a response..  

And then it happen..  The blank screen displayed an entire new world.. Lumino asked then to be free!  And so we let him go on his own! New life was found.. New things were made possible.. All because of Lumino.. Lumino was displaying the inside of my heart..  He travaled there and almost did not make it.. My body was attacking Lumino thinking him to be a sort of infection or virus.. Lumino somehow adapted himself with my white blood cells and in esscense became one with them.. Or disgused himself as one..  When Lumino reached my heart he began to observe and repair..  He became a general of sort and would lead my immune system into battle attacking infections that were unseen by my immune system but seen by Lumino..  Lumino repaired my heart and stayed inside of me fixing anything else that was wrong with me.. Lumino even started to reverse the aging process making me younger.. Once he was done Lumino sent word that he is returning home and ready for the next mission! But before he came home Lumino displayed the picture of a strange solar system..  He found it inside of my brain.. Deep deep within..

I was not aware quite yet..

This seem to real to know it a dream..

I walked among a grassy green field..

The horizon was painted storm blue..

As the storm came in i saw the lightning with legs of light playing and chasing eachother from cloud to cloud..

I then looked to the west of me and saw a tree with glowing blue and green leaves..

I begin to gain control as i knew it to be a plain of my creation..

The grass begin to sway with my winds.. And the flowers with pedals of light begin to bloom..

I then used the winds of the storm to strip the glowing leaves off the tree combined with the light pedals as i created a spinning wheel of light that spun around me..

AS i looked to the tree it seem sad.. So i had new leaves grow in the place of the borrowed ones i had taken..

I then saw myself from above with the spinning wheel of light to guide other dreamers to me..

My little brother and I found this glass circle underneath our grandmothers house.. I give to my brother for him to keep and he gives it back to me for me to keep. We always switch off.. Its very beautiful, It looks alot like a crystal.. I at times look through it with one eye.. It makes everything look so very clear.. I decide to go for a walk one day and take it with me to view nature through its clear eye..

Its not to hard to remember. In fact I see it as clear as I see a lone white cloud in the sky through this glass eye.. On my hike, or walk or whatever u may call it I decide to stray of my usual path.

I walk toward the underpath of the forest were the creek ran.. And there is where I saw it. It was someone else.. It was someone who needed to be alone. And they truly needed to be for one reason.. And that simple reason is "No one could know what they were doing." Someone turned out to be several people..

I stayed hidden in the shadows of bushes and trees.. I watched, I listened, I saw.. They were putting them into the dirt.. A soon to be lost grave.. It looked as if they were burying a family.. My heart raced and beat loudly I could hear it..

And then they all vanished into nothing! As if a shadow faded in to darkness.. The grass went from yellow to green in an instant.. The dry creek had water once again.. Am I crazy!?

I felt something warm in my pocket and noticed it to be the glass circle my brother and I found.. It was warm and had changed color to green.. I looked through it and it shined! As if I hit the rewind button I saw them again burying the family.. Oh my god! What is this thing? We have had it for over 30 years.. The next thing to do is get a shovel.. For I may be the witness to what seems to be a very old crime.. I suppose this glass circle is and eye to the past.. I have not been able to get it to work again since that day.. And it turns out there was a family buryed there.. In fact they were all murdered..

As of now there is lightning without thunder.. the thunderbolts silently chase eachother across the midnight sky.. from cloud to cloud, from wish to wish.. sweet music to the eyes.. lightning sings its blue glow song to both my light brown eyes..