Bask me in the essence of your life
serve me a plate of your sorrow and strife
And i will eat it whole
tie me up and throw stones of your pain to my head
break me down to the damaging things that went on in your bed
And i will take it whole
give my half way cleaned up heart your impurity's
tell me you are scared and your love is unsure to me
And i will stay whole
break me down like acid in your stomach
feed me to the lions and say i don't want it
threaten my very own life
still i will be all right
And i will stand whole
share your most embarrassing moments with my ear
and if you don't want me to know i will just act as if i cant hear
but let it out
and if your letting it is giving it to me
i will take your burdens cant you see
And still sleep whole
open me up like a old wound ,and pour your salt of hate for life inside
i will close it up my self the burning that i feel from it  i will hide
as long as your alright
And i will heal whole
take your gun of sickness and scared of lonely
put it to my head and girl just *******
******* away
And i will be whole
you see im so into you
til there is nothing that u could say or do
my love for you stands strong
so i am willing to take all of your wrongs
give them to me to throw away
let me erase it for you and give u a clean slay
start fresh but end it with me
these things i will say even on dieing knees
Just so i could leave whole
i will take it all and burn it down with the fire of love
that burns from my soul hold u and cool u down with a warm hug
let it out ,let it go
you can even let me know
So our love can be whole......

Sometimes when im looking in her eyes
I find myself asking the inner me why
Sometimes when i hold her i question is this real
all the love i have for her do i really feel
When i kiss her i wonder is this love what it seems
I'm telling you the type of happiness i never dreamed
Never dreamed of loving you as much as i do
my whole world revolves around you
When i hold u in my arms going to sleep
I still find u being involved in my dreams
Never dreamed of waking up to the woman i love
Or finding warmth and comfort in one of your hugs
I love you so much i dont know how to act
Wanting you forever and that is a fact
See i never dreamed of settling down so young
But this dream im dreaming can only be dreamed once
So ill keep dreaming a dream I never dreamed
And i wont wake up as long as your with me

We met oddly but i don't care
there is a bond that we share
and that bond is life
the one thing that has given us both love, pain ,and strife
but she has come up strong and Im right behind her
she is my future just for the reminder
i like her this i can not lie
i talk to her she makes me laugh ,smile ,and almost cry
my future
oh boy my future, my friend and if she wanted my lover i wouldn't refuse her
she reads this with a smile upon her face in shock
but she knows it is her this poem will be our next talk
she has a smile that makes even day look dull
and i want to put her in my world
im her mystery man at least i think
and she is the one with conversation she get me weak
my future
i will have her however i can whether that is a friend a ear or her man
Future
i want you to know that you r special
and what we have grown to have is so official
so glad that i met u ,glad i stopped to flirt
happy i have someone to release to my hurt
hope i can be as good to you as you r to me
just want my future to know of her what i think

You put your all into it mind, body, and soul
It is that one thing that can make u whole
It does so much for one inner man
It can be a lonely soul best friend
Some times it falls out the wrong mouth
It meant to go north and ****** up and wen south
  LOVE....
It can steal your soul,
That one word that once made u whole
Kills u on the inside everything it stole
Now you scared afraid to love
Blocking yourself from a single hug
So you stop yourself from loving again
Those who want to be more can only be friends
Your guard is up and you refuse to let it down
Now the word love is left like dirt on the ground
You hate it i know you do
And the...
The everybody isn't the same line is always used
But i can reassure you that i am so different
I don't want to give but relieve tension
Im here to be you healing hand
Your soul mate,your listener,and your friend
I don't come to you as a **** or a ****
I come to you as a person with real love
I can see there is a lot your missing
But you cant continue with this distance
You have to just watch and learn
There is a lot of love and attention you yearn
Gentle kisses, lovely hugs
A beautiful ****** and strong nut
Soft hands caressing your boy
You cant get this if you don't trust nobody
A marriage ring as years go by
2 kids and then get them tied
We can be together til death do us part
Now that is love from the heart
this is nothing you already heard
It's love, in my own words

Walk in my shoes hurt ya feet
Then you know y i do dirt in the street
What i go through in life you cant handle
Like Jesus im in a snow storm walking in sandles
Each and everyday is a struggle
The decision of school or the streets seem to be a juggle
And you think my life is grand
Lets have a tour come on hold my hand
I have no momma ,daddy not around
School i gave up goals lost no where to be found
Now come on walk through my shoes
Although you r smart people still call u a fool
Now tell me what is like to be me
Walking alone in sandles in these cold streets
Walk in my shoes you will hurt your feet
And you will learn why i would do dirt in the streets

You see a book and the outside is destroyed to the point of no return
because of the outside you didn't read the inside so nothing you learned
so now you are clueless on something because you misjudged
that's how it is now of days people see the outside so the inside is never loved
Now i ask what do you see when you see me
I'm light skinned long hair good looking and i stay in the streets
But you haven't looked hard enough to search within
Where there is pain,deceit, discomfort and sin
You look at me and say everything is okay
Not knowing the struggle i go through each and everyday
The never filled promises people made
With a heart that has been just stepped on and played
I smile and you say everything is fine
But you never cared to ask what was on my mind
What if i shut down with darkness (What then)?
No love no understanding just lost you would have prayed you looked within

When i was in Florida by myself there was less problems
and if i ha one you was quick to solve them
Nikki got down here i begin to get loose
like some kids playing duck duck goose
I started skipping and trouble became my name
You had to be to the school about me every other day
with complaints about what i have done
I thought i was having innocent fun
but that was the beginning of my mistakes
Or could it have been my destined fate
Diana got down here and i got worse
you found out i was smoking and how teachers i would curse
I had girlfriends that was twice my age
And slowly in school i was dropping down in my grades
i would fight a lot and you begin to blame you
that's when i found out when you wasn't home What u would do
You started to not care and just get blunt
you would say you was grown and didn't give a ****
How we didn't care about you  or your happiness
and how you bringing us down here was just a disturbance
but it was no one fault but mine
i was the one getting in trouble all the time
What has occurred is on my not no one else
That is y sometimes i blame myself