If you were my girlfriend I would have treated you better That’s what he said It’s a good thing I’m not And we just live together And sleep together And eat dinner together
How dare the day keep going on How rude Don’t the sun and the moon Know you died Can’t the earth hear me cry Why is it still spinning Why does every day still Go on
Have you ever been in love? It eats you It consumes your body Toes to head Wildfire takes over And it burns you up How did you exist without That’s what you will ask yourself Have you ever been in love?
You ask me how I’m doing. Everyone asks how are you doing? Can you smell death on me? I skate over this, like an Olympic champion trained since 3. I don’t answer. I refuse to submit and say that I am fine anymore. I am not fine.
I don’t write this poetry For you Because it’s cute I write this Because I I am filled with passion Brimming Teeming And the amount of things I Hold inside myself Have poured over enough To make an ocean For you to swim in
I was ready to be done now And I never wanted to be ready again Ready to be ready And not done I’m tired of them Putting their hands And words all over me I’d rather be alone They take up my time To be free
Somedays I miss you so much It feels like there is no one else in this world To talk to It’s been almost a year I still think about you every day I’ve forced my thoughts to be farther between Because I know the amount of good It does me I wish I could stop putting you in the front Of this in invisible line I love you so much Sometimes I close my eyes and I pretend If I think it hard enough You will feel that moment too
I can’t possibly understand how it could be anyone other than you I thought maybe we finally had our chance Our day beneath the honeysuckle I miss you Trying to figure out why you’d stop Talking to me I want to finally share that meal So much time has passed and I’m almost 30 now Please call me Please call me
Maybe she didn’t get her marriage Maybe I ruined that She successfully solidified her place in your life She poured the cement around her feet next to you She was able to put herself in all the places I wanted to be And I guess I was okay with that I had to be But I missed you And I missed you And I missed you And I will miss you for the rest of our lives How can I feel that you aren’t happy?
I love you I love you Where ever you are In your car In your bed Kissing your girl goodnight I love you And I wish That it was us You and me Me and you
I keep your shirt on the back of the couch It smells like your house You’d think I’d have kissed you before I don’t even know what you taste like But I wish I did
Small things only mattered now We take pieces of ourselves for granted I am telling you When you lose chunks so big A quiet night in With small conversation Is something special and dear to you I wish I could give you my eyes To see what I have seen
But then maybe You'd just give them back to me I think that's why most of the time I would rather be asleep Small things only mattered now.
If I could dial you now I would A speed dial situation for sure Remembering a voice is so strange Isn’t it I remember your life and the way you say certain phrases There’s no one else I’d rather be having a full hearted conversation with Don’t make me wait until I’m a raisin the sun
Silly when I think Or feel Like this isn’t The inevitable end But I know in my heart I’ll never hear you again “Hey dood” Waiting for you to call Checking the mail to see if you wrote Checking here for messages Why can’t I give you up