Silly when I think Or feel Like this isn’t The inevitable end But I know in my heart I’ll never hear you again “Hey dood” Waiting for you to call Checking the mail to see if you wrote Checking here for messages Why can’t I give you up
So you say your brain wants to **** you Get you out of this place you say But trapped, you must stay Figure out how to breathe with water in your lungs And breathe because your neighbor does it without pain In bed you stay In pain Soaking it up Like the suns rays
I hope you are reading this In fact I hope you save this Sometimes I think about kissing you I think about our bodies pressed against each other Big hands gripping my thighs It’s the first night I brought you back to my apartment We are on the little couch But it’s more than that I think about how Heaven Met Earth In between Our thighs
I have no words When you lie Here I sit Stupid You hate me I get it I have no words So I'll sit here while you scream and yell Drop it, just forget it, it's not even a big deal I have no more words I give up on you I give up on you
Sadness usually consumes me At some point It’s like I’ve been running a marathon Things are getting personal But I can clear my mind If I try hard enough I only get sad Sometimes You can’t say that out loud though People start to worry It’s days like that I wish We all just said what’s on our minds I’m ******* miserable How about you Maybe miserable as well I start thinking Why aren’t people more honest Why does honesty terrify them So much
Life is ok And then I remember Here we are on the same earth Getting older apart from each other And God, That’s gotta be a sin somewhere I wonder if I get on my hands and knees And pray Will I get to be near you again My soul is thirsty for only Something You Can quench
And you’ll rot In some Dead end town At some Dead end job With an okay house Maybe you’ll have “things”
And I’ll forget you I’ll forget everything about you And your Little life with your Little family I’ll have my own Big life There won’t be space for You.
Sometimes Sometimes I miss you so much That I think I’m not gonna make it I don’t know how I’m gonna Get through that day without talking to you But then I do And the sun rises And the sun falls Somehow I keep doing it all
Hey What are you having for dinner today How have your days been How have your weeks been The months? I just called to talk to your voicemail I miss you
Most days I sit somewhere Between Thinking about tying a rope Around my ceiling fan And then Being greatful for the Love I get to experience as Your mother because I live this life But I make sure You never know the first part