When you left silently
it reminded me
why it seems to be
I don't revise my poetry

Harrowed thoughts are those that scare soul away,
Draining life between your fingertips, and right before your eyes.

It's late at night
and you told me
you loved me
and i wasn't prepared
to hear that
and i got carried away
imagined a future
us married
maybe even kids
and now
you let me down
led me on
and dropped me
like hot coals
and i'm angry with myself
cause i let myself
get burned
again

chilled
to the bone
with the
good kind
from your
finger tips
their touch
on my
thighs
how they
grip tighter
and leave
marks
on my
skin

Think I'm bulletproof
A thick skin and paper heart
But, I'm the reverse

I MISS YOU
and the thing
that gets me is
it has been
two years
and you're still
in my mind
and my heart
STILL skips a beat
when i hear
your beautiful name
and god
i want you back
and *******
PLEASE come back
I MISS YOU
sadly even now
i can't get
your deep dark
brown eyes
out of my head
and i CAN'T
get your rough laugh
out of my thoughts
and oh *******
it's becoming
too much
love
i just
miss
you