Bus de las 8:00, 8:04. Sol en la ventana, camino de adoquín, irregular, vías trizadas de cotidianidad; luz roja, luz verde, la amarilla no funciona, acelera, quema el neumático, 10, 20, 40, 50 y frena de golpe.

Vista a la ciudad, azul, sin nubes y seca; te incorporas al bajar, la montaña se humedece, también la ciudad. Av. Amazonas, CCI, Av. La Prensa. Abordas das vueltas te sientas, "tome sin compromiso, $1" sino me devuelve, 10, 20, 40, 50 y frena nunca en la parada. "Soy de Ibarra mi hijo en el hospital Baca Ortiz", frena bajas, viejas pisadas.

Haces fila, pagas, otra fila; firme aquí, no puede sonreír. "Espere 20 minutos", te sientas, turno WT64, WT65, WT66. "la niña no puede comer aquí" WT77, WT 78, WT79.  Juan Arboleda, Gustavo Betancourt, José Efrén, Adrián Poveda; revise si está todo bien, firme aquí, sello, sello, queda registrado. Escalera eléctrica, salida, aire no fresco, "le emplástico", "le limpio", caminas, te detienes, ojeas, sueñas. Esperas, Chillogallo - Estadio, Camal - Hipódromo, ¿y el Batán - Colmena? ni modo al Cía. Nacional.

El bus va lento a penas atraviesa la brisa, el sol rebota en el parabrisas, Av. 10 de Agosto, acelera, acelera, frena, en la Av. Versalles el bus es un huracán, y frena, te bajas, tu decencia se queda y en la calle colonial vuelves a soñar, fotografía militar, vuelves a filtrar, 11:23, relojería, confitería parada de bus, fanático religioso, sonidos afro, plaza, museo, buenos días, árbol con hojas de otro árbol. "Pide un deseo y escribelo en un pedazo de papel".

Amor valiente, amor invisible, beso beso, no puedo aterrizar, sala 5, hombre en llamas, síndrome de resignación, refugiados, reflexión, cerveza, amor, amor, $13.60. Carne salteada, ají, limonada, besos, botella extraviada, agua.

Pequeño adiós, Marín, intento de robo,   25 ctvs, gente casas coloridas, montaña, subes, subes, das vueltas, valle azul y verde, baja, frena. Cash, salta se sacude, un torbellino de pelos, en la luz, en mi ropa, un torbellino de amor, pelota, pelota, rock n roll, cable, cable, pedal, camisa blanca, botas negras, peinado a lo morrisey, guitarra, vingala, Blues, Blues, saxo, taxi, maestro, bajo, guitarra, mente extraviada, extraviada, extraviada.

I think I fall in love with the idea of people more than I fall in love with the real them. I have no idea if the girl with auburn hair and pretty blue eyes paints under the stars but I can vividly see her doing it and a part of me falls in love with a version of her that likely doesn’t exist. My best friends brother is just a guy with a love for Studio Ghibli movies and a knack for making people laugh. This doesn’t stop me from imagining the long nights we’d spend on his couch discussing Morrisey. I don’t know how to differentiate heart from mind, poet from person. I often question if I’ll ever be able to love someone without painting them in a light they don’t belong in. Is this how it will always be? Questioning every feeling I have, analyzing whether I love someone for the person they really are or if I’ve written them into the poem I want them to be. How do I know that my feelings are genuine when I have a habit of turning every person I meet into a love poem?

Once upon a time
I was happy
With a teenage fumble
Behind the supermarket

Now - alone
I listen
To Morrisey sing
'I'm miserable now'
On a rainy Wednesday
On bleak streets
Those same streets
A kid knew well

On Saturday's I went
With mother
To town on the bus
To carry shopping

Jarvis sang
About Deborah
The fountain down the road
Tracy was my Deborah

A blonde who worked
In Presto's
Her sister was in my year
But I didnt fancy her

Chips on the bus
To a Britpop soundtrack
I carried Tracy's image
To bed in my mind
By fifth year
I'd lost control
Hormones stole
A University education

Tracy gone
Hormones remain
Sapping my dreams
And Presto's closed!

Song 12.

I'm going to the store.
Pick up some cigs.
Get a Poster of Uma Thurman.
A record by The Smiths.
Morrisey.
Get a milk shake.
you can share it with me.




Garrett Johnson.

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After I received my first dose of juicy plangent cosmic explosion preeminent LSD in NYC 2018 I remember the first song I listened to on Random was this one right as I started to trip! We can both blast off like Navy Seals CUBEA Cigar Diving to the Dark Side of the Moon “USA and Also Them” Tupac Heady Helen Hunt Twisters of Ketu Howling to Chirping Aliens Squirting Ice Cream (and Even He Said His Favorite Singer Was “Kwaaty”)and Jamming to ISOS 4CD1 Slowed Down Version Melting into Infinite Superlunary Wisdom and Milk The Fattest Red Heifer Ever Vaulting Like “My Favorite Mistake” Into Van Morrisey Odyssey and Oracle “Time of the Season” Ghost Ridin’ the BART into the Haights of Golden Gate Bliss ******* like Wild Stallions into Etch-a-Sketch Fake Awake Oneiromancies just as vivid and chic as Jannah’s Lush Canopied Couches Towering Gourmet Jalapeño Asparagus Jet Stream Japan(adj.) Smoldering with Supersonic Fast and Furious Fumigations Fightin’ Cancer (Daftly)“Around the World” Like Dauntless Gladiator Knocking Downpours in Monsoons Never Too Soon and I’d Dive Bomb Your Striptease Heart With a “Business” Kamikaze Right into Pebble Beach Just to be a Mario Lemieux Penguin Offering you the World Is Not Enough to Pad Your Vast Oval Office Old Faithful “No One Calls Me Yellow” Rosetta Stone Art Heist Brosnan Style Frisbee Fetching Little Man “Ow my *****” Because I’m the Whole Continent and You’re my National Treasure National Park Tea Party Alien Seance “Taking a Dump on Your Chest” “oh that’s Whack” as Crack And “They’ll Never Hold “us” Down”our Supervolcano Paroxysm A Pair of Soccer Cleets Can Bend Your Deep Impact Holy Molly Brown Hole like David Beckham Putting From the Deepest Roughshod Periodic Tabletop Mountain Capering Cape Town CD2 Tribal J-Bay Point Break Bonanza Breakbeats but I Promise To Never Break Your Heart Until The Sun Explodes Into The Sea Until There Was No More Death Sugillating You Passionately Like A Greek Republic Abolishing All Injunctions on Purgatory For Crossing the Border to Heaven Like Cartels Bumping “California Love” in Armored Hummers until we all accept(ance) that Life is “Permanent” Everlonger and Evermore XOXOXOXOXO 😁😁🥰🥰🥰