Whether it was learning long division,
Or naming all fifty states.
Nothing seemed to matter.
It all seemed so trivial.

The phantom that haunted me
Never left,
Not even in elementary.
I could not cope, nor concentrate.

Cafeteria feasts
Made of concentrate.
Paired with my inner confusion,
I tended to lose my lunch.

I tried to hold
Myself to a means
Of normalcy.
It wound up as ***** on my shoes.

to be understood as a means
of exercising the right to avail
themselves of the rights of the spouse
              and the spouse of the spouse,
               to be understood as a means
               of exercising  the rights of the hosts
       and the members   of the family
       of the members of the Board
       of Trustees of the Member States.
to be understood as a means  of exercising
     the rights of the hosts and the members
of the family of the members of the Board
of Trustees of the Member States.
        a gadess-took the goddess of muscles:LB
muscle loyalty, muscles, muscles, muscles,
and keratas,                    as well as sextants,
     as well as lavender vaginum
hayworms,     there is a muscle of the liver,
such as rhedephene itself, gastritis, (           ), (     );
bullfighting on the back of the firecrackers
or the firecrackers of the firecrackers
or the firecrackers of the firecrackers or of the firecrackers,
a gossypus-received the goddess:  muscle