They scream, shout and swear

To emphasize an emptiness of cocern

Which includes a compliment

Uttered thus in blank verse

That effects in ambigious contradictions

To sustain a wave of insult and injury

In obscure fragmentation of mind

That replicates an abundance of inrigue

Where plausible reason is not made possible

For the expression of strenuous protest

That would secrete itself with morbid indulgence

Upon the tongues of others to command a strange silence

Like that shouted by the seeker of an Apocalypse

with the day dreams in my head
its hard to see what's true

I'm torn by expectations
I'm torn with what to do
when in reality all I want is you

when in reality this you is faceless
I want you to see the grit and love regardless
I want you to see the confusion and love without question
I want you to see my intentions and love with understanding

understand me.

find me. fix me. love me.

without regard, without question, with understanding

Love  an ambigious four letter word that holds a universal language. A form of essence that makes you breath but then erratically can make you feel like your holding on to your last breath. A feeling that can cure one of many wounds but then leave a scar you dont want to remember.

we were emaciated; ruined  
much like the twisted silence at the foot of your bed
a hollow battle field where our hearts would lay
and in nooks of tangled legs and distraught blankets
our secrets would hide

then at night fall they would dissapate
into the cage we called a home,
to poison the atmosphere already swollen
with ambigious thoughts and supressed dreams
  
we wait for rain
and we wait for the sun
but never reach into the atmosphere

so like our secrets we lay dormant
in our monotonous routines
and our open eyed sleep

Ambigious and abused
Risky and repressed
Tasty and tested

Warrior is worrying
Idol is idling
Liar is loving
Leader is losing

Living, but stalling
Inquiring, but taking
Venting, but keeping
Entertaining, but missing
Oppressing, but breeding
Neglecting, but trying

like all deep things it al lloks ambigious at the  first halff of your life ,,,,  if you are stil breathing you remove the uncertainities iff you sre still alive that is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!