This into out;
That before turned reborn! it stand not once into I with;
Life spit;
Here I I today my troubled.
Struggled I a shriveled.
I heart;
Reborn had something death;
Nothing is am! despise ended began.
Life world;
That grew in to;
Even has;
You life inhale.
For up into.
One

Crystal brain I the embedded pictures in.
Time is the life--  I eye-- a;
Feeling slept time unclothed.
Metal my slab I seen do world a at of.
It take have;
Flashes all.
In-- love.
My and with with and up as I.
Built am memory me a real cold terrify? me back grand I me;
**** dead--.
Memories roll seen camera of I;
It looking depleted;
Have touches life--;
My abyss I if skin-- like living;
Oh in

And there was nothing there
    She was naked
        That knocked me out

               Everything was real at that moment
                   I became an artist
                        I took it all in

****** it in like cigarette smoke
     This hazy-dawn that lit her up
         It was an indescribable tension

                 She touched me with my mind
                     I push back--
                         Ignition

                                                    She was gripping my hand with her eyes
                                              Waiting for time to catch up with our hearts
                                        And I took it all in

(Notes)

(Begin fast and emphasize the connection between R and K)
--of DUHARRR-KKENEDUH fate,

(Slight emphasis on C and T)*                
                             Cold--ornaTe.
life--
         i cannot say
                               (fire) indescribable
warm water
warm water
warm water
(Gradually get louder each line)
WWarm water
WWORm water
WWORMUH water
WWORMUH Water
WWORMUH WAWter
WWORMUH WAWTTer
(Should be the loudest at this point)
WWORMUH WAWTTERR

                 LUHVUHEH
                    LUHVUHEH
                   ­    LUHVUHEH
                          LUHVUHEH
warm water
is it all but a game
find me there--in your kingdom

(Quietly and gracefully say each sound by line. Think of a love song)
luh
  uh
     vv
       eh
       ruh
     oh
   mm
     aa
        nn
            ss
              e
                 rr
                ii
               vv
                   e
                     rr
                     nuh
                    th
                  ein
what is it
meaning--
none
fire
brimstone
i am
i am--

(End loudly)
EYEAAMUH NUHTHHEIN
EYEAAMUH NUHTHHEIN
**EYEAAMUH NUHTHHEIN

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the color of midnight it was(i could fall into
it) there is noting more than                         stars in the sky
stars-- i look around  and see you all there

this is what it's all about(i cannot grasp)
falling into your midnight dress(it takes me in)
will you listen to hear my cry this is what i die
                                                             ­        for
life will burn me with you and only you my dear
time runs dry for the hope of water(the persistence of memory)
will you wait for me in my mind-- the romantic concept
                                                         ­              to be in love with an idea

green
flying into
flowing dawn
and her eyes
got to me

I have never
done it before
do not worry

I will not take off your clothes
I will not touch you
I will not look at you
I will not think about you
I will not breathe around you

i will crumple myself and throw myself away
you ask me to love you--
                                      (I am scared of you)

oh
hello
there
here
I
am
nothing
but
a
man
not
myself
i
have
changed
for
the
interlinking
gears
of
communication
pried
open
like
a
pumpkin
altruist
the
cross
to
establish
modern
life
you
have
it,
my
brain
will
you
take
my
heart
i
will
not
move
for
you
grab
me
motionless
objective
goodb­ye
now

the river ran deep
deep into my veins, my bones
i feel it  
almost--
waking up
this river, a sweaty one.

spells
(S)pells
sho(T)
fro(M)
ou(R)
(H)an(DS)

&
and

and
&

&
and

&
and

and
&

&
and

&
and

and
&

&
and
&
and

and
&

&
and

&
and

and
&

&
and

lit't't't't't't't'er ah g'ray
tombitttttttttfindedlededledled

hand
grasping other
has-been hands
life
I'll split galaxies
they break
cherry lips
dead men
(redemption)
def leopard
dead-- beats
&
radishes
hovering
out of life
&
in
to
purgatorial
dreams
of
****
death
(bare--
skeleton)

(sun
light)
burning--down
let it singe
stinging
life is
burnt
into my cornea
(fire
light)

The grass is half cut.
much like me
average.

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I am of dust, from dust.
Time has created me.
And time will **** me.
The greatest serial killer--
Mortality.
I am not a good man.
I will fall again, again.
I am time
(watch
me
watch
me
watch
me)
I am nobody
Eating insanity
I am of attention, from attention
this land of gray rubble--
Endless-- endless
time-- watch it constrict me
watch
please dear god i am not immortal.
I am a dead man.
In a dead land.

reflections
reflect-- directions
nothingness
it is

I watch the smoke disperse.
For it is dusk outside.
This hazy land of night.

To The Class of 2015*

And there it went.
Out the window into reality.
These are my people.

They're leaving me now,
Three years and one more.
Let life grab them.

Let it throw them
Through time until time
Burns out.

Because that's how it was,
How it is,
How it will be.

This is the end, yes
But love is a bonfire
And life is bright-red boots.

This is the beginning, yes
But love is the faces
And life is only a moment.

I do as I who
--a bird

out
out
out
out

out
out
out

out
out
out
out

out
out
out

will
****

I have realized it.
Life is so strange.

It              is

dusk         outside.

CARPE
            DIEM
CARPE
            DIEM
CARPE
            DIEM
CARPE
            DIEM

The end was flat.
Everything seemed to disintegrate
into some horizon line that I could
never get to.

One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Seven
Seven
Seven

Nothing there--
but an idea
in my stained mind.

I am a
broken vase,
this is my face.

Pure glass-- frozen shut.
Do not touch me--
or I will cut.

America--
we’re on the rock.

This tumbling thing,

built from sediments
of time.

Beautiful women
walk around me like twine.
They tie me up.

My cabin stands in
    a forest of hollow trees.
Growing on hollow guidance.

Cement never moves.
The blackened lines
eat sunlight--
from the cookie jar.

Sweet chariots--
of industrial shades
moving, moving.

Never peering at cement.
The world is a painting,
the ones who move
make their marks.

Stress-burned beings
that run across life
and burn out in agony.

To leave cement
in the skid-marked dust--
of midnight,
crying tears of joy.

up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night
up all night up all night up all night up all night

The Robin-- much smaller than I,
fluttering in the vast expanse.

How I wonder what it thinks
of me-- the great giant.


The bird is a conveyor belt,
grabbing brush and twigs.

Building life in a tree.
Sky blue eggs--

in the melting *** of nature.
How I wonder when repetition ends--

I am a camera.
My skin-- a metal slab,
cold and real.

Time touches me like love,
feeling me up as If I slept with it.

My brain is a roll of memories
embedded in flashes of time.

I have seen life--
**** and unclothed.
I take it all in--

My crystal eye-- the grand abyss,
looking back at me.

Oh do I terrify?
The world I built with memory.

I have seen life--
depleted, dead--
living in pictures.

It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--

It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--

It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--

It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--
It hurt when I looked at her--

gray
gray

gray
gray

gray
gray

gray
gray

gray
gray

gray
gray
­
gray
gray

gray
gray

I'm running
from the mirrors
of my brain

I want to be a writer
I want to be a novelist
I want to be a writer

running
running
running

my brain is the roadrunner
it catches up to me
and strangles me in daydreams

til' I die

work
work
work
work

work
work
work
work

work
work
work
work

wo­rk
work
work
work

t
he

f
i
r
e
wo
rks
l
i
g
h
t



I
th
ink

of
ti
me

how
it
was
­or

how
it
wi
ll
be

~
~
'
~

miscoinage
victoriate
lanai

I.
across window
alleyway
******
watching ******
it's life
watch it ****
watch it twist knife
chest
red plush
flows rivers
mississippi
that's it
eyes
rolling
blind eyes
i
i am dead
life
killed me
air
~
no
it hears me
running into my heart
slice me
pizza slice
ouch hot oven
the naked woman
beautiful
***
***
***=***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
***
s­ex
***
marketing
the ****
the *****
i cannot breathe
this water is warm
red plush
it burns my eyelashes
wow
it hurts
it stings
air
air gets me
touches me
moonlight
stars--
hit by trains
look
at
me
with
your
eyes
hurt?
sting?
pain?
i know
a a adult
green
&
darkness
&
forest
&
yes
it hurts
so ******* look at me
do you see?

II.
trees
cloth
**** hot ***
**** woman
blink
gone
none
no
life
depletes
murdered
in trees
twilight
colors
silver
silver
silver
see it
i do
i am
existence

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