I'm setting my myself up for this
Whenever you call
I could let it go to voicemail
Whenever you text
I could not reply
Whenever you ask to hang out
I could say no
But I dont
I can't say no to you
I'm just setting myself up
For all this hurt

In bright lights of the halls
Was the first time I met you

Under the raging sun
Was the first time we kissed

Covered in the blanket of night
Was the first time we gave each other all

In the blink of an eye
Was when I lost you
To her

It's time
Time for me to leave
I'll pack a bag
Of my few belongings
I'll stand on the side of the road
Stick my thumb out
And hope I don't get killed
I'll keep riding until I reach my destination
I'll change my name
Dye my hair
Change everything about me
I'll live my new life
The good life
The free life
Here in this unknown place
That I'll soon call home

Look at her
Straight, autumn hair
Glowing blue eyes
Cute, heart-shaped face
Small, tiny waist
Nice, big ***
Perky little ****
She's beautiful
On the outside
And even more inside
Her humor
Her kindness
Her determination
Her real ness
Look at her
And then look at me
And answer this question:
How the **** am I supposed to compete
With that?

I've missed this
The loud music
The wind blowing in our faces
The sense of not caring
Not caring about tomorrow
Or the next day
Only knowing
That this
Is what matters
What really matters is
Now

I don't know you
You don't know me
We don't know each other
Yet we do
Somehow,
Some way,
We are connected.

Don't listen to me
Don't believe a thing I say
I will lie to you
I will trick you
I will manipulate you
I will ******* over
I will do anything
To try and keep you