How could you?
You just keep using me
   Like I don't even matter
    Like I don't even have feelings
     You keep using me
       What am I to you?
         Am I anything?
           No?
            Alright then
              Looks like I wasted my time

I lie here
In this godforsaken place
It's cold
It's so, so cold
Cold like the hearts
Of the people here
Please
Wrap me up
And take me away
Take me away to
Where it's warm

What is this?
Where am I?
Everything's spinning
Spiraling
  Down
    Down
      Down
Taking me to my destiny
Taking me to my final resting place
Taking me all the way down
To Hell

I'm so tired
I'm tired of trying
To fix what we used to have
I'm tired of trying
To forget you
I'm tired of
Trying
Screaming
Crying
Feeling
Will I ever
Be at peace
Again?

I like being alone
And yet I don't
I like being alone
Because I don't have to pretend
Pretend to be happy
I don't like being alone
Because I don't trust myself to be alone
With my thoughts

Look at what you've done to me
I spend all my time thinking about you   Daydreaming about the possibility of us
I'm failing half my classes
Because I can't focus on anything but you
I can't sleep anymore
Not without pills
Because you've stolen my peace at mind
When I do manage a moment of rest
It's because I've cried myself to sleep
Because of how hurt I am
Thanks for this
Now when I look in the mirror
I stand there and wonder,
" What the hell happened to you? "

I write too many poems
About you
I daydream too much
About you
I think too much
About you

Do you ever write poems
About me?
Do you ever daydream
About me?
Do you ever think
About me?

I know you don't
So why do I even bother?