You finally did it
You finally pushed all my buttons
Got on every last nerve
Pushed me over the edge
You just love to see me in pain
No, wait
No you don't
I don't even matter that much to you
I'm just the toy at the bottom of the chest
You'll only play with me for a little while
Then you'll throw me aside for another toy
A better toy
And no matter what
You know I'll never leave the chest
You know I'll always be there
Always be waiting for the off chance
That someday I'll be your favorite toy

I am bleeding
Blood trickles down my arms
It gushes down my legs
You made me do this
You tricked me
Lied to me
Played me
Ruined me
You are killing me
I will soon die from being
Mentally
Physically
Emotionally
Exhausted
You have caused me so much pain
You cannot blame me when this becomes the
  way I release it
This is because of you
And only you

We are not together
  Yet you still get mad when I talk to guys
We are not together
  Yet I still get mad when you talk to girls
We are not together
  Yet I let you touch me like we are
We are not together
  Yet I gave up everything for us.

You come up to me
And you kiss me
It's hard, rough
Then I smell it
The smell of too many drinks
You drag me to the bathroom
You push me against the wall
You kiss everywhere
You touch everywhere
This isn't you
The real you
The you that would normally
  lay me down on a soft bed
The you that would kiss my neck
The you that would be so tender
So gentle
This you is an animal
A monster taken over by alcohol
I know you will leave bruises
I know you will do it again in 10 minutes
I know you won't even remember tomorrow
So why do I not object?
Why do I just go along?

I am rising up
Through the blue sky
And into a whole new world
My new world
Here I am anything
Here I am everything
Here I am invincible
Unstoppable
Immortal
Beautiful
Here I am everything
That I am not there

Stay with me as I release this pain
Stay with me here in heaven
Together, forever
We will be free
We will drink
We will smoke
We will fly
We will bleed
We will sweat
We will release these demons
We will be together
Through it all
We will become intertwined
One beautiful creature
One beautiful wolf in sheep's clothing

I need you
I need your kisses
I need your bites
I need your passion
I need your hands everywhere
I need you to explore
Explore my taboo places
I need your smell
I need your touch
I need your taste
I need to see you
I need to hear you
I need you to lie down with me
I need you in my bed
I need your everything
And I need you to know
  I'm not good at sharing