**** mirrors
They never show me what I want
It always comes out warped
Disoriented
Twisted
I hate it
I hate what stares back at me
A hideous beast
One that should be locked away
Never to be seen
Ever

This I *******
I hate being in my right mind
Or as close as I'll ever get to it
There's nothing left in this place for us
This place of monsters and demons
It's too real
So let's go
Let's fly
I wanna go so high
I want you to take me there
Let's smoke until we can't see what's in front of us
Let's smoke until we can't think straight
Let's just smoke
You and me
Flying

You disappoint me
They disappoint me
We disappoint me
I disappoint me
Nothing is ever right
No matter how hard we try
The amount of effort we give
Will end up being pointless
So I don't try anymore
People ask me why
Why? Why? Why?
They say, why did you stop?
They say, you were so good
I say, you didn't think that back then
I say, I was never good enough
I say, so there's no point anymore
At that moment my heart tells me,
A piece of you just died

I'm drowning
In a vast sea
In a wonderful, wonderful sea of
Smirnoff
It's suffocating me
But I can't get enough
I love it too much
I breathe it in
It sets me free
It frees me of these troubles
Frees me of you
Frees me of me
So go ahead
Be with her
I've got my beautiful sea
It makes me forget
It makes me complete

An ******* is someone that is hated by everyone
An ******* is someone that is loved by everyone
An ******* is someone that has everything
An ******* is someone that wants more
And more and more and more and more
An ******* is someone that gets more
An ******* is someone that can get anyone
An ******* is someone that makes you tear down        
   your fortress of protection
An ******* is someone that makes you build
    bigger walls in the end
An ******* is someone you would do anything for
An ******* is someone that doesn't appriciate it
Point is, you're an *******
And you disgust me

I hope you're having fun
I hope having a wonderful time
A wonderful time with that girl
The girl that you picked over me

No, no I don't
I hope she hurts you
I hope she stomps on your heart
I hope she makes you feel like ****
So that way our feelings can be mutual again

I hope you realise how selfish you are
I hope you see how much I gave up for you
I hope you just see me
I hope I just see you

I hope I get over you
Fast
I hope I realise how dumb I was to believe you
To believe your lies
Your fake promises

I hope I realise my list of hopes
Is hopeless.

I ought to hit you
I ought to kick you
I ought to stab you
I ought to cut you
I ought to **** you
Oh god I want to **** you
I want you dead
I want you gone
Vaporized
But it's not you I'm talking about
Even though that's what you deserve
But I'm talking about someone else
Someone that I've known longer
Someone that I know all too well
Someone that truly deserves this
That disgusting thing I'm talking about
Is me.