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Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
when a girl is quiet
you already know that's dangerous
the things that constantly torture this girl
keep repeating
and she has tried to please the people surrounding her
but now she's tired
give her a break
the ones around her make her feel ugly
like an idiot
or never good enough
the people around her never appreciate
the things she does for them
this girl is dying inside
shes tired physically, emotionally, and mentally
shes only surviving
but sadly
shes not living
help her out
please
just once make her truly smile
and even just once call her beautiful
Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
its gotten to the point to where
i dont know who i am anymore
i constantly fell like im on the verge
of breaking down
i feel like im going crazy
and my mind is an ocean
and my thoughts are a tsunami
i cant sleep
i cant concentrate
i cant even think straight

i
am
     a
       mess

im coming apart at the seams
and its scaring me
Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
Are you okay?

That's all it takes
For me to break down
For the knots in my stomach to tighten
For me to cry..

I'm fine
Meanwhile, I'm fighting back the tears
And trying to control my thoughts
As I turn and walk away
I can't hold it back
For much longer
I walk faster

The tears roll down my cheeks
And my thoughts run wild
And my legs pick up the pace
Trying to run out of the
Gut-wrenching life
We call reality
The reality that
I live in
By M.R.
Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
Explicit

She said she was okay
And you believed her?
Let me tell you what's wrong with her
She's tired
That's exactly what she is
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She's tired of caring too L I T T L E, and not caring at A L L
She's tired of H O L D I N G it
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She's tired of being J U D G E D for EVERYTHING she D  O  E  S
She's tired of all her F L A W S and I
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She's tired of T R Y I N G           P
She's tired of getting her hopes U
She's tired of being treated like *******br>She's tired of trying to be H E R S E L F
She's tired, and you want to know how I know all this?

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Because S    is M            E
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And I'm R  E  A  L  L  Y T
I'm really tired..
Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
She's
      Broken
               Because
                          She
                               Believed

He's
     OK
         Because
                    He
                       Lied
Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
Even though you broke my heart
I know you still think about me all the time
When you're all alone
I know I'm still in your thoughts
I know a part of you wishes you'd never broken my heart and thrown me away
I know when someone says my name
                                  I come to your mind
But for me
Even though you broke my heart
I still love you
When I'm all alone
You're the only thing I think about
And I still sit there wishing
Why
      Can't
             I
              Be
                  Enough
                            For
                                You?
Rylie Lucas Oct 2017
You are so stupid when I'm around
2. You say things that don't make sense

3. Your laugh is weird
4. The way you walk is so funny

5. You talk so loud
6. Sometimes, don't act normal

7. Your scream scares me
8. Your smile is crooked

9. Your dance moves are so awkward
10. You like to annoy me and call me an idiot


*All things I love 1,000 times more than I hate
Never hate, only love. Unless hate is necessary
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