This is my broken heart
To love and not be loved in return
To have doubts
To not know where I am headed
To be untrusting
To be lied to
To be led on
To be breathlessly in love
To have jealousy
To have no clear answer
To be broken
To be unheard
To be unsure about love at all
To be unsure of life itself
To be hurt
To cry alone
To always be the strongest
Even when I'm weak

This is my broken heart
A beautiful mess

Sometimes, no one cares when you’re sad
When you’re broken
When you’re mad

Sometimes, when you gotta learn
How to love yourself
But you don’t have the courage

Sometimes, you don’t have someone
To stand by your side
And make you feel alright

Sometimes, you just have to stay there
Fight off your regrets
Fight off your depression

Sometimes, you gotta learn that
No one will ever be there for
Except for yourself

So now’s your chance
To pick up your feet
And to make things right

I've been stabbed in the back
By those I've needed the most

I've been lied to
By those I love

I've felt alone
When I couldn't afford to be

But at the end of the day
I had to learn to be my own best friend

Because there are going to be days
Where no one has my back
Or is going to be there for me

But myself

When I say "I'm Fine,"
I'm crying

When I say "I'm okay,"
I can't sleep

When I say "I can take care of it,"
I run around freaking out

When I say "You don't have to come,"
I want to see you as soon as possible

Then you say "I'm glad you're fine,"
And hang up

I really hope you know that I lied..

Explicit

I'm sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted
I'm sorry I'm a ****** sister
I'm sorry that I'm depressed
And cry a lot

I'm so sorry I don't do everything you ask
I'm so sorry I'm not perfect and pretty
I'm so sorry that I put such a damper on your lives
And that I'm tired

And antisocial

Please forgive me for being a human being

I'm really sorry I even exist

I wish I could just disappear
To make it easier for everyone
Seen as I'm such a horrible person
Seen as it's impossible to be nice to me

Impossible to deal with me
Impossible to love me

I'm so ******* sorry

You know that one song
That’s always playing
Never stops on the radio
And freaking drives you crazy?
I know how you feel
If you’re answering yes
But what I want to tell you
Is not to second guess
The people running the radio
Are just in it for the money
They know that different people are listening
Every part of the day
So if you think
Their just trying to drive you mad
Don’t forget to think about
What they could be doing instead
I’m sure they’d rather be doing
Something other than playing
Music for some unhappy people
On any given day
So don’t get mad at them
For playing the same song
Over and over again
All day long