Let's drive...

You.
I.

Take to coast...

Worry washed over.

Questions asked.
Never answered.
Shut down...
Common sense;
Sheds light.

Really...
I should Thank You.
For...
All the lessons provided.

Furnace.
Flamed hot.
Skin on skin.
To be burned beautifully...

Tease & gimmick. TOD: twelve long hours.
Breakfast beer in hand. 12 FL OZ. Not enough...
What mess. Stupid. Sorries are nothing.
They roll heartless.
T'was her with the head injury; him in the coma.
Foolish as always been.
What measure.
A few moments...
Stupid & selfish with crap intention.
Other fella unaccounted for.
Before her, less than...
No more.
Not pattern.
Not today.
Not time.
Nihilation.

Never should you have wanted.
Never should you of had.
Sooner should you dismiss.

Poor you. Take the hurt.

Warning with whispers.
Telling. Trembling. Tracers.
.
.
.
Shelling...
.
.
.
Surrender.

Miles apart;
We were one.
Neighboring;
Reduced us to none.

****** with my life.
More than I ****** with yours...

War is hell.
Nasty nights.
Dangerous days.
Wounded...
Almond eyes.

It's funny...

No longer need a moment.

With your songs.

The never-ending chore...
Missing the company upon cold nights.

Remember tears in your eyes I wiped...
What about mine.

One click...
Folder delete.

Photos, emails, history...
You.

Not ready.

Your empty vows...
Worst promises ever known to my ears.

Mercy in my melody...
Strumming significance.

First walk...
In tune.

Finally...
Found a place.
With no...
Tainted memories of you.

Tried too long...
To forget your name.
Cunning.
Cutthroat...
BANE.

Parade.
Lack of rain.
Bonds strengthen. Open. Exchanges...
A tale.
Collection exclusive.
Today we strive.
Hold my hand.
Dismiss the deep.

Revisited the crime scene today...
Not for me I guess?

Wish to hell...
I didn't memorize.
In softest of light.

I almost wonder...
Why we met.
Lesson; to not repeat.

Really tried to carry your unhappiness...
My back was out.

Never called you a *****...
Wore your own label.
And?

Respectfully;
Once your bed...
Never for; or with,
Another individual.

Hang my head.
Moments of silence...
The screams. Your voice. My name.
The company. It is you.
Sat and slept side by side.
So many miles.
Days uncertain...
Thought I smelled you in the sheets.
Found a lavender wrinkle thingy in the blankets.

Do you still dream in color?
Hopes of bright imagery?

Every message; always conveyed something.
You gave your time...
Did you use it wisely?

Was more than a quota...

Do you have less stress?
Is there more meaning or memory?

Life is serious.
Forget wading; swim.
Could we be in person?

I was lost as well...
We were always finding found.

Yellow diamonds burst across the stage...
Repetition and pattern.
Better.
Splendor.

Your sister called.
Heard your voice.
Hung up...
Too soon.

Today;
My Mother...
Told me to quit;
Rescuing sick birds.

Definitions depending; make the break.
Words DO NOT paint the picture.
Pictures PAINT the words.

Survive the indifference.

Rest.
Be still through the ruts and down-time.
Prep for the terms.
Endure.

Resume the lessons.
Putty the holes and cracks.
Complete.

Understand the calling.

Cheer up doll.
All have hard histories.
Be free from worry.
There is more to have.
Will give my everything to give you anything.
Ask...
It's mine to own; mine to offer.
We walk side by side. Nor step out of sync.
Those good guys from the movies...
We are here waiting.
Chance it.
Let me protect and shelter you from cruelties of the world.
Dance with me.
You'll have your balance.
A sound sanctuary.
Treat me the best you know...
I'll never be cold.
Please.
Let my arms blanket you through the night.
Unselfishly offer your warmth.

Quite funny really...
Mirror the words.
You WILL see yourself.

When you finally paint the numbers...
Please don't connect dots.

These hands were for loving you.
To cradle...
To liberate.

Big King ended Little Queen...
Or; was it vice versa?

A few photos pictured...
The very best of waking slumber.

Violins brought the death of you...
Do rest well dear.

Twenty minutes fantasy.
Two hours passionate.
Either would've been everything...

Am my own measure; and...
Will not compete against ghosts.

Serious passion, connection, depth, and substance...
All I ever needed.

Music in car.
The sentiment...
Your moments.
Here we go...

Those phrases that you spoke...
Haunt hardened.
Ingrained, interrupt, and impale... Can not fix this.

In it's own format.
Outside the box.
Great wonder.
Any mention of a Rose.
The light.

Of course; the "*****" within.

The departure of your mouth left me missing your smile.
There is little passion or sunshine in the absence.
My ears do rest; though sweet whispers reside.

Faint drafts follow...
In remembrance of tempest.
THE needed conclusion.

Of opinion...
Vacant.
Fled fast.
Something more?
Of life...
Perceiving the question.
Advice.
Optimism and ponderence.
Hard, but humble.

True Tone...
Hue of honesty.

Do you remember the changes;
The experience that may of altered time of life.

The mention of crashing relationships...
You were too sweet. How did they not like you?

You could not know me;
Let alone save me.

With a firm fist... (Left arm of course, you slammed the gavel.)
You judged. You executed.

The health and well being of my spirit;
completely separate from all actual medical ailments.

You kept to your timeline... Didn't care for my respect.
I'd still think about meeting you in person. Even on this day.

It seems...
That all your beauty;
Ended with your face.

It's so ******' obvious now...
Everything was only about you.

Waiting to heal.
Caught a glimpse...
Sentenced to this cell.

My funeral.
Death of me.
Nobody there...
I'll smile;
Alone.

An ad in the paper...
A sigh.
Festival; without you.