Don't comprehend connotation of song?
Please sing to me never...

Need to rewrite the instructions...
Parts tend to break easy.

Be in touch later...
A short nap to refresh.
Quick teaser of what to come.
Next rounds...
Never less than.
Smile.
A lovely evening.

Three glass down. One strong to sip.
Confessions by lightening. Gentle kiss.
Apologies times thousand. Open stare.
Family invitation to cover. The unit. Measured... Expected.
Trial by blanket. Results regarding promise.
By flush... Distance. Words.
Into the comfort. Strange new.
Here before. Missing tomorrow.
Excused. Celebration by day.
A spirit real. Which of two suggest. In company or which of print.
Promises. Lies. Games. Retreat. Stands with weak back. Broken heart. Busted knees.
Collapse. Medication weak. New dawn. Gifts exchanged.
Drifting lips. Delivery. ****.

To think I thought...
The solution was in-between sheets.

Waking up in her warm embrace...
Was letting you go.

What will you take to the grave?
False conviction justified.

Though your eyes were usually vacant...
Those windows can wash.

Training wheels came off...
After.
Experiencing a truly ****** ride.

Every time you cry...
My soul aches; and heart hurts.

We should've had an epic ending...
What the hell happened?

Why the gift?
After all passed...
To cut my wrists?

It's a shame...
You never saw the best in me.

At every new dawn...
You made me doubt my worth.

Plain and simple.
My heart was always bigger than yours.

Was delivered as promised...
(Even more.)
You changed your address.

The saddest part...
The surface was never even considered scratched.

My angry words were too much?
Could have used additional...

Every "red flag" was there...
Chose to press on instead.

Committed faith in true...
Would've always been good to you.

Took you so long to find me...
You never tried.

Took me so long to find you...
Gave you all.

I TAKE YOU AS YOU ARE.

Wish that was the case...
Who was I?
What was I not?

(until the end)

Substitute; a stand-in...
Will you come clean?
Can you tolerate the truth?

(no option, but to defend)

Certainly; it didn't start of mal...
Did you find it?
Get what you need?

(you broke me well; at this point, assumed trend)

TOOK YOU THIS FAR.

"Feelings" is the wrong word choice...
Awareness roots my being.

In all the hours we talked...
What was actually said?

Twice she wrote.
Too much. Too late.
I wanted more.

In my last breath...
May stop to think of you.

How could I not love you?
Way too easy; actually...

Never too busy for you.
Birthday plans?
Please come to me... Unknown.
Want you in a cake, as you are the perfect surprise.
Would've loved to feed you. Cherished the opportunity...
It passed.
In the end; you were sweeter and tasted better than any cake ever consumed.

No apologies intended...
Did only say, "I don't hate you".

... But...

Scars.
Tears.
Cuts and bruises.

The healing.
The emotional.
The damage.

Bank on bliss.
Take a lil' time.
Wait for it.

Passion.
Kindness.
Love.

... Delivers...

Trust...

Been awhile.
Since I could be something;
To someone.

Enjoy the appreciation.

Sleepless dark.
Truth to ears. Sad songs. A million before. One goes.
Arm open. Jitter. Repressed. Fraudulent conviction.
Story rolls on and on and on. No answer. Past.
Measure not. He knows. Vegas calls. Home before death...
Hug can not save the break. Soiled. A glance. Soon; too soon.
Wander. Lone. Morning claws. Hours short. A face to see. Well forget.
Broad ache. Pain pills three can not take. Call to make. End. End. End.
Heavy breaths. End. End. End. Care can not be. Tossed. Broken. Picture.
Incomplete man. A roar... A pur. Joke of none laughing.

And so you go again... Yourself.
Poison.
Spite.
Cruelness. Presumed Power.
Take and take and take and take once more.
Know better...
Trashed as the stank kept.
Disgust.
Which doesn't sink.
Stupid. You ****** up.
The choice is clear.
It chose; consumed, spit you to dirt.
Oh so crafty...
Less than standard.
A riddle for the ages...
Dire, desperate, needing to be fulfilled.
You want to play teacher. You want your hair pulled.
You don't know abuse...
Nothing taught me to stand the very thought of you.
I try. I give. You take. You devour.
I surrender to the suffering.
Tell me again your worth.
Less than my two cents.