'everyone has changed since the beginning of the year'*

'yeah, everyone is broken...'

As the sun reigns it's light on me
The darkness now cast it's shadow

My footprints are no longer clear
As they are covered briefly by the night

I'v been told in times of darkness there would be pain
But in times of darkness, I feel, I can hide my shame

As the sun again roars it's head of beauty to most
It only makes things quit clear of how ****** up I am

As the day light shine's I begin to lose my mind
I pray for the dark to ease my thoughts

Will the light always keep me in freight
or
Is this darkness the new hope for my life

I'd rather be in bed away from the world..

Leave,
Stay,
Leave,
Stay,
Leave,
Stay,
Happy,
Sad,
Happy,
Sad,
I don't ******* know anymore you do it, it'll be easier..

Locked within the walls of my own mind,
Unable to escape,
Reaching out for help that is not there,
My demons are inside,
No one can save me from myself,
So tired of failing ad struggling to no avail,
exhausted, worn down,
Every fiber of my being screaming,
**Let Me Out

So many people,
Yet I pick you,
Because I see you,
And only you,
But yet,
You only picked me,
For temporary,
Not Forever,
When I had my heart,
Mind and body,
Set for forever,
You yet,
Choose others..
It's okay,
Haven't I told you,
Just like the rest,
They always leave,
I'm use to it,
Go ahead,
Just know I love you,
Like NO other..