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Philia Nov 2016
So tonight,
I sat down by the bench and start to contemplate things.
things are going so well,
I fell in love with my bestfriend,
The best thing that ever happened in my life.
What could go wrong?

I thank God,
for making me see things,
and making me realized things
around me.
Everything happened so fast.
And I couldn't be more grateful for his blessing.

For everything that happened in past,
For those broken heart or pain or sadness,
For those uncertainty or bad decisions or ruining someone's life,
cheers to that.

Fate is kind.
Everything happens for reasons,
Indeed.

And what I see today,
*is a happy ending.
Philia Nov 2016
Have you talked to the moon recently?
Stop.
Don't listen to her,
because I told her everything about us recently.

I told her,
how much I love you,
and how much I adore you.

I told her,
that you are snoring in your sleep,
and you such a sleepyhead.

I told her,
that I'm so lucky to have you.
and I would never want to trade you for anything.

Don't ask her,
*I wanna tell you myself.
Philia Nov 2016
You are the most wonderful thing that could possibly happen in my life.
Seeing you as my boyfriend, is something that I never expect to happen before.
You are my comfort zone,
Something that I would not trade for anything.

I'm so picky when it comes to a good book.
But I know for sure, our story is the one that I definitely want to read.
Not only the synopsis or the first 29 pages, I promise I will read the entire book.
From the prologue, when we met from the very first time,
To the epilogue.

I love you so much and I really want to see us in the future, together.
Philia Oct 2016
If people ask me,
"Why him?"
No, I would not reply them with a simple "why not."
Because this is not that simple.
I would reply them with all of my theory of love.

If we are in freaking B2B model,
I have all of the rules, I have all of the assumptions,
But you are my "Arrow Electronics",

When i wrote about dating 101 or the other love rules, it's only based on my perception, me as an idealist.
But when I meet you, turn out it is You, the subject I wrote about.

Never thought that I would ever found a guy like you.
It's not too good to be true;
As I believe that we should never believe something that is too good to be true. It could be deceiving, they said.
I know you well; and I know that you are exactly what I want in life.

You are my 11:11, dandelions, and dimes-in-a-well wishes.
As if I ever pray to God,
It is you who I've been asking for.

No, I don't love you only because you are the figure that I talk about in all of my rules,
I do love you even when you are super protective, sensitive, possesive and jealous.
I love you because I know,
You are the one that I've been waiting for all my life.

I know I'm not easy to bear with.
But, I promise you,
If you stay with me,
I will love you more than anyone in this world.
And I will try my best not to hurt you.

Thanks to Neptune, this is our second (22).

You are my only inspiration when it comes to love,
I would never want to leave you.
You are the best thing that ever happen in my life,
How could I afford to lose you.

Thank you dear for staying with me these 2 months,
Loving you is so easy. So addicting. So exciting.
I just couldn't stop.
Philia Oct 2016
And I walk down the aisle,
In my favorite local bookstore.
Browse for a book or two,

Where love isn't that complicated.
Where love is sweet and sincere.
Where love is just a fairytale.

Tell me a story,
About a boy and a girl,
Tell me how they fall in love to each other,
How they adore each other,
How they crave for each other's every single day.
Is it love at the first sight?
Will their love last until forever?

Tell me about their promises,
Tell me where everything is perfect.
Tell me about their day one.
Tell me about their background.
Was it love at the first sight?

Autumn in Amsterdam would be a nice setting for a love story,
Well I'm just giving you an idea.
Where's the location of their first meeting?
Where their eyes meet for the first time.
Was it Dam Square?
Or just a random bar in Volendam?

I want a perfect scenario of a smooth and sweet love story,

*Please, please tell me about it.
Philia Oct 2016
I always know for sure,
What I want in life.

As I see myself as a writer,
A lone walker,
A traveller.

I never capture anyone in my dreams,
Or my plans.

I only think about myself,
If I want to write a book,
a book that I wrote, purely from my heart
If I want to be a nomad,
live in beautiful places that I would like to explore
If I want to be a painter,
where I just put those rainbow into my canvas
If I want to capture moments in my journey,
and put it on my journal
If I want to keep on writing those nonsense poems,
in the middle of the crowd, in the middle of my friends. As my escape.

And after I met him.
I realized, I want to make it all happen,
*but with him in it.
Philia Oct 2016
I'm the girl who writes.
I write everything that comes to my mind,
I write everything that I felt.

pain,
uncertainty,
reality,
broken heart,
questions,
and sometimes, nonsense.

They are all sick of my words,
They cannot deal with my poems,

Maybe deep down, they know, that is the truth.
they know exactly, that is the current situation.
or maybe,
they just tired with all of my nonsense.

They can blame it all on me,
because today I realized,

No, I'm not a cynic nor a skeptic.
No, I'm not bitter nor a cold-hearted.

If I cannot write a love story,
If I skip them in my poems,
If I write bad things,
If I curse or intimidate them with my words,
deal with it.

Because one thing for sure,
When it comes to the right one,
I know I can write about love,
about falling in love,
about cheesy romantic things.

*It's not me, it's them.
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