Philia

Philia Apr 2015

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
It's okay. Do everything that relieves you.
Today was tough enough.
And you need a rest.
Cry yourself to sleep.

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
As today was not so friendly.
As everything is a lie.
As everything is a disappointment.

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
treat yourself with a glass of beer or two.
When there's nothing more to hold on to,
now learn to let go..

Cry yourself to sleep, Princess..
Let all the pain, all the sorrow blown away..

Philia Jan 2015

Let me tell you a story.

In this lonely Saturday evening,
I want to tell you a story..

I want to tell you about
what will happen to Cinderella if the Prince Charming doesn't find her..
what will happen to Ariel if she doesn't have a courage to be human..
will Belle marry Gaston?
and if there's no true love's kiss, Will Snow White and Aurora sleep till forever?
what if the Prince can't find Rapunzel's tower?
what if Jasmine will never open her heart?
and what will happen if Tiana **** the Prince Frog instead of kissing him?

*What if?

Philia Jan 2015

Good Night.

The moon rise,
it appears in a beautiful dawn sky..

The sky is getting darker,
as the stars start to blink their shine..

I saw you there,
At the corner of the alley,
waving to me..

And I know for sure,
It's gonna be a good night.
Your smile is calming me down,
as I walk down to you..

I'm falling for you,
*all over again..

Philia Dec 2014

Don't water a dead flower.

Don't water a dead flower,
you'll waste your time,
it won't grow, it won't fix.
it's already dead, it's already gone..

Don't try to collate a burnt photo,
you'll confuse yourself,
you won't ever find the missing pieces,
it's already burnt, it's already gone..

Don't mend a broken vase,
you'll hurt yourself,
it won't be perfect as used to be, it won't fix.
it's already broken, it's already gone..

because maybe, you only need another beautiful flower, or a new marvellous vase, or the new chapter of your life that you capture in a new photograph, to simply makes you happy.

last of all,
Don't try to fix a dead relationship,

Philia Nov 2014

Counts.

you count day by day,
waiting for your best day,
waiting for your awesome moment.

you don't realise,
that you're actually wasting your time,
you're taking everything for granted..

someday, just someday,
the moment that you think,
will be going on like that, everyday..
it suddenly it stops,
and you miss those days..

and you start counting days,
to wait, when will those days will be repeated..

*and that day,
you realised, you're wasting your life to count days.

Philia Oct 2014

She will.

breathless
you can even hardly breath,
because of the pain in your chest..
.
.
tears rolling down,
and you start to shake
you can't take this **** anymore..

sore
you feel your chest gonna be exploded,
all you can do is crying..
.
.
you already hit the ceiling,
you're so furious,
and you wanna hit the wall,
with you bare hands
-it doesn't hurt though, *if you compare it with your heart now

He thinks, you will never leave him..
ooh, I beg your pardon, mister..

*she will.. she will..

Philia Oct 2014

Crystal and Ashes.

hurts
.
.
.
like a **** old crystal,
you just throw my heart,
till it breaks into pieces.
impossible to be fixed,
impossible to be cleaned.

because maybe,
when you clean it up, you left the pieces under your bed,
and someday it can suddenly ***** into your foot.

pain
.
.
.
like a god-**** book.
you just throw into the fireplace.
you can see it burned,
into ashes..
you can't fix it,
you can't collage it all together anymore..

but you'll see someday,
all the memories,
all the stories,
may appear on your mind,
and pierce your heart..

you'll be sorry, you'll be sorry..