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Philia Aug 2014
"Cry yourself to sleep, listen to a lullaby,
Sweet dream, Princess; if it's your only escape..
Make it a sweet escape."

"Cry yourself to sleep, let your tear pour
like rain outside your window..
Princess, it's okay to cry, it's okay to feel the pain.."

"Cry yourself to sleep, mend your own broken heart,
give it a chance, endure the pain,
Cry don't make you a crybaby.."

"Cry yourself to sleep, Princess.
Save your smile for tomorrow, No one care how you feel,
Have a big heart.. Smile even if it hurts.."
Philia Jun 2014
your first broken heart from your first love,
you thought, nothing can hurt more than this.
you thought, that's the most hurtful feeling and nothing can even compare.

...you wrong

The most hurtful feeling, is when you finally grown up,
and you found that special one;

The one that makes you feel completely okay,
The one that makes you don't want anybody else but him,
The one that makes you cry a river and laugh so loud,
The one that makes you love him, more than you'd ever do before.

and, he hurts you.
you feel the worst pain, you'd never imagine.
That's literally killing you inside,

because the one who can fix is
*..him
Philia May 2014
love bites,
love hurts,
love fools,
love deceives..

love *****,
love disappoints,
love betrays,
love complicates..

love breaks,
love ignores,
love kills,
**love destroys..
Philia May 2014
And tonight, I cry so hard..
I'm wake up, and I don't know where I am.
I'm alone and lost.

And tonight, I cry so hard..
It's like I've been sleep-walking these few months..
I don't know what am I doing here..

And tonight, I cry so hard..
This is not what I'm dreaming of..
This is not what I want..

I opened my eyes. I just knew, that I'm lost.
I see that tiny light. yeah, that's hope
but it's so far away.
so so far away.. and I just can't walk anymore.
I just can't take this life no more.

Fate is kind. that's what I always said.
I believe that everything happens for a reason.

Now I kneel down. I ask God.
Dream is the only thing I've got.
Why did he take it from me?
Hope is the only thing I've believed.
Why did he take it away?

And tonight, I pray.
*"Thy will be done."
Philia Mar 2014
Every girl needs (a) boy friend(s).

three
I've got three super boy friends in my life.
and I hope this will last forever.
it's not a big number.
but I believe in quality than quantity.

My Twin..
My Bro..
My Best..

My Twin.
I feel like, I've known him forever.
We have so many similarities.
We laugh at the same things,
We mad for the same things,
We can talk for hours without  getting bored.
We care about each other.
We're like twins.

My Bro.
I feel like, no one can be as sweet as him.
He always try to be there right beside me,
whenever I feel sad.
Listen. He just listen.
He brought me sweets,
He comfort me.
He cares about me.

My Best.
He knows every story,
He knows my darkest secret,
But still support me.
He accept me for who I really am,
no matter how emotional, freak or stupid I am.

I thank God.
I thank God for having them in my life.
it's like HE gives me angels to support me, to comfort me, to cheer me up..
*They're too good to be true.
Philia Mar 2014
Cul De Sac.

If someday we meet
at the end of the road,
and finally we see
that it's a dead end road.
and we can do nothing but stop,
please promise me,
you will break the wall,
or build a bridge,
or open the gate,
or anything else..
so we won't ever stop.

Cul De Sac.

if someday we meet
at the end of the road,
and we finally see
that it's a blind alley.
and we can do nothing but give up,
please promise me,
that we'll strengthen each other,
we'll motivate each other,
we'll love each other,
so we won't ever give up.

*Cul De Sac.
Philia Feb 2014
Once I met this guy,
in a hot night summer.
We both in the beach.
Sitting side by side.
We just known each other for like,
maybe 10 minutes.
but, he trust me enough to tell his whole life.

He dreams about that star.
He named that star, 'Ariel'
He says, Ariel only appears on a summer.
and every summer, he spends his night to talk to Ariel.
He says, Ariel is his guardian angel,
Ariel brings luck and love.
Ariel brings him to Elena.

He dreams about Elena.
a **** brunette he met on Summer 2008.
He says, Elena really brighten up his day.
She's his first love,
they spend their summer love in this beautiful beach.
they only 18 and stupid. they don't know much.
then she left.
she left without a words.
and it really broke his heart.

but he's survived.
Ariel listen to him in a quiet.
Ariel may not give any advice or motivation to him,
Ariel maybe billion miles away from him,
"but, Ariel always there.."

he says,
"who need chicks if I already have Ariel?"

"you know, I can dance all night with Ariel.
I can laugh, I can sing, or I can cry with Ariel."

,he says.

He says,
every time he look at the sky,
every time Ariel wink at him,
He feels like everything is okay.
everything is complete.

He fall in love with Ariel.
*He fall in love with a star.
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