Philia

Philia Feb 2014

I remembered my first love.
I remember how it feels,
how it tastes,
how it sounds..

so kind,
so naive,
so pure,
so sweet,
so stupid.

I remembered my first heart break.
I remember how it feels,
how it tastes,
how it sounds.

so awful,
so painful,
so nauseous,
so paralysing
so stupid.

however, I've got no regret.
I smile and yeah, whatever

everything happens for a reason.
and I don't want to know the reason why.
*wink

Philia Nov 2013

Fall for you.

Falling in love with you,
is so easy.
I can fall for you all over again
Everyday.

Falling in love with you,
is so hypnotising.
I'm spelled by your charm.
Every single second.

Falling in love with you,
is so addicted.
I can smile for no reason because of you.
Every night.

Falling in love with you,
is oh-so-fairytale.
it's like, you are the prince,
riding your white horse, and come to me.
Make me fall for you.
Every time.

flashback hits me so hard.

Philia Nov 2013

Perfect Combination.

Maybe I'm blind,
and you're stupid.

I don't care.

We both can't see the reality.
We both too headstrong to admit.
We both are trying too hard.

Maybe I'm blind,
and you're stupid .

I don't care.

If we don't see each other in heaven,
so what's the point?
are we struggling for nothing?

Well, Maybe I'm blind,
and you're stupid.

We will always make a perfect combination.
Won't we?

Philia Sep 2013

love.

Fact is,
someday he's gonna find somebody,
who's prettier than you,
skinnier than you,
smarter than you,
BETTER than you.

Face the reality,
Someday he won't be that excited anymore with you.
maybe, he will be interested with another girl.
and unfortunately,
maybe, he will be so much in love with her.

You can't expect him, to be always in love with you.
and it's okay.
It's not your fault, him either.

it's a process.

you can see,
if he's the right person for you,
he will defeat all the boredom,
all the flattery,
and all the other things that make him away from you.

because in the end,
Love is no such thing like, a romance.
**Love is a commitment, and companion

Philia Sep 2013

Professional Actress.

I should receive a trophy,
for being a really great actress.
definitely, the big one.

I should tutoring an acting class,
for being a really great pretender.
definitely, I'm the professional one.

Even there's a pain in my chest,
I still can laugh out loud.

Even I'm about to cry,
I still faked a smile.

So, believe me.
*I'm a professional actress.

Philia Sep 2013

They lied.

I am sad and cold.
What should I do?

I am broken and hurt.
What should I do?

I am stupid and despair.
What should I do?

I can't see the light,
I can't see any hope.

Where is the spring?
Where the birds and butterflies fly together happily.
Where the flowers and trees grow up beautifully

Well, maybe it will be a long winter.
with hurricane, and storm.
Well, maybe it will be a long rainy day.
with thunder and lightning.

They promised me a rainbow.
They lied.

Philia Sep 2013

Moon Rise.

I was there,
sitting on a bench,
hearing the sound of the wave,
I was at the Seashore.

I was there,
waiting for penguins to come out,
but looking up to the dusk sky.
I was so cold.

I was there,
sitting beside my first love,
silent but sure,
I wasn't in love anymore.

I was there,
waiting for the moon to rise.
a beautiful dusk sky changed into a dark starry night.
I'm in love with somebody else.