Philia

Philia Sep 2013

Imagine,
We are now in a labyrinth.
A big labyrinth, and we have to find the way out together.
Yeah, We can give it up, and just walk out from the labyrinth without finish it.
(break the wall or ask for someone's help.)
But, Would we?

Right from the start, we don't make a really good team.
We fight too much,
We cry to each other too often.
But we both know what we really want,
We want to fight and finish it together. as a team.

But, then..
We both tired. and We disjunct.
We are apart, I don't know exactly where I am,
and I don't know where you are.

We just scream out each other name.
We run in a circle. We don't know anything.

I'm tired, You either.
We sit separately somewhere in a labyrinth.
Well, maybe We are too tired to find the way out.
Well, maybe We should give it up.
but, Would we?

Philia Sep 2013

Maybe,

Maybe, I'm tired.
Maybe, I don't give a **** anymore with your opinion.
Well, Maybe, We're *******.

I thought, we trust each other,
but 'TRUST' is never that easy.
We both wild and free. We never take things too serious.

I thought, we love each other,
but 'LOVE' is never that simple.
We both young and unexperienced, We don't know much.

I thought, we will last forever,
but 'FOREVER' is a very very long time.
We don't know how to commit with only one person, We are too scared and weak.

Maybe, we are too tired to find the way out.

Philia Sep 2013

If I ain't Christian.

If I ain't Christian,
I'll be an anti-monogamy.
I'll collect all guys' hearts and ****** them.
I'll show them, my beauty and make them fall and never get back on the ground.
If I ain't Christian,
I'll play with their hearts, steal it, and break it apart.

If I ain't Christian,
I'll tattooed my body with all pretty quotes and pics.
I'll express myself to the world with my tattoo.
I'll write my own story, on my body.
If I ain't Christian,
I'll write it all down.

If I ain't Christian,
I'll partying all night with strangers.
I'll get drunk, and take somebody home, without think twice.
I'll have my one night stand and won't feel sorry.
If I ain't Christian,
I'll be a hedonist.

If I ain't Christian,
I'll get out from my house, right now.
I'll forget my family, and walk in my own path.
I'll get away from my life, and take a new adventure.
If I ain't Christian,
I'll hate my dad.

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