now we have to talk like this instead of face to face like it should have been and i will do anything i have to to fix this

mental illness or mental awareness

dont think i ever will believe u

you are your own god
no one else is responsible for how you feel or how you deal with it

never beg for anything
u are just giving the other person what they want

if u love me
then i love you
if u need me
then i need you

i would give anything to take out your brain and replace it with mine
u deserve everything that was never given to you
u deserve to live and understand life
u didnt deserve what they all did to you
truly caring people never do
u dont deserve to feel afraid
it scares me more than you could imagine
to see nothing on your face
i love you and i need you so please don’t run away
they wont let me do anything
and ur confusion wont relate

even if there are spirits outside
No where is anywhere to go

U make me jealous when i have no right to be

there is good in everything everyone sees as evil and evil in everything everyone sees as good

dont mistkae lack of trust for lack of confidence they are not the same thing

Dont mistkae lack of trust for lack of confidence they are not the same thing

everybody says the same.****

the whole point is that u are more than i am

nothing feels real

******* tear me apart

what rock did i crawl from under from

its too late for me
its too late for me

try telling every one in your life
exactly how u feel like

thethings u dont tell any1 the things u always have been hiding from

thethings in the back of your mind that only you know and u dont want anyone else to ever know

see who stays

see who goes

this isnt life this isnt living

nothing even close

might just have to stop take all the blame and ask you to let me go

all i had to do was be myself and u tried to take that from me and change me into what u wanted me to be

the whole point is that u are more than i am

how could anyone take the life of anyone and sleep

nothing feels real

some things are meant to be and just never happen

good luck to you and blessings on everything u do

when people cant admit they are wrong

when someone knows but wont admit you are not what they really want

**** the blood right out of my heart

i dont trust in ****
i dont believe in ****

L
ost my ******* mind

people change according to what they believe another person wants when they want what the other person has

i want to live like this on another level and its sad that everyone cant see it this way i love everybody and everything and i was struggling because so many people who were close to me could never live this way this reality is ******* im making my own

home

*** is life

i ******* ly

how the **** to escape this

everything is empty

ill always be here

until im not here anymore

theres nothing to wait for if u dont concede in something

i have nothing left to give and u have everything i need

one heart in my life
one love in my heart

now im going to live my own way and im not going to feel guilty anymore for the things they cant understand or see

people always blame **** on someone else changing if u are human u changed too and maybe they changed in part because of you

this girl is beautiful and kind and smarter than i will ever be

i dont know what the **** im saying ever

the saddest thing is that i know they will think its because im weak from everything they say and everything they are trying to be alone, and i know now thats something that i could never be

there is nothing left in me

i have no bad feelings anymore take your drugs and *** and power everything i dont need i am alive without a chance of dying and the way that u are, this is something u could never be

every day every second it is going thru my mind