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374 · Aug 2015
the grand children
K G Aug 2015
They came from nothing
They retreated from the castle
The massive glass castle
It was destroyed by a terrorist
They lost their parents
Now they're their own leader
They are alone
They tried to keep each other from frowning
They stayed children forever not growing up to face the facts
The attack burns their hearts
They will overcome this
Because they are special
371 · Jul 2015
broken into more
K G Jul 2015
Have you seen me cry
Tears are broken
Broken into more
Because it's cracked by the forgotten
They fly up higher and higher
Till they crash into they sky
And lye on the clouds
Making it rain of wisdom and pain
Have you seen my mind
I was opened to so much more
A token of appreciation
Therefore it was given by only the best
A test of time
Making me fly higher and higher
Till I make it to the top
Now I'm a success, better than a binder
Finer things are possible
370 · Aug 2015
one shot
K G Aug 2015
It was short
I went over to the table
It was my only shot
My friends made me
I wanted to back out
It was important
Though I wanted to shout
I whimpered for a few
You tried to make me feel alright
But inside I felt chewed
I knew I was *******
And you spit me out
And you lunged me out of the socket
You threw me off your pocket
I felt locked up
Attached myself
And you detached me
I drought that knot in my heart
I feel wrong in the head
That was my one shot
And I missed you
That was the knot
And you untied me vastly
369 · Aug 2015
twitterpated
K G Aug 2015
Infatuated to your personality
Attracted to your skin
I wanna go infinity with you
But you keep getting in my way
And you do it either way
So don't even try to explain to me that I'm the problem
Remember we went downtown and you ignored me for an whole hour, doesn't matter anyway since you found someone else
You told me you were sorry
And let me down
You held told me you didn't want me now
So you shut me down
I will forget you and see what you lose
You think love is something to be blamed for
What are you doing this for?
You loved me like no other
You struck me down
You told me you're sorry
Then you turn around
You whispered in my ear
And said you need me now
Infatuated to your personality
Attracted to your skin
I wanna go infinity with you
But you keep getting in my way
And you do it either way
So don't even try to explain to me that I'm the problem
368 · Aug 2015
hollow street
K G Aug 2015
The lamppost was on the left
Except only the forest was next filled with beer cans and foam cups
It was dark and mysterious
Feeling like a dilirious boy
I leaped over the fence
Finding myself as a dog in a cage kneeling periodically to the darkness
Shadows leak against the trees
The beer cans are gone
All the garbage is gone
My soul is gone
I jumped back over the fence
In the hollow street
Fog lines up on the side
I start to walk
stalking the voices in my head
The street turned to dirt
Feeling lost at street
Maybe I need a drink
But sometimes I just want the little things
Running through the fog
Leaning against my old friends
They know I was lost and want to help me
They walk among other shadows
Leaking up the street into a swamp
Wrote this in the woods, literally
368 · Aug 2015
Emily
K G Aug 2015
I have to come clean
I've been thinking about the meaning
I live behind the curtain
Searching to be a new person
Rehearsing in the mirror
Took a second to think about it
Not about to talk about it
People telling me to wake up
When I sing my songs and live my life then I'll be up
Clinging to fact of being alright
I just wanted you with me, alright
Holding on with all my might all night
Scared to fight the ghost under my desk
Infested with ludicrous thoughts
I could not believe
Received all that you gave to me
You ran away from me
I didn't cheat, you see
But it all started with Emily
I have to come clean
I've been thinking about the meaning
About where did we go
With these cops though
Beating blacks with a paycheck
When they die I hope they find there way down, hope they hear the flames sound
Brighter than the sun
Drowning in a pond of words
You told me this
What to search, is what life is for
Never thought about like this before
Never seen me like this before
You asked me more
Stringing the wrong chords
Then I told you sure
Walking down to the shore
You said how could you ignore
I started to think of my wrongs
I went down and laid on the floor
You took me down to show me that it wasn't meant to be me
Hiding away from my family
Sinking lower daily
I have to come clean
I've been thinking about the meaning
Because it all started with Emily
366 · May 2016
And, I'm Sad
K G May 2016
My soul out in a burning mist
My body in the worst of dens
To feed it and forget it, the leaves among it
Silence with that murmur, the swung wicket
Its a broken hearted nemophilist
Here
The neck your mother's arms caressed
A handful of blossoms I plucked
Hands ******* and darkened
Great black spots where the blood has run

When we were rich in the crevice
We had our bodies burnished
Night shacking up, so we've furnished

Not a plenteous sort of season, time of year
Blue-black, lustrous, masculine eyes
Barricaded by trees, fields, and grime tears
365 · Mar 2016
42°
K G Mar 2016
Played until nightfall
Six months since we made landfall
I've seen it all, I've seen it all
Shes the dream-catcher, fall she'll never
let go, that's your curtain call
let go, that's where the dreamers take control
She changes the weather, she changes the weather
Seems like its always getting colder, as she draws closer
fantasy, it was solely us in garden city
worry worry, noted for her austerity
361 · Sep 2015
The stars above
K G Sep 2015
I think i found something
Something not belonging to me
Stay in my bed alone all night
I'm all alone
You led the way
You tried to take my place
I thought our friendship could withstand anything
You took everything
You took our love away
Cause i let you find it
You took the stars above
If i could have some happiness
I tried to light a match
But your darkness consumed it
Building it up ****
For something else other than me
You mean only use but you quit
You meant only good news
I'm all alone under the moon
You popped all the balloons
The kids cry
I have no replies
If i could have happiness
I would use it for the stars above.
360 · Sep 2015
Supercluster
K G Sep 2015
We try hard to make out the shapes
We've done the impossible
I all i want to do is to find a line
Giving a sign for life
Perishing the religion based lives
They find the truth and pay a fine
People won't be fine
Talking takes time
We try hard to make out the shapes
We've done the possible
Changing our lives
Seeing a lonely side
Its hard to define such character
Finding the time
To find out about the Virgo supercluster
Some either live for this
It consists of constant agonizing
Passing away and away
Not knowing
Because we try hard to make out the shapes
We've done the impossible
But we still translate
Giving a sign for life
Another life
Decoding the rising
Perishing the religion based lives
Traumatizing everyday
That passes by
Cries over cries
Lies under lies
They find the truth and pay a fine
359 · Aug 2015
you should do better
K G Aug 2015
I have been stupid for the past week
But you could've saw past everything
Thinking about this TV shows
I need you to just forget everything
Hold us anyway we don't care anymore
You should know better
Next time we will last better
Writing all those letters
Was a waste of precious time
I could have went flying
Instead dying over the things you did
Baby I love you but just need you to forget about everything
I need you to just forget everything
Hold us anyway we don't care anymore
You should know better
Letting go
Some people just can't show
Something you can gloat
I have to be gentle about this
Fists seem overrated
Overstated your troubles
I have been stupid for the past week
But you could've saw past everything
Talking about those TV hoes
I need you to just forget everything
Hold us anyway we don't care anymore
You should do better
Baby I need you to forget about everything
Forget about the situation
Forget about the intended
Forget about the future
Forget about everything
354 · Aug 2015
house replacement
K G Aug 2015
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Thinking out loud
Laying on back
Syncing in trash
Leading up to a new trade of cards
Playing what I'm dealt with
I forgot what it feels like to have friends
Now I'm stuck with sold fools
And musty old folks who walk through your house for no reason at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Losing my pride
I hate going outside, now
This is no joyride
I climbed up to hide
But I could only try
This house replacement, I just hate this life style
Filled out of control still
It's so bad these days, we are sad and lonely All that we can see in our lives
I can't remember if I am who I was before moving away because when I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Now I go out alone not know anybody at all
When I used to go out of the house, I knew everybody that I saw
Losing my pride
Losing my stride
No more ocean tides
354 · Aug 2015
crawling sky
K G Aug 2015
There is a shadow i belong to
It ran away from the light shined upon me
The sky isn't dead yet
We have one more night left
Together
The night is coming
So i hope i see the sky naked tonight
It had me like a ricochet into the highway
The shadows rise up
To defeat the purpose of avoiding danger
It went left to take on the ride
Nobodies gonna find you when your hiding at night
Never coming back home again
Leaving my side
No ones gonna save you
No ones gonna catch you
No ones gonna love you
You have to make up your mind
And then destroy all the emptiness
Dance with me
This one last time
The sky is crawling around the clock
The sky is crawling back from everyone
The sky isnt dead yet
Make up your mind please
Because im still fond
Dance with me
This one last time
There is a shadow i belong to
It ran away from the light shined me
The sky is crawling around the edge
The sky is crawling all over again
352 · Aug 2015
clerk
K G Aug 2015
My instincts are telling me wrong, I try to flirt but it didn't work
You touch me and it starts to burn, just tell me what is wrong
Tell me what I'm doing wrong
Tell me what I'm doing wrong
I feel like a fool and...
I feel like a fool and around everyone will laugh
My insecurities are swirling from the sussurus sounds
My heart stops as it ends to pound
Each corner is a search led to nowhere
I try to find you, but I feel someone tugging on my shirt
Try to fight back, but everything is blurred
Everything I was listening to began to come unheard of
I'm going berserk trying to repeat things frame by frame
Every word is disturbingly introverted
Tell me what I'm doing wrong
Tell me what I'm doing wrong
I feel like a fool and...
and everyone around will laugh
My ears bleed from the sussurus sounds
I'd be there if I could
I feel like a fool
Tell me what I'm doing wrong
352 · May 2016
Dew-beater
K G May 2016
The room exploded with her screams and screams of joy too
She rarely notices
The dark figure following her every move
Light blonde hair was sticking up all over the place, very smooth
She rarely notices
My smile from her sinking down my drowning blue
During a movie it’s easy to let your mind wander
My thoughts call out my will to take her number
Something caught my eye, and my thoughts suddenly snapped back in my head
My already pale face was completely drained of color
My heart will be buried where my body is, so don't mourn when i'm dead
351 · Aug 2015
all day
K G Aug 2015
I write this stuff all day
I'm not sure if its good or not
I just like the idea of letting your words out of your system
It's been twisting I'm my mind what to expect
Would it be effective immediately? I thought
But things take time
That's alright with me
I write this stuff all day
I don't like going outside seeing new faces
Why bother tying my laces going to new places
Changing my orders is crazy to me
I like doing the same thing everyday
Im not happy, but I have my ways
I stay inside, mostly in bed
Because I write this stuff all day
Everyday, I slay away
Sometimes I laugh at most of the stuff I type, I try hard not to be shy about religions
While I'm bed I think of my bad decisions I made...
But then again, I already paid
Because have to write this stuff everyday
Everyday, I slay away
Everyday, I stay awake
Everyday, I feel I shade away
350 · Jul 2015
flat town
K G Jul 2015
If I had only one wish I would use it for the community
Who would've thought that was an option
Who would use it as an opportunity
To stop the abductions and deductions
You know the way to get what you want
But you kept taking a wrong turn, you could help us build the 2D town
You just won't dismount that thing
You are like spider creeping on my skin
I try not to stomp all over you
If I had only one wish I would use it for the community
Who would've thought that was an option
Who would use it as an opportunity
To stop the abductions and deductions
348 · Mar 2016
You're on
K G Mar 2016
If you wanna go you're on
Sit here, beside my arm
Hostage, they took our hearts
I'm falling from exhaustion
My skin is in *******
My body is scarred
From knowledge, of this gossip
Blatantly catastrophic
My heads in the clouds
You're always breaking me down
Okay, you cut me to pieces so often
Okay, don't turn around
Tear from my coffin
344 · Jul 2015
is it possible?
K G Jul 2015
The cabin nearby
It had a fire going
I wanted so badly to warm up from the cold weather
But I had to keep walking so Lincoln will survive
Those criminals I swear
They're gonna get whats coming to them...
"Hey get down!!" yelled the cabin man
I looked back and saw nothing
I went over to calm him down but it was nice use
He was shaking badly
I asked him "whats going on"
He only pointed his finger at the woods
It was dark in there
Probably just an animal
His shoe he took off started to thump the wooden wall
He took his gun, paranoia
"Sir are you OK?"
"Jesus Christ what is it now"
"Oh my lord. Its him, its him!?"
I don't know what it was but it sure wasn't human
This isn't my first interaction either
The thing kept walking south
Didn't bother us
It's too large
Hair
Me and John decided to let it be, we both have jobs to do
Wasn't sure what his job was but he seemed as a kind of magic show host or I don't know
My mind got off of that beast quickly
I didn't want to give it too much thought or I'd
Be in a asylum
He turned on the TV, and I headed out to tell Lincoln about this beast before it gets out
344 · Aug 2015
Hunting celebration
K G Aug 2015
I share your passions and then I think to myself
Why would I truly appreciate everything you wanted me to do
Mass destruction was all you left
Left on a desert
Shot in the head
I care about your life and that is confidential but I still want you close
You cut me out of the painting
You dropped me out with the only thing I hated
Mass production of your words stored in my mind, headed forward to seeing you soon
Towards my disclosure
Why would you do that?
And you said you were
"testing my faith"
Testing my hate, while opening the gate to the house
I saw you
And you ran
Your reply was deleted from my life
Most infatuated girl who thinks she is a queen
I think to myself
Why would I truly appreciate everything you told me to do, if I'm not trying at all
Falling backwards
Starting over
Finding a new cover for my life, playing the track over and over
344 · Aug 2015
kingdom 2.0
K G Aug 2015
There you were with the paper edge
It all seemed clear where you went
Why you left
But you stood behind yourself not thinking clearly
Can you waltz through my window
And share the green light
Cry out whats behind me
And I'll fight a mighty fight
Stronger
Faster
Lasting longer
Nothing is ever explainable
If something seems insane you run
Dragons leaping on mountains
Kingdoms being crushed
Villages frozen by witchcraft
I need a way out
Can you waltz through my window
And share the yellow light
Cry out whats behind me
Then I'll fight a mighty fight
344 · Aug 2015
serial
K G Aug 2015
This isn't a poem
Just wanted to write because bored
And sore, lying on the floor
Serial killers outside my bedroom
Would help but i don't like violence
Seeing people get violated isn't my problem
I'll be talking to the cops tomorrow
Screaming sorrow flourished all over the outside walls
She's yelling at God for doing this to her
She jumps on the sofa
I looked through the crack of my door drinking soda
I'm not in the mood for this
I shut the doors and closed the blinds
Finding myself on my dark side
I never wanted to find a way out
I like this routine, my routine
Of being a low self-esteem teen
Youve got to know I'm feeling low
I can't go
This figure in the room came to me and said
"What did the creator say?"
I didn't know what was happening
I passed out from the threatening deafening in my mind
Battling through the wars, crying to hide my scars, far ways to the designation
I'm falling lower and lower, deeper and deeper into the pit of darkness
Fire blazes in the room
Longer it takes me to move
Higher and higher than the moon
Standing upside down,my stomach is inside out
Gravity is broken
I have a pounding headache
"What did the creator say?"
341 · Aug 2015
lighten the moon
K G Aug 2015
Happy?
I'd rather be
It's dinner time.
I'm all ready full of anxiety
Creepy?
How I'm going on alone
Sometimes.
You try to make me happy
You try to get to know me
Somewhere.
You're out there fighting solo
So long.
To the old house we buried with stones
Can't wait.
Another day going by again
Show me.
Another lane to the next path
Somewhere.
Shedding all the sounds
You'll never ever be found
You'll be far from the stars
You'll be closer to the clouds
Come back.
You tried to make me happy
You tried to get to know me
You didn't want to harm me
We will go down the lane slowly
To make us happy
To help us finally be happy
340 · Aug 2015
robbery
K G Aug 2015
This will be all over soon
The fence we used as a safety ring
Was damaged
The glass we used as a safety ring
Was shattered
It seemed everything was ok before
Seemed like a normal day
You can feel it
They told us to put our hands in the air, This will be all over soon
We were in pursuit
They told us to take on the emptiness
Its always been true
They broke my shoulder
And called it a day
The pain burned my pride with weight on my toes
I know you have to go
They turned off the lights
Something went wrong
I wish i said something
This will be all over soon
By now i didnt care anymore
The morals were lost
I couldnt go back the same way i came
I kept my mind straight
I let it go
It was all over
337 · Jun 2016
The Tide Is High
K G Jun 2016
Little rapid tears
Letting myself fall
Noisy streams and it's mockery
A body prostate right between tall
Bored aloud ignore the right to be
My times a riddle that'll never be solved
Where the river ends the sun is coming down
Being free, being wild, being bulletproof
Ignorant in reality and tangled mound
Get inside and grow this crushing sound
I'm holding tightly to the water
Swimming in this flood
I can't sleep and I can't eat and I can't refuse
Wish I could change the way things are
Who knows where I'll end up, not a bit ashamed
What do I hend so I will find my way to my vessel?
Its completely casual to swim in a river of liquor
Awoken wet grass that was held up with a little speck
Vagabond of fulfillment, viewed as an pesky insect
Its completely unceremonious to be labeled parasite
Discolored or harmonious, I see myself as a skimming bolide
The tide is high
Heedless of all the warning signs
Bend me back
With the strength of imprisoned pride
On the brink of the day
Subtle frustration arrayed
Is this hope or air I crave?
333 · Jul 2016
South 06'
K G Jul 2016
I can hear something in the closet breathing all heavy and deep
Digging for air and down on your knees

Fear of asunder
Needs no shelter
I've been lied to
The soulless clues
A ships sunken burn
Now a change of worth

I don't want to talk anymore
Still you go on & on & on
Still I wave once more
Still silent all along

The taste of your lips was a subtle hint
It is what it is,
Just know I did not want it to be like this

I don't want to live anymore
Still I go on & on & on
Still a pet and no more
Still silent all along

I'm falling but you keep walking, it just isn't fair
You're never misleading, its of the colour of your hair
Lies are a value, the truth is a terrible tear
329 · Aug 2015
Garage party
K G Aug 2015
We laugh
We launch across the yard
We were so alive
Only to become older
They laugh
They play with costumes
As wizards and kings
We were so deprived
But we only became older
Growing out of the stages
Away walking out
Cant find our way back
We were so alive
We wore vests
Swords under our arms
We laugh
327 · Sep 2015
just a purple shirt
K G Sep 2015
All i am is a teen
All i am is a purple shirt
called a thief for stealing hearts
then throwing them away
not being seen for a while
because i lost my mind
my skin is blue
like how i feel inside
wondering where my brain holds
my body froze
but i'll be fine
anonymous is how i stay
not much to say
while you're in my face
she knows what i think about
she knows
but that's alright
You know
I'm not your hero
to save you when you're down
I know
I'm not your lining
to hold you up
You know
I'm not afraid
to feel young
I know
I'm not complaining
to what you've done
You know
I'm not your hero
to be there when you're afraid
I know
I'm saying goodbye
to run away from your light voice
I'm not leaving yet
I'm not your hero
I'm not playing these games
I'm not real
you know
I'm saying goodbye
you never really knew me
opened me up like a box
only seeing
my purple shirt
I know
that made you love me
I'm saying goodbye
I'm not your hero
I'm not going up and down
to keep myself in-line
I'm holding your words
you know
I'm only a teen
but that's alright
because she knows
that i'm anonymous
to those that oppose
what i do
they think i lost my mind
I am tired
I am stressed out
I know it should hurt
but i'm just a purple shirt
324 · Aug 2015
September
K G Aug 2015
Forty yards
Fifty cars
Climbing over window shields
Jumping over dogs
People screaming oh my god!
Head start...
Heaping onto the floor
Planning out what to say
I know that you need something
I want you
Hanging over on top of you
You don't know if we are playing
Understanding what we are saying
Weirdest part
Losing my heart
Hearing your footsteps disappear
I know you need something
I want you
I cant see you
Climbing over windows shields
Jumping over dogs
People screaming oh my gosh!
Head start trying to find you
Getting bit by the dog
Cause I don't want to leave you alone
I know you need something
Jumping on top of you
We both are smiling to the end
I knew you needed something
I didn't know it was me
322 · May 2016
Auburn nights
K G May 2016
General ideas swept through the auburn lit room
You light your candles by mine, I feel a slight breeze from my tomb
On moonlight nights, the air has often seemed to be full of sound
Awake be awake, can't wait for you
Like knotless thread, like lightning striking ground
She vanished from my sight with a laugh and shout
In hideous imitation of you, another pain walks in
So heavy I would have to lay my burden down
The air itself had a strong sulphurous scent
Moaning like the soughing of a departing storm
I played this little game, until the ties were scorned
Bleeding, and covered with wounds, yet still in one form
320 · Jul 2016
Anthropophia In A Bughouse
K G Jul 2016
I hear you're going through a rough time
Returning to your roots, watching life pass by
Endorsing your own importance, until the last of july
So they'll keep you alive somehow, you'll never die

Everybody wants to think, life is really fair
Everybody wants to think, that they really care

Wait as their smile trickles down your lilac veins
Curious you are, but nothing to explain in a space of raspberry canes
You're swerving in the open lane while others paint their image in chains

The ones you love and the ones you need, you must neglect
Journey to the savage and heady places to connect
Now what you want is what you prefer to reject

What you strive to become is a luminous peacock worm
*But you're an avian flying with what you've earned
318 · Aug 2016
Slooming Sodus
K G Aug 2016
Spent days trying to forget her
I was all over her, with strict joy
With my footsteps falling softer
On foreign ground it falls softer

Swimming with a cigarette
Floating in the leafy motel pool
Lift up your burning head
To see the ashes of abandoned youth
Its familiar
It's all around you

Whenever I close my eyes
My bed starts to quiver
For the leaves, they will wither
For your ashes, they will deliver

I was unhappy, on and on repeat
Until I got home in Tennessee
To see a woman on bended knee
Tumbling to the crumbling peek
Trusting where I'm supposed to be

You're warm, my prison is cold
You're just a wolf without teeth
In solitude, I hear a noise from gold
You're just a wolf without teeth
You're the summer smoke, the reddest sky
You're just a wolf without teeth
That will drop in the guillotine and die
You're just a wolf without teeth
Running with shoes full of landmines
Asking what I saw, and apologizing until the edge of dawn
If you think it makes me wanna surrender and wrap you in my arms
Well you're wrong
So pull the curtains of loss, to get hit with a blizzard of saws
318 · Dec 2015
audio
K G Dec 2015
So soft and warm
You held tight
You love me so
All through the night
Don't ever go
I watched you grow
I watched you learn
And now you know
That it's your turn
To know, where we'd go
Abandoned all our hope
But we're never quite alone
Audrey is waiting at the door so patiently
We all fought much better than the golems, unlike a classy leave
We've fallen out to sea
We wait and slowly bleed
To rest in peace, Eternally
You're eating me
I can't obtain
I can't do anything
Flying free
Please come to me
The blue of dreams
Winning all the scenes
Broken dreams and shattered schemes which seems to me to be the only way to live below the family tree's
Lie on the floor never wanted this to happen, in grief
Didn’t know I loved her more
examining my feelings without feeling anything more
How could I afford to bury all your pain
Much love, so young yet you still aim
I want to lie, but I feel the same
I take up in hopes to chase
The plaguing phantom from its place
This confusing maze, lost state
Its unexplained phenomenon
They've been a while in Babylon
The men cry
You won't hear it all the time
But you're quiet enough to hear it fine
So soft and warm
You held tight
To keep from, the painful nights
You came to me through fogs of time
After a long year, I could finally call you mine
318 · Jul 2015
just imagine
K G Jul 2015
We can walk on the sky
Forget about what the guys have to say
We can be together forever
Just imagine a utopia made for us
In a distant world
You have to get rid of those phobias of yours
We can do anything we want to
Without any comments or concerns
Forget about your old friends
They can't talk anymore
All they ever did was bring you down
I hated when you frowned
Neverless
We could be together forever
We could walk the sky together
Wheresoever
Whensoever
Where ever
Therefore we will be together forever
K G Dec 2016
You're a lost parcel in the flooded, leafy, obsolete box
That's likely tumbling down a peak into a pit of despair
Acknowledge that your lifespan is a mangled square
You're clung onto cardboard walls with fear daubed
To believe in luck is to loosen your wholesome grip
With the weight of the bible's fibs to fist your lips
It all started with closed lips and a slit in my gut telling me that you really didn't know me the whole time, I had to convince myself that its because i'm still discovering myself but if they opened they'd ****** you in like black holes
You're in a head much larger than mine, in a reverse of the times but holding onto your childish passions that's earning our lost and empty world to flatten left by famine and a fake embrace so you'd have excursions and new games to employ sermons that only repeat "I'm not your friend, I'm your father".



It was then I realized you were not from my world. You're not human at all.
KG
317 · Sep 2015
creepy shadows
K G Sep 2015
the start was a finish
diminishing what i will soon be
everyday is the day
oh i see you around
but you're barking mad
its kind of shadowing
how you keep me down
sunshine fading away
all the clouds are colliding
the beating souls combining
the sun opens like a gate
but goes to stay at the other place
but they all say
we were greedy
im the not only guy you need
im finding a way out
but i was too late
i try to help
your breath red as the sea
staying the same
blaming myself
current pulling me in
i want to take sand
but my hands stay in my pocket
it starts to pour
water dripping
the clouds limp
and now i hold
my arms because its so cold
you put the key
in my hand
the key opened your heart
but the start was the finish
i had to let go
diminishing what could have been
oh i'll see you around
but you were barking mad
even worse insane
all alone
you need a new language
to help me understand
why you're so gray
concealing if you're human
****** you are
but the start was the ending
sending all the signs
you seem glad im breathing
leaving your old self
levitating whats left
barking mad you are
314 · Sep 2015
anti-human
K G Sep 2015
the bed was full
it was blue
sadness was a desire
fire starts and went to the walls
I wasn't ready to lose her
but she wanted more from me
Back then i kept it in my mouth
Put i spit it out
I was crazy
I poured my silver blood
on the bed
that we slept on
what i did was terrible
I'm not human
assuming i'm in color
but i removed the covers
removing my brothers and sisters
so i can have a new plantation
i was on my boat
like a sailor
flowing away
the wind pushing on my skin
the air crisp on my lips
my hand open
but you took my hand
pulled me in your life
back on the bed
i told her to open her eye's
and forget everything
i'm not the same
its the little things
she asked for more
i ran away but she put me down
onto the bed
which leaked my blood
the bed was blue
the bed is now silver
313 · Jun 2016
Zezea
K G Jun 2016
What started out as words, just air passing through your lips
It would span across this universe, where we both can coexist
Oh the excitement, it fills the air
Now I blink, take a breath, and climb the stairs
I'd call this winter, If I were close to you, being full of care
To find the meaning of life and burn it in the den
The thoughts you blocked out came right back in
When you turn your right cheek again
A gun goes off deep inside of me again

I recall of a time when you were bantering, so sprightly
It will not stop burning, until the ignoring bleeds eternally
But not a single opportunity

Being your slave, what should I do but tend
Whenever you were outspoken
I felt this strike with the force of a thousand elephants

I gave the door about ten knocks
My words vaguely built for penstocks
You can jump upon skipping rocks
Though you can't escape from what you've done
You were in every blessed shape I have ever known
The hiding is only a simple shade of what you've become
Without a mouth, my thoughts are malicious without bone
312 · Jul 2015
its good to smile
K G Jul 2015
When I was younger around 7-12
I could stop smiling for some reason
Teachers always got I'm my case
Thinking I was doing something wrong
I just loved to make others happy too
But now its hurts to smile after all the bruising
306 · Aug 2015
Pull away
K G Aug 2015
Honestly i really don't wanna go
I really want is some gratitude
For helping you all those years
I'm attracted to your mind
So i attracted you alone into the cinema
Jenna...
These nightmares kept you on your feet
Which didn't keep you out of trouble
You slipped on your back
Would you like
If we took a trip
Too many times we went back
I changed my mind
Tried to call you
The only one
You didn't pick up
In the days that are gone
That I loved was you
Hundreds of messages
You didn't come over
To help me out
You ignored me
The moment you hid
I sat to think
Tried to find vitta
But i took the wrong turn
And now you see me three years on
A bitter lonely man
How did the dreams of yesterday
Run through my hand like sand
305 · Jul 2015
seven sceneries
K G Jul 2015
I was wishing we could go back to how it was before age impacted on our speech I was wishing we could go back to the house with our hands pressed against the old home
I was wishing to be one of your friends but you turned your cheek
When you kept coming back wanting my feed back on what your wearing,
advice was my only use
Pine trees and shrubs lined up on every corner where we went
The scenery always changed as we grew older
The feelings you had already are strange
I was wishing we could go back to how it was before age impacted on our speech I was wishing we could go back to the house with our hands pressed against the old home
302 · Aug 2015
sure thing
K G Aug 2015
We can make it if we try
make it and don't be shy
So come on over there
We try to make it a good thing
Maybe a sure thing
Were number 1
Nothing can go wrong
We're number 1
We can make it if we try
So make it and don't be shy
So come on over here
Why would you yell where?
I hollered back "here"
You screamed sure thing
Were number 1
Nothing can go wrong
We're number 1
302 · Aug 2015
once you've seen me
K G Aug 2015
Ugh I know that you don't see me
You just see my looks
My appearance
There is a social boy inside
But you won't find him
It's too dark anyways
You're just not the right light source for me
For us
Ugh I know you dont believe in me
You sit there and ignore my goals and our future, and I'm not sure if you care
Are you aware that I'm here, right now?
You only see my green pants, and how you'll profit from me
And ugh, I can't take this anymore
But you're disappearing from my heart
My heart is slowing down
I went to a doctor to take some drugs
But I have an addiction now
Now we have to locate ourselves
Or at least myself
Ugh...I knew you gave up on me by the end, but its a new beginning
300 · Aug 2015
hall of feelings
K G Aug 2015
I built a hall of feelings
Of my old memories and my weirdest days
Me and brother laugh at our old shenanigans
I didn't destroy the box of feelings
Now I know that I have to live up to them
You only get one life
One chance
I got laced up of what my memory brings
Stirred away all of the emptiness that I felt
Stored away all the people I met
My experiences are becoming useful
Its like starting over again
Over and over again
It's like starting a new chapter in my life, the book of feeling have changed me, twice
I used to look upon the stars and gaze myself almost to death
But I've changed
But I've changed
I got laced up of what my memory brings
Stirred away all of the emptiness that I felt
Stored away all the people I met
But now my experiences are becoming useful
Its like starting over again
Over and over again
But I've changed
But I've changed
Over and over again
But it goes over and over again
Add-on to box of feelings
299 · Aug 2015
region
K G Aug 2015
Deregulation of the day, Hey say we both give a message for weeks to come
Ending up with a dusty note, we are not going to worry just stick to what we know
Disengaging through the day, I don't know what to say
293 · Sep 2015
close my eyes
K G Sep 2015
trouble shifts
our troubles seems
to be always negative
its like a wake up call
my trembling hands though
shriveling up in a ball
no matter how you go
im going to close my door
lay down
and go to sleep
never ever wake up
youve had enough
you have had enough
it was just right
but you broke the light
hey go away
its dark as night
you were shaking
you cant just walk away
you just cant wait
for the end of story
but you illuminated the tunnel in me
then you leave me
then you leave
hurting my mental health
until i get confused
and let go of the other girl
its been hard to eat
so i go to sleep
i have no hope
my dreams are laying down
because no matter how you go
im going to close my door
lay down
close my eyes
until im confused again
and i die inside
i lost the sight of your eyes
it leaks away
like my heart pouring
onto the bed
in which i lay
going down
trouble shifts
upside down
cant stop the lies
so i blow out the lights
so i close my eyes
289 · Aug 2015
Accountrements
K G Aug 2015
This is the third time
Turn me around
This is the third time
Take me away
I dont wanna see this anymore
They took our new things
Our memories and glad days
This is the third time
Take me away
Why didnt we lock the door
They took the floor that kept my mind upstairs
Going around and around
Turn me around
Dont leave
Leave with me
I cant sleep here
I wont be able to dream here
Since this was the third
286 · Dec 2015
hello again
K G Dec 2015
You say hello
Holding some old photo's
You never say anything
But you look below, their faces
And chase that low face away
You die inside
Shouldn't you know
When you lie to yourself
That you're a waste of time
To go home and cry
Without a bed, or a shoulder
Go and hide
Between the doors and spaces
You won't, you won't come out
You won't, you won't come out
And then blow
Out the window and die
These dire nights
Might **** you
Out between the walls
The walls
The walls
That call out for help
But what can you do
You can't say hello
But then you fan away
Cold and hopeless outside
In between the walls
The walls
The walls
And you go
You fall on an empty road
And yell hello
At the ghostly people walking
That go home and cry
They stay inside, and fly like butterflies in the homes
In between the walls
And you stalk in saying hello
They say hello and hide
In between the walls
The walls
In between the walls
The walls
285 · Sep 2015
Anywhere
K G Sep 2015
Where I'm from
We paste out names on the lot
Lazy is the taste
Don't gain weight is my motto
Where I'm from
When we leave
We stop our steps
To collect our thoughts
Anywhere
Anywhere
Cause where im from
We have that loose hair
When I'm growing out my fro
We all show out when we see you
I keep it smooth
Because I choose to
Cause where im from
Tons of people are relaxed
Our music is shared
I already declared my dreams
But it's too late now
Anywhere
Anywhere
New with my limo
Keep my flow slow with the tempo
We built this
I tell them
My name is wolf
I wish you had it
Original to the lot
Spread my name like ashes
I have the knowledge
To cover the college
Changing myself everyday
International quotes
Of this is the cool
Relaxed new future
So you nature where you come from
Cause where i from
you need to tell yourself
To suceed of telling what you need
Let your love blossom
Let your love for life cost up
Cause where im from
Im would never act a fool like that
Where I'm from
We get recognized as awesome
Anywhere
Anywhere
I'm bullet proof
Lyrics turned south
While the kids bounce to the sounds
We innovate
Translate the words to the youth
We all gather the coup
Think
We are go out by noon
Walking out so smooth
Let it free
Cause where I'm from
We think like that
Anywhere
Anywhere
282 · Sep 2015
Square
K G Sep 2015
I play chess to compress these distressed thoughts
I'm making progress through the process to get access to myself
You said
We would go too the tomb
You read
The heat in my eyes
You deny
All that you see
They can't collect their mess so i could play chess to stop my stress
They couldn't believe what i left at the express to express my broadness
You said
We would go too the tomb
You read
The heat in my eyes
You deny
All that you see
I try to suppress my obsess over success but my thoughts overwhelmingly pass through the back of my mind
You came in
Think about myself
I play chess to make less of a mess
Whatever happens
To you and i
We will have an ending
Now we have to suppress my intellect
Collect yours
play chess to compress these distressed thoughts
You said
We would go too the tomb
But you were soon gone
You read
The heat in my eyes
Delete me completely
Believe in what you dream
You deny
You abandon me
All that i see
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