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282 · Sep 2015
Square
K G Sep 2015
I play chess to compress these distressed thoughts
I'm making progress through the process to get access to myself
You said
We would go too the tomb
You read
The heat in my eyes
You deny
All that you see
They can't collect their mess so i could play chess to stop my stress
They couldn't believe what i left at the express to express my broadness
You said
We would go too the tomb
You read
The heat in my eyes
You deny
All that you see
I try to suppress my obsess over success but my thoughts overwhelmingly pass through the back of my mind
You came in
Think about myself
I play chess to make less of a mess
Whatever happens
To you and i
We will have an ending
Now we have to suppress my intellect
Collect yours
play chess to compress these distressed thoughts
You said
We would go too the tomb
But you were soon gone
You read
The heat in my eyes
Delete me completely
Believe in what you dream
You deny
You abandon me
All that i see
281 · Sep 2015
little city
K G Sep 2015
i remember the secrets
that i told
biting my tongue
from the sussurus sounds
leaning on the wall
for the sense of hiding
buying my time
i saw the city
i understand now
but the clouds cover
oh pity
and must believe to help me
sing about these deny's
of safety
i know you know
more than i
gaze at me keenly
because you look like me
i shout and scream
from my balcony
just to prove im alive
i see my lies cover the city
oh pity
oh pity
showing off the city
but helping in need
when i shook the world
it went crumbling
my soul seems lost
the people talk and talk
but i wanna know how much it costs
for a new life
in the little city
feeling love
feeling above
feeling desire
but not above the little city
dont call me a liar
because seasons stay
its no way to be
but we cant see another route
to keep climbing
the clouds cover my scars
feeling love
feeling above
floating to the ceiling
looking at the stars
given by the little city
i realize
that we were left behind
dont wanna lose what we made
feeling what me need
healing what i please
dreaming of what i compromise
i see that im undersized
for our height
you want to fight
lets fight mate
for my sake
let me show you
where we belong
let me go
the city
is everything
the city
is what i need
let me go
the city
of which i pity
277 · May 2016
Sunset, Sunrise
K G May 2016
Matters passed into the silence
We're both left as nemophilists
Too tired to breathe sprightly
Color the sea, another sky for me
Beautiful yellow as your hair, dress and comb
You are sylphic with skin of peachy monochrome
From sunset, sunrise your body feels of foam
Yet again to whisper "lets get lost'' in a brisk tone
But I cannot see into the sunset
All I know is that you're perfect right now
The zestful weekend’s almost here now
The furthest reaches of your nowhere town
Making peace with an empty town
276 · Aug 2015
heart
K G Aug 2015
Mesmerized listening to the shame you ha take
No more repealing the game
Staring at a frame to understand what its saying
Staying here, I can't give up
I will not be controlled, I will show you what I've been deciding
What is going on in that head of yours
Warning all the people just to ignore in the source of you igniting
My instincts are telling me wrong, I try to make it work
You touch me and it starts to burn, just tell me what is wrong
Every day its the same thing as well as the first time in the past
When you kept coming back wanting my feed back on what you're learning
Advice is my only use, how I feel and its burying inside bones alone and scared
It was a dare to talk to you, then I walked with you, it was the just two of us
Plus you were stalking my conversations
You were my sensation and now your just a reminder of the month
276 · Aug 2015
Bad blood
K G Aug 2015
Going to far
All i need is something real
All because for the emptiness
   Coming this far
Breaking this part of me
Beginning a new start
   Staying this far
Creating a new chart
Chasing to get in
   Where do i go?
How deep do i have to dig
For a chance to breath
Or to blow off
All it sounds like is a brand new place to begin but only spilling bad blood to keep going on
The building that they put up are a lie for something you have to see through
Coming this far
If you leave these sins you'll lose your life
Showing you how it all began
Now you know i cant leave behind my sins
In my eyes my heart is twisted
In my eyes my heart is frozen
In my heart i feel an explosion
   Going to far
All i need is something real
All because for the emptiness
274 · Sep 2015
Disc
K G Sep 2015
I'm determined to bleed
If i sleep i can see what'll happen
Sometimes i feel a warning
Warming inside my bones

Play this movie
Over and over
Believe me its old
It freaks me
I'm legally out
Talking man less by side
I hold my heart
Waiting for the signs

I'm determined to bleed
If i sleep i can see what'll happen
Sometimes i feel a warning
Warming inside my bones
273 · Aug 2015
10
K G Aug 2015
10
Don't run
Won't hide
Don't shun
Won't lie
Don't punch
Won't cry
Don't hunch
Won't deny
Don't plunge
Won't die
272 · Aug 2015
dancing in a hurricane
K G Aug 2015
Someday you'll see
Youll see someday that nothing will be...
And the ocean will wipe out all of the trees
They will fall on the tip of your feet
You keep hiding under the sheets for what?
We are all rising up to them
You're just dancing in a hurricane you know, but I can help you
(What can you do?)
I can find a drop of rain to strain the fire bursts, and we will use our strength then let go....
Oh no
(What can we do?)
(The fire is burning the door!)
The ocean bursts the door open
Illuminating all what was riding us up
You were dancing on the hurricane
(You were right)
Now we can chose to run away or let go
The storm is gonna pass us by
270 · Jun 2016
Wheelhouse
K G Jun 2016
You've taken my horse and my name
Sunshine mixed with a little hurricane
My life shattered in your high-speed chase
Just to slide behind the unlit shades
Why do you vilify a world that has tasted death
I can see an empty booth, from your angry breath
The white dress, and primrose in your glass head
After hot afternoons
We climbed onto the neighbor's house
And dream we were in that wheelhouse
To leave, because these days are filled with such disaster
269 · Aug 2015
instant
K G Aug 2015
I summoned us alone
Until you decided
I was wasting your time
Then you were out of line
I want you to take it back this instant
The shadows will arise
I'm saying this to you now
Now am I wasting your time?
You want to shine upon everyone
Am I enough for your enlightenment
Instant access to keep flight
High volume of traffic In our relationship
Stopping to hold us down
But your other lover did this
I summoned you away
Until you've decided who you want
I was wasting your time
Then you were out of line
263 · Aug 2015
prison
K G Aug 2015
When you leave, you leave your troubled one
Once your bold story ends you'll be prepared for more
So when you go around thinking about finding a peace of mind
Find some person to tell your story to, dont look back again
Or you will be back tracked, attacked to end a new story
When you leave, you leave your troubled one
When you recieve a new peice for your new life instrument
Playing along with others to a melody
Of a new utopia
263 · Jul 2015
mind
K G Jul 2015
I was hoping and moping all these years feeling something I wasn't ready for, torn to pieces of evidence don't think I wasn't relevant to the case, you keep chasing your mistakes, how long does take to make up an answer
I see that youve changed over the years
I have to admit I did too
But you still have to choose
I don't care how it ends up being like
Because I will never truly be happy
I can act very well, but you can see through that
261 · Sep 2015
Unjustified.
K G Sep 2015
Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
But i can lend a hand
I want to keep my eyes open
But i have to blend

Didn't know where you would be
Waiting for the worst
Can't chant openly
You were lost

Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
But i can lend a hand
I want to keep my eyes open
But i have to blend

Welcome to the end
Where you are
Is closing dangerous
Teach yourself to run
Too many frame by frames
The dust punches you
Come get me you yell
I cant save you
Because

Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
But i cannot lend a hand
I want to keep my eyes open
But i have to blend
You try to disguised
Too many frame by frames
I want to see
Everything before the worst
Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
But i cannot lend a hand
I want to keep my eyes open
I want to keep my eyes open
Go to disguise
Go to disguise
Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
Welcome to the end
You can't behave
What does it take
Tell the tales already
Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
Our work on earth is done
Pray between frames
Welcome to the end
You can't be saved
260 · Jul 2015
let it go
K G Jul 2015
I know I started to worry
About the the time you fell in the snow
And turned around
Trying to, trying to pick yourself up
I know it was was long ago
But you tried to run
There's more to let show
And it was me you shunned
But amateurs just won't let it go
And the people won't give it some chance
253 · Jul 2015
death from above
K G Jul 2015
I knew it wasn't a dream
After all who could tell the difference between reality and fiction anymore
There is just too much gore which is relevant to this caustic situation
For some reason, some odd reason I'm walking on a building
I can see everything
The building is stacked up too high
I want to fall
A spirit keeps me near
I don't understand why
Grief begins to consume my lifeless body
I don't know if I'm dreaming or not
I'm still on this building
Now the color is gray, and the world is gone
There are only few left
Metal Machines are now our gods
I want to fall
And I can, nothing is holding me up
I wonder why
I knew this was a dream
Ships began to line up against the tower
They try to pull me down
I don't wanna know if this is real or not
After all who could tell the difference between reality and fiction anymore
250 · May 2016
Give Up
K G May 2016
The lights skate across her cheeks and shine in her eyes
Argued that beauty's red and virtue's white
Yet our ambition makes us still to fight

Her touch that lifts the day from the mundane
My tongue-tied patience with too much disdain
Knowing her look torments me with disdain

She might think me of some benighted youth
My head swears to heart that she is made of truth
So she I lose, likely through my unkind abuse

You trade in your reality for a wing You trade in your sense for an act
You give up your ability to feel, to put on a mask

Away he steals your heart with an open listening ear
Stuffed up with his lust, as minutes fill up into hours
I'm used to your inner indecisiveness that is as wavering as a coward
247 · Aug 2015
young and free
K G Aug 2015
I could never live up to you
I want to be you
I will never live to be just you
We drip the lines when we yell we are young and free
We raise our shoes in the air
With lighter wagging in the sky
I never saw you in the background
Always the loudest
We used to go to abandoned homes
We used to walk where the clock would be all the way up
We were trapped by the cops
And you popped us to safety
I could never live up to you
I need you
I will never live to be just you
We drip the lines when we yell we are young and free
We used to joke around but now you went wrong
Now we have to go
To spit out the blood of a lion
The people are so exciting
Caustic kids are in bed
Caustic old folks are in bed
We start to change gears
I need you
I will never live to be just you
I want to be you
We cant arop now because we drip the lines when we yell we are young and free and on our own
246 · Aug 2015
Happy to explore
K G Aug 2015
Open up your heart
Now i can tell you what i see
How amazing is this day
Now i can tell you what i mean
Everyday is a different day
I sway to you always
I care enough to enlighten you
Open your heart
If your happy to explore
My needs and my feelings
When your hurt
I will heal you
When i change
You will see
Your heart is what it seems
I feel it more and more
I open up and see whats inside me
Honestly i want to explore
Our country with you
Soon we will
I opened my heart so you could see your everything in my life
Lets hop on an airplane
If your happy to explore with me
244 · Jun 2016
In My Bones
K G Jun 2016
Touches so soft still to confuse chastity
To feel young, lovely yet broken, and suddenly sickly
I feel it rise above me, the others run from the myrtle shade
Shook off my guards and fears to realize I have been betrayed
Two half circles around my eyes is what I call a life
I'm breaking my own bones, to bend, to melt so I could arrive
To listen to my warm words and ignore are cold decisions
If lost love left marks, you should dread those incisions
In our new home, the walls came down into a black pitch
You quickly hide monogamy, before I could find the light switch
Peeling yourself to live a second life in a second head
The living record of your memory bursts in bed
No shape so true, no truth in such looks
Show me your image in some descriptive book
Don't listen to those rabbits in the wintergreen bushes
Run from the candid and live underneath where the wave pushes
237 · Aug 2015
joanna
K G Aug 2015
Driving away from this dark pattern
Far inside you, a few only how you really look
I would never let you down
Drifting apart from this dark pattern
Tearing my heart wide open
Sewing back together, but won't be safe until tomorrow
Drinking away from this dark pattern
We only knew each other for a few weeks
I see we have a lot in common, with those special moments
Driving away from this dark pattern
Racing the dark pattern
Striking the dark pattern with a lantern
Rising over the dark pattern
236 · Jul 2016
W H Y
K G Jul 2016
ʷʰʸ       ʷʰʸ   ʷʰʸ     
      ʷʰʸ            ʷʰʸ    
 ʷʰʸ 
       ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ  
 ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ       ʷʰʸ   ʷʰʸ       ʷʰʸ            ʷʰʸ
 ʷʰʸ
     ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ  
 ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ       ʷʰʸ   ʷʰʸ     
      ʷʰʸ            ʷʰʸ     ʷʰʸ 
       ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ  
 ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ ʷʰʸ       ʷʰʸ   ʷʰʸ     
      ʷʰʸ            ʷʰʸ    
 ʷʰʸ  why are you here?
       ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ  
 ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ      ʷʰʸ
230 · Aug 2015
My Brother and I
K G Aug 2015
Lessons in life go so high, they run around the sun
So yeah
We lived in lots of cities, you'll never see on a map, I'm getting old enough to put my hands on the old pine trees
So yeah
I'm feeling rough enough to make the world turn to concrete
So yeah
My brother and I always seeked a better understanding and explanation of what life was about
We only found out that we have to try harder and harder isnt possible yet
So yeah
Lessons in life go so far they run off the earth and you forget about them constantly making mistakes
So yeah
You fake your happiness
But a wise man always comes and say you have to get up and try
So yeah
Lessons in life go so high they jump around on the sun, Lessons in life go so far out that they run off the earth falling into a new pit
229 · Aug 2015
Vulnerable
K G Aug 2015
The air began to meet us
We tugged on each other for warmth
The wind blew your hat off
You got to see your troubles come
We rested near a tree
The landing was uncomfortable
We were trapped by the weather
The people stand there
We can manage it whether the weather is either way different in anyway
So we stay
Then i noticed a shaking in your hands
You stick them in the sand
I also did too
I want you by my side
We can work this out again
I just need you to forget everything
The air began to me us
We tugged on each other
We saw your hat flickering in the sky
Shifting like a balloon
I will push and shove to give it to you
Lay low
Wear my jacket
I'll find my car so we can ride home
But everything was disappearing
Like the sun and the moon under the clouds
Lay low
So you dont have to feel the rain
Lay low
So you dont have to feel the pain
227 · Aug 2015
Sympathy
K G Aug 2015
Im from this place
I was happy
I was the one who ran the chaos
They said this was a happy place
Maybe i tried a little too hard
Its too cold and your here
I woke up looking at you
Im taking my time
The devil in my mind
Speaking about some sympathy
Im taking my time
Getting up
Gave my gun to my brother
I couldnt give it to another
And now we freeze together
You put your arms around me
I'm just too scared of being killed
Gaurd me and i'll be fine
All the time
I cant face this
I cant believe
Sympathy for us please
My friends turned their back on me
We had an intervention
I couldnt help but give little attention
There is someone else inside me
Dreaming and fighting
Im so scared of being murdered inny sleep, killing me
Im from this place
Im not happy
226 · May 2016
SKETCH
K G May 2016
The apparition of these faces in the crowd
The snow carefully everywhere descending
I see the depth and passion of your solemn glance
I lied, said that I didn't picture countenance
I thought you loved me, Instead of this
Out from the huddled and ugly walls
Tiffany
You were too kind, wooed too persistently
Hindering an old silence, missing her loose cheeks
225 · Sep 2015
Delight.
K G Sep 2015
Age is a number
A number of height or maturity
Height is a number
How long does it take to know how long you really are?
How lomg are you in the mind
All the things that drag you down
Are you a serious person
Or constantly smiling?
Does it matter?
Whether how different you are
I ache everyday
Not finding a way to say
Why so many delays
Now this is the future
You know its true
You don't say a word to the person
Even if the persons next to you
All the words you wish you said
Are now stuck inside
225 · Aug 2015
REAL enough
K G Aug 2015
You better watch
The feel is deep
It feels too real
The people stand vertical
I turned the music on
Put my headphones on
Put my favorite song on
Sung along
Put my shoes on
You better watch yourself
Said my Brothers
Telling me its all right
I walk passing the park
I couldnt hide
They followed me back
I took my hoodie down to show my face
They said lets find someplace to hide
Time to stop sleeping away the past
We were stuck in reverse
The night was like it was on tv
The place was high above
We climbed the wood
The light died
We ignored the awkward people
Propelling to us
The music put us in a new place
Guiding elsewhere
To unreal stakes
Extreme looks on our face
Lights ignited our souls
223 · Aug 2015
The bird song
K G Aug 2015
Open your eyes
I'm here
I fly across states
Everyday
I dont miss my friends
But like to keep her
This is our life
We have everything
We want to feel new
But i mostly stay at ease
Because she's always keen
Forget about my friends
I'll miss the places
I'll miss the ***** grass
I'll miss the old days
She always finds her way
So she pulled me close
So put me to the test
Why don’t you
Put me to the test
Of all the guys
Who want you
You know that I’m the best
We found our destination
We learned our lessons
The plane lands
And thats the end
We land to new land
We were here to extend our hands
We all start to chant
Close your eyes
221 · Sep 2015
Doors closing
K G Sep 2015
Doors closing
You sat to watch
My little show
Crafts and such
So you walked out
Talking about what you said
You stained my chest and it wont cone clean, she drugged me down
As soon as i tried you cried
With words saying it feel right
Everyday you come away from the show
What it takes so much
To make you happy
I try and cry
I'm breaking sound
Oh this feels so right
Then you almost overdosed
Taking another's hands too many times
I was there to help but i must leave
You can't figure out which hand is true
You're gonna be the one to lose
Now there's another door closed
You come and come
But nothings left for you
I'm just no longer fond of you
I thought it be fine
Of course i want you by side
But you took the wrong lane
Leading to exploration
Peaking through the curtains to leave me
Just know I'm happy
You were just another door to close
218 · Aug 2015
i'm with you
K G Aug 2015
The road is sooth
The follow pace is slow
But i can not live without you
Just know im with you
All the way
All i see
Is i've fallen
I cant look into my friends eyes
Only yours
Just know
Ive fallen with you
So im with you
All the way
Until the end
217 · Aug 2015
light version
K G Aug 2015
I know I'm weird trying to get your phone number but hey at least I try
Have you seen me lie, I start to wag my hand around and around
I know, that you know, that I know
I see that you need power
So I am an excellent experienced source, for flowers at your door by evening
I know but this is the light version
I feel like a surgeon pulling out our hearts and combining them
Together we will forget about the past
We will chase it away
Always wanted to do that
Retreat from the last minute
Goodnight
But remember what I said
After all this is the light version
211 · Sep 2015
Long side.
K G Sep 2015
Will we ever leave?
Didn't see why
No one was hurt
You've lost
Youre stuck on my long side
You leap to reach
The car pulls away
Dust flys
Leaving you behind
Gravity pulls you down
Will we ever leave?
Is all you ever
Say
Dont be afraid
Oh my dark side
You made me
So evil
Just saying you stay on my long side  Will we ever leave?
Breathing air from you
I will take from you
Until you pass away
Decaying our love above
You look at me and i couldn't believe
When you lifted our love
When you were yourself
How do i walk
When you stabbed my beating heart
Will can agree
You've messed up
Will we ever leave?
I'll come to you
Take what you came for
I'll come for you
209 · May 2016
Clubroom
K G May 2016
When the nights were tempestuous or very dark
These great big sheets would disintegrate
I'd scarcely make your side my dwelling-place
Spectre out of the room, through the hall, into the park
Under a molten sky, beyond the grass, we wait
My bedraggled face
Drunk of whiskey to ease the sporadic space
The fevered plastics that seal your body
Dissipating in a violet chase
Tonight a special memory serves me

Where I
Over the sharp edges of the slate-rock, glittering with a prize
Boisterous attempts to restore the spirit of the evening
When she was pounding on the wall
One had seen me enter the hall, yet there i was in the midst of them
Removing the stones and burying myself underneath them
My red and white mouth blew a putrid scent, hovering my pampered lament
207 · Aug 2015
final touches
K G Aug 2015
Pictures gleam on the wall
I hope it will stand there forever, without one fall
All we have are memories and dreams
Memories that last long enough with us telling a vivid story of our drops and leaps
We always stopped on trips to steal the feelings of  life
We made a painting but we didn't get to put in the final touches
We were sad at first but it brings back a great time
203 · Sep 2015
Female.
K G Sep 2015
I hold you all day in bed
You dream of dancing
Soft and angel like
You should be alright
It was just too sad for you there
You put your hands on my face
They can see whats left
I can see whats left
You can see whats left except you're breathing to be human once again
I hold you all day in bed
You need comfort
You took my heart away
I've already decided
I let you find yourself with me
Nobodies searching for you
I want to be there for you
When in need
Once again
I let you find yourself
Because I've already decided
203 · Aug 2015
Free and easy
K G Aug 2015
My balance shifted when i saw you
I push and push away from embarressment
I run away
I feel horrible
But for my safety
I will take the free and easy way
Im alone
I will be alright
I always believed we were friends
But now you've had enough
I said I'd be alright
But im restless
My balance shifted when you called me
I didnt say a single thing
You saw me before
She told me to find someone else
I said i would be alright
But im suffering
The party we had is tearing me apart, i grabbed the microphone and shouted out the truth about my feelings
She said alright
I will be alright
201 · Sep 2015
Why days were made
K G Sep 2015
I treasure my past
I put on all the years
And walk outside into the rain
We clasp hands
Wondering why the day was made
Why was it worth making
If there are no more than sayings
Praying for love
Love is a tree
Burning down slowly
I know its wrong to ask
To whats perfect
But why i don't understand
When the table hits the floor
The angels explore
Take a chance for a solution
But nobody will like it
Tell out the time
Wondering why the day was made
Why was it worth making
Maybe another lie
I want to know the truth
Travelling through time
We won't learn
Its a secret they hide
We won't be free
Wondering why the day was made
Why was it worth making
If there are no more than sayings
Praying for love
Love is a tree
Burning down slowly
Soul easily gone home by night
We walk into beamed light
I'll listen to ever word
191 · Sep 2015
Red lungs
K G Sep 2015
Here's to your soul
Which perished away
From your lifeless body
Yes I'm sad
But you built thing upon me
You can't hear
So here's to a dead low life
But the father we share
Isn't happy to place you here
That promise
That we gave
That i always kept
Was to save you when in need
I can't save you now
I can't shield you
I just hate
That its too late
My misery begins to cheer
A bomb on my chest
I have to go
So here's to you
For putting on a majestic show
186 · Sep 2015
Doors closing
K G Sep 2015
Doors closing
You sat to watch
My little show
Crafts and such
So you walked out
Talking about what you said
You stained my chest and it wont cone clean, she drugged me down
As soon as i tried you cried
With words saying it feel right
Everyday you come away from the show
What it takes so much
To make you happy
I try and cry
I'm breaking sound
Oh this feels so right
Then you almost overdosed
Taking another's hands too many times
I was there to help but i must leave
You can't figure out which hand is true
You're gonna be the one to lose
Now there's another door closed
You come and come
But nothings left for you
I'm just no longer fond of you
I thought it be fine
Of course i want you by side
But you took the wrong lane
Leading to exploration
Peaking through the curtain to leave me
Just know I'm happy
180 · Sep 2015
Knowing
K G Sep 2015
I know
You want to trick me
Like the other robots
But but not me
Giving me so many shots
Wonder why
You know because
You don't like to be seen
Without your disguise
That's why you need me
I know
You try not to show it but you're not breathing to be with me
I can see right through it
That look doesn't fit
Through my memory
I read my sensory
Thinking back when you didn't test
Mess with the time
Life is messing
Don't lie
If you change your direction
You'll be finally noticed
No way around it
I know
179 · Sep 2015
Eleven
K G Sep 2015
I hear the way you call
Keep all your needs
I cant carry them yet
When i can, i will be there
I can hear the number eleven
Took me that many seconds
To come next to you
You know
I hear the way you call
Coming for you now
Coming now

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