should i let you go?

i don’t think this will work out

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i love her sm it s not even funny anymore

Yes, go for it, complain about her!

Complain about the person who took you away from me!

You care about her way more than me anyway.

She cares about you "way more" than I do!

It's not like I've known you for a while now!

We've been through everything together!

But-

Here we are.

the only healthy coping mechanism i have doesn’t even work because it honestly makes **** worse and i- hate it

you  give  me  a  headache

they have a purpose now,

the numbers are there for a reason,

i write nonsense everyday for a reason.

yknow what? i think i genuinely hate you. we don’t have anything anymore.

i wanna get a tattoo

i want to stab myself'

am i being replaced with a girl you met 2 years ago?

kefir is disgusting

i love you so much
whenever i see your face i smile like a big idiot

you’re so pretty

i hope life gets better for you baby

What if I told you that almost everything that I have written on this website is fake?

I would be a faker.
Attention *****.

Eh?

I mean,

Thanks, I guess.

Who the hell let Olivia take over

even the name of this place makes me sick to my stomach

maybe that’s why

i've done what im most scared of.

Unfortunately, you, in fact, do not need to know everything about me.


Yes, I'm dating her.

Yes, I've kissed her.


Does it really make a difference?


You rejected me anyway.

You don't want me anyway.

You'd rather be with them anyway.

You'd rather ditch me to be with them anyway.


YOU'D RATHER LEAVE ME TO DIE THAN TO DATE ME YOU ******* ******* I LOVED YOU SO MUCH AND YOU PUSHED ME AWAY LIKE THAT. I LOVED YOU FOR 2 YEARS AND YOU JUST **** ON ME LIKE THAT. YOU LIKE ME TOO? YEAH, RIGHT ******* NO YOU DON'T YOU ******* LIAR YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS YOU HATE ME DON'T YOU?

DON'T YOU??

YOU ******* PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS. I THOUGHT IT WAS OBVIOUS. I TOLD YOU. I ******* TOLD YOU AND YOU SAID "oh cool." WHAT NOW?! YOU'RE FAKING BEING MY FRIEND BECAUSE YOUR MOM SAYS I NEED YOUR ATTENTION?! I'LL ******* TELL YOU RIGHT NOW; MY THERAPIST THINKS SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS' **** AND SHE THINKS I'VE BEEN LACKING ATTENTION FROM THEM AND I'VE ONLY GOTTEN THE NEGATIVE ****. AT LEAST YOUR MOM LOVES YOU. AT LEAST YOUR DAD LEFT SO HE WOULDN'T HURT YOU ANYMORE.

NO  NO NO NON ON ONO. MY PARENTS NEVER DID THAT ****. THEY JUST LOADED IT RIGHT ON TO ME. DO YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO BE CALLED A ******* ***** WHEN YOU'RE 7?! WHEN YOU'RE STILL IN A ******* BABY SEAT IN THE CAR?! C A R . S E A T . I WAS SITTING IN THE ******* BACK SEAT WITH MY TEDDY BEAR. AND HE CALLED ME NASTY NAMES. AT LEAST YOUR PARENTS DON'T DO THAT. AT LEASE THEY ******* LOVE YOU. AT LEAST THEY TRY AND NOT HURT YOU. AT LEAST THEY CARE. they're there for you. unlike mine.


i ******* hate you on the outside but i still want to be your friend.

you're all i have left.


and you make me feel like ****.

"Or am I just sick in the head?"

something is ******* with my mind i cant control what I'm doing to him and I don't know what to do I cant breathe.

i wanna kiss someone but i dont have anyone to kiss

my snapchat bud

you’re the only reason why i’m online all day

i wait for your every message

i love you man

so **** it

will u go out with me?

When will I be able to see you again?

                                                                                                      Soon.

Oh okay!





                                                  And then she left.
                                                                            Forever.

can i just disappear without coming back?

i’m fine.

i wrote you a song.

NOTHING.

I'm nothing.

*******. Nothing.

tbh all classes with treavor are hectic

I love you too.

jenny this jenny that


when will you love me as much as you love her?

now i have a headache

i can’t do this anymore


i want to die

i got grounded for telling him how i felt.


about how it feels like he doesn’t care

about how he’s gone



i get yelled at constantly,


is this what love feels like?

your mom said she thinks i’m a good friend

i’m gonna cut myself if i can’t just *******-

i hate myself so much

everything hurts and i don’t know what to do

weekends are supposed to be fun


i’m breaking my back in tears over the weekend

i wanna pin you up against the wall and see where that takes us

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you’re not okay but it’s fine yknow it’s not like you accept my help anyway

oh. i’m sorry.

do you love me?

let me pin you against the wall and see what happens

i don’t ever wanna wake up

I believe the lies you tell

because I want to believe that you're okay.


I know you're not okay.


I know you're hurting.


Just- please tell me so I can help you.




You know I can't lose someone else.

i really hope you’re doing okay and i wish i could hug you

your hoodie is warm and cozy

it reminds me of you



i love you