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Sep 2013 · 458
Favorite Poet II
- Sep 2013
That legacy of hers will never fade
Even though she's far away
Up in those clouds
Those clouds of white
She's the most beautiful star
In this entire, darling sky

Her face, I haven't seen in years
The girl who left a hole in our hearts
Sidonie was a blessing to know
My love continues to grow
The poet with a mind of gold
Her poems brought out the best
In people, young and old

I miss her constantly
And I lost myself
A thousand times
She truly was
The shining light
But when she died
I seemed to fall apart
Got lost in my sadness
And fell in love with the dark
I miss my favorite poet so much.
© Natali Veronica 2013.

Happy 22nd birthday to my favorite poet.
Gone but never, ever forgotten.
I love you Sidonie.
We'll meet again one day.
We'll be united once more.
Sep 2013 · 1.2k
Venting Through Writing
- Sep 2013
I'll never be as great as her. I will never escape the expectations. Neither will I ever be anything more than, a relative to the bright star. I'll be in the corner.

People expect me to be as good, as creative, as talented, as perfect..but I never will be. I could make the most beautiful dress ever seen, and it still wouldn't be worth anything more.

It's like a dark cloud covers me. A feeling of 'am I going to be enough?' It's not jealousy, or self-pity. It is that feeling of emptiness. That feeling of wanting to be useful. That feeling of wanting to succeed.

I'm not secure in myself. My confidence drops faster, than my tears in the dead of night.

I guess I am afraid of being just the 'sister'. I guess I feel like nothing I do will compare.

I just want to make people proud.
This is not a poem. It doesn't rhyme,
and it's just something I wrote..to vent.

© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 2.3k
Suffocating
- Sep 2013
Tears fall like raindrops
Like leaves fall from trees
Birds sing their melody
As they fly into the sky
Oh the beauty of nature
It seems so fascinating
The endless fresh air
But still I find myself

Suffocating.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 738
Complete
- Sep 2013
Spoke to an old friend today
It kinda went okay
Although I felt this
Feeling
A little emotion
A fire struck
Inside of me
I cried for an hour
I simply couldn't breathe
But speaking to you
Made me feel
Complete
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 563
Make My Mark
- Sep 2013
Got a tragic desire
You take me higher
And when we're apart
I feel so much smaller
Your kisses are like oxygen
I need you to keep surviving
Your love might be limited
But I appreciate that
Your skin is delicate
Wanna bite right into it
Those eyes of yours make me crazy
Your sweet voice makes me high
Makes me feel kinda hazy
But I like when you're
In my dreams every night
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 983
Unsure
- Sep 2013
That scar on my heart
Was created by you
That night we fell apart
I didn't know what to do
Whether to hold on
Or to let go
Or to let you in
Inside my mind
My heart, my thoughts
Wondering if it was true love
Maybe a hint of twisted lust
Or a need for security
From the one I loved
That I needed
Breath in
Breath out
Will you be mine?
We'll see how this goes.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 917
Butterflies
- Sep 2013
I still get butterflies
When I think of your smile
The way your lips felt on mine
That glance in your eyes
Every time you stared
    Into my heart's
Weakest points

Everything reminds me of you
Even the sky's lovely color
Of midnight blue
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 473
Let's Rewind
- Sep 2013
Do you wanna hold hands?
'Cause I've got no plans
Do you wanna share that blunt?
'Cause I've got none, nothin'
Let's take a walk
Down that road
In the cold dark
Where it's cold
So I got a reason
To pull you in
Don't resist
We both need it
Our love is still there
Just need to remind ourselves
That what we had is precious, my dear
And that no one else can make an ''us''
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 517
The Poison Is You
- Sep 2013
Slipping in and out of
Consciousness
Wishing that I could
Love you significantly less

But I cannot and it hurts
Because loving you
Makes me feel worse
Than I already felt

We played the poker game of love
I lost, because of the cards I was dealt

Now I'm a mess, all alone in my home
Wishing you were holding me again

Grasping for air, but it's hard to breathe
Without the one I love beside me.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 498
Somewhat Lost
- Sep 2013
I fantasize about you
It's so twisted though
Because you broke me
But I let you do so
Didn't feel the need
To ever let go?

Everything is still here
Except yourself
I think I'd fall apart
Watching you love
Someone else
Or watching you
Act as if I don't exist
Or that there was once
An ''us''
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 900
Bitter Pill
- Sep 2013
Your love was sweet
I was hooked
From the first taste
I was addicted
Didn't want it
To go to waste

It was a bitter pill
That I wanted to swallow
But now, I regret
Ever taking that risk
Because now, I feel sick
The pain won't go away today
Or even tomorrow.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 1.2k
Poetic Sext
- Sep 2013
Lipstick smeared,
wine bottle emptied,
I just need you,
to get me hot,
& bothered.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 483
Waiting For Nothing
- Sep 2013
I check my phone,
all the time,
hoping for a text,
from the one who left,
the one who owns my heart,
but as usual, nothing from you,
like, girl, I ******* love you so strongly,
I know I was a fool but I want you near me,
I can't sleep or eat when we're apart,
I fall asleep in the dark, tears making my eyes hurt,
I stay up every night, waiting for a text,
an 'I miss you' text  that I'll never get.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 824
Spend The Night
- Sep 2013
A smile hides a lot
Don't you think?
It can hide utter despair
As you stare into
That broken mirror

Reflecting upon broken love
And wishing it could mend
You still fit me like a glove
Can't we at least pretend?
I don't want it all to end

You are always on my mind
**** the misery out of my body
At least spend the night in my bed
Without you, I feel incomplete, baby

You heal me, break me, know me
Can't get you out of my head
Release me, set my body free
Just one night without regret
In the bed where we fell in love
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 579
Come Back Please
- Sep 2013
I am such an emotional mess
Just so **** ******* sad
Feels like my heart is
Drowning in un-cried tears
I feel so bad, sickened by myself
I ****** up so much
I lost my best friend
She was my everything
Feels like I have nothing
I spend my nights crying
Feeling so bad these days
I miss that girl so much
I owe her my life
She was always there
But I was an idiot towards her
Sitting here guilt tripping
So many emotions
My heart and brain
Is almost exploding
Honestly wish I had a gun
I'd have so much fun
Pointing it to my head
Ending my horrendous pain
I lost the love of my life
Again and again and again
I had the best person alive
But I messed everything up
And now I just wanna die.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Sep 2013 · 909
Painful Flashback
- Sep 2013
there are times I think of
those times we used to kiss
there are moments I think back
wishing I was still in your arms

but you're gone and done
now I'm trying to pick up
the pieces but I can't move on

I tried to let it go, for sure
but I can't lie to myself anymore
you're the one I want

I can't pretend to just breathe in
loving you was my worst sin
you were my deadliest addiction
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 530
Forget Forever
- Aug 2013
When I lay in bed, I think of you
I wanna cry my eyes out
When I'm awake, I think of us
I wanna tear your heart up
Not for lying, but for saying
That you loved me and ****
And for playing with my emotions
Like I was losing myself
No more venom in my system
But I'm still not over your presence
You are haunting and consuming
Sometimes I hate my own existence
You were amazing, ******* amazing
But it was all an illusion
Now I'm smashing
All the mirrors
Because I no longer
Feel safe behind closed doors
You were a liar but I fooled myself
Into thinking you were your true self
My heart keeps beating for someone
Who was lying to keep me in their bed
As if I didn't suffer enough
You filled my head
With thoughts of forever
Really thought we'd be together
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 412
Trusted You Though
- Aug 2013
You won't tell me who you are
And it's so **** frustrating
I've been in this situation before
So I'm just patiently waiting
For my prayer to be answered
For my mind to be put at ease
I guess I should have figured
But I trusted your words
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.4k
Creative Rush
- Aug 2013
My creativity is high today
Really not sure why
I feel so alive
When I write
Daily pick-me-up.

When I feel low
I type my heart out
When I feel down
I feel the words spill out
Out of my heart
Out of my chest
Like toys
Come out
From a
Treasure box
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 404
Beauty Of Dreams
- Aug 2013
I believe I love you
You thrill me
You know you do
I believe you're the key
To my heart & I
My thoughts are up
In the clouds
In the sky
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.3k
Set My Heart Alight
- Aug 2013
Set fire to my heart
Keep the spark alive
You know I'll love

YOU

Until I die.

The burn is worth
The pain it brings
Because it brings
A little

Happiness.

My dream love
Who is now
A vision of
My *imagination
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 612
Quite Familiar
- Aug 2013
I feel like,
I write about,
the same **** thing...

ALL the *time
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 568
Popular Player
- Aug 2013
I bet you must be liked
By everyone you meet
I bet people get weak
When they hear you speak
Surely you must captivate them all
I mean, look at you, eyes of an angel
Lips look so soft, can I kiss them?
Your eyes are so beautiful
I could get lost in them
Like I'm in Heaven
In Paradise even
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 529
Here, There And Everywhere
- Aug 2013
Let's see how this goes
Classes **** though
I'd rather take
Sleeping pills
Or get high
On whatever, sigh

Tired but wide awake
Been through a lot
Of silly *******
Still got a smile on my face
Despite my mind
Being out of place
My brain is numb
Too much information
Too little therapy and ******

This poem *****
But oh well
I'm soon
Going
To hell
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 598
Bring Me To Life
- Aug 2013
Please break my bed
Just don't break my heart
Please don't mess with my head
Just love me in the dark

Please take my hand
Assure me I'm fine
Please help me mend
My crooked smile

Soothe my heart
Just don't break it
Relax my mind
Just don't be unkind
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 3.5k
Cuddles Needed
- Aug 2013
Cuddles with my sis.
Yes, please?
I miss her face.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 2.0k
Track Of Time
- Aug 2013
Always tempted to give a sarcastic remark
Just to hear his **** but witty comment
As I smoke my cigarette

As he makes his way
To embrace my face

As his hand
Goes up my leg

As his lips kiss mine
And we lose
Track of
Time.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 369
Until The Bitter End
- Aug 2013
Songs are like memories
They show up now and then
Makes me miss all those times
We shared until the end
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 638
Your Name Across My Heart
- Aug 2013
Your name on my heart
It never seemed to fade away
Because it is in pure ink
Like a tattoo that remains
Really missed you
And your words
Of affection
Really missed your smile
It makes me happy
Did I mention?
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.5k
How Did We End Up Here?
- Aug 2013
I miss our friendship
It's sad we gave up
I miss our close bond
It's sad that it disappeared
I miss our webcam conversations
I miss our lovely words and sentences
It all burned out like beautiful candles
With nothing but ashes left
To replace the fire
That was once
In our hearts
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 515
Match Made In Paradise
- Aug 2013
Nothing* *tastes as good
As his lips
When they're
On mine.

Nothing feels as right
As his hands
When they're
Traveling down
My skin.

Nothing is as perfect
As our bodies are
When we're
On each other.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 828
Better Late Than Never
- Aug 2013
I always type those sappy text messages
and those 'better late than never' sentences
I type em' up, but I don't press send
I feel bad because I ruined what we had
I said such cruel things and you had enough
It's all my fault, and I know that
but I never meant to hurt you
I say things when I'm mad, boo
I'm stupid for breaking us
And our friendship apart
I always cry at night
Wishing we could talk
Like we used to
But we can't
Because of me
I ruined our bond
I hurt you
But I never
Never meant to
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 875
Personal Demons
- Aug 2013
Sometimes sad to the core
Feeling weaker than I felt before
Sometimes I find it hard to breathe
It's like my personal demons are trying

to **** me...

I have moments of everlasting pain
But nobody else can see
Those demons who used to be my friends
They now like to torture and control me

It scares me how I can't control my mind
Drives me to the point of utter insanity
I guess it's all true

My former, friendly demons
Are now trying to destroy me
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 477
Thank You All
- Aug 2013
Not here to impress.
I am here to write.
so if you appreciate,
and relate to what I post,
then thank you so much,
my heart beats for this,
your words of support keep me safe,
safe from myself and harm's way.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
- Aug 2013
Definition of perfect
He is that
Pretty boy werks it
Can't keep my hands off him
And the charm which pulls me in
That makes me seek out
His loving heart

It's crazy
How happy
He makes me

When he calls me princess
I become speechless
No words can describe
How lucky I am
To call him mine
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 528
Spark Is On Fire
- Aug 2013
Thinking of you makes me smile
Even though we're apart
By quite a few miles
But we're keeping our love alive
Telling each other what we need to hear
How I'm your girl and you're my guy
Wish I could whisper I love you's in your ear
Longing for his love, but it's worth the wait
Because I know, this love of ours will last
Yeah, we both got hurt in the past
So let's make it right, you and I
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 699
Our Bed
- Aug 2013
Against the wall, we lose it all
And then in bed, we lose our minds
We go insane, but we're in love
Dreaming of heaven
While staring
In each other's eyes
We paid the price
We got the love
But it was more
Than we were dreaming of
It made us feel so **** alive
We wanted to live forever
In the sight of each other
Plan our future, make our way
Onto a brighter tomorrow, today
We took the risks, I'm glad we did
Because now, we're in love, in our bed
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 646
She Haunts Me
- Aug 2013
temporary feeling of blue
numbness as I think of you
different feelings all at once
wondering if I should take a chance
to talk to you but I'm scared to
in case you hate me
kinda like how I hated
loving you

best and worst girl
I ever met or knew
I hate the fact
I ever found you
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 740
Smiles Hide A Lot
- Aug 2013
Overthinking drains me
Makes me lose my mind
Can't talk to friends or family
Because I'd feel unkind
My head is dizzy
From all these thoughts
Makes me all crazy
Drowning in forbidden tears
Overthinking is deadly
It makes a heart bleed
Emotionally
From all the pressure
From all the stress
Makes me want to heal
But I can't so I write
To cope with all this
Because it *****
To hide all this pain
So I show fake smiles
To hide the hurt again
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 480
This Is More Than Lust
- Aug 2013
I love him so much,
it kinda scares me,
how addicted I am,
to his sweet touch,
and how much I like it,
when he's close to me.

His love takes me places,
that I have never been before.
he's more addictive than drugs,
I wanna have more and more,
like it's the only thing I need,
his love, I need to feel,
but it feels like greed,
wanting his heart,
body & soul.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.3k
Insecurities Suck
- Aug 2013
Insecurities are out to play.

They break me to an extent.

drives me to the edge most days,
it's not something that I can't figure out,
just leaves me speechless.

the amount of doubt,
in my head and heart,
my blood veins feel like,
they're going to,
explode.
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.2k
Hotter Than Hell
- Aug 2013
Kisses and love bites
Cuddles on cold nights
Fairytale romance
Glad I had the chance
He makes me weak
Even when we're apart
At night I can feel his touch
That sweet rush of happiness
Like ****, this man
He knows me well
The love is intense
Hotter than hell itself

I'm not exactly a princess
More like, his mistress
A feisty girl who likes control
Likes being the one to reignite his soul
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.5k
Temptations
- Aug 2013
There is a point where I give in
To the most satisfying sin
There is a part of me who begs
To be punished and pushed to the bed
As my hands are either tied
Or he could use those handcuffs
Handcuff me to the bed
Please me until the night's over and done
Then we can cuddle, kiss and he can adore his girl
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 892
Finest Piece Of Art
- Aug 2013
Lips like sugar, you taste so sweet
your touch makes me feel complete
you cause my heart to skip a beat
every time you pull me close
when we kiss and hug

I can't help but, to stare and smile
every time you hold me down
to our couch of love
it's not my fault I fell so hard
you're so hot and perfect
like the finest piece of art
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 745
True Bliss
- Aug 2013
I could write all day
about the one
I'm in love with
but the writing
would be intense
and explicit
just like our
romance

my mind is consumed
by ***, love, control, vanity
I think he made me lose
not just my soul
but also my sanity

mindfucked.

he touched
he teased
he loved
he took it.

he took my heart
like I took his
I guess this is
true love
true

bliss
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 832
Perfection Is Us
- Aug 2013
I never celebrate anniversaries
but this means something to me

last month, I met this man
who caught my eye
with a single glance
he stole my heart
captivated my mind
with his incredible thoughts
and those clever words

his charm is heavenly
his sarcasm is ****
those witty comments of his
are what thrill me
makes me wanna love him
against the cold bedroom wall
to spark a little passion
make him forget
that there's anything else
in this world except him and I
and then in the night
cuddle with him
stare into his eyes
remind him every day
how he's my prince
when we kiss underneath the stars
and take long walks with our hands entwined
I'd cherish him forever until he loses his mind
until we're both completely attached
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.0k
Sense Of Feeling Alive
- Aug 2013
like cigarettes
you're addictive as hell

like the alcohol in my glass
you make me feel so well

your presence

soothes

my soul

your touch
makes me

lose

**control
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.4k
Under The Night Sky
- Aug 2013
his fingerprints
are all over
my heart
I swear
tonight
we'll
make
love
under

the stars
in the
night
sky
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 556
Wanna Win His Heart
- Aug 2013
face of an angel
skills of a devil
one taste of me
and you'll want double
I guess you could say
I'm pure trouble
but I like being
in our love bubble

he says I'm addictive
I always tend to deny
but his mouth says otherwise
why do I even dare try?

his touch makes me weak
his eyes get me so lost
I can't seem to get enough
of his moves, his touch
his passionate
yet rough ways

the *** is a mix of
pleasure and pain
he makes me so needy
I could want him
over and over again
he really is that good
at what he does

never known such an addictive man
in my entire life
he's just
incredible
I wanna be
his wife
the one
who wins
his heart
of gold
© Natali Veronica 2013.
Aug 2013 · 1.6k
Happiest In His Arms
- Aug 2013
It's no fun being alone in bed
With the love of my life
Being somewhere else
As well as on my mind
In my head
In my dreams

I want his kisses
More than anything else
I want his cuddles
Like a sick person
Needs pills
To resume their health

He makes me so happy
Happier than I've ever been
He's the sunshine
When there's rain
© Natali Veronica 2013.
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