Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Living my life,
With my eyes wide open.
I want to see,
Everyone's side spoken.
I don't care who you are,
As long as you're you.
I will except anyone,
As long as they're true.
I don't care if you're gay,
Or black, Asian, or white.
Whoever you are, I will love you,
With every flaw, and all my might.
Why should I judge,
No one gave me that power.
For I too am a sinner,
Above no one do I tower.
My love reaches to everyone,
No one is left out.
My heart is wide open,
Just come to me and shout.

My Love is Not Selective™ by Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Forgiven

I was more than confused,
I was lost and conflicted.
Struggling with myself,
Because I knew were you stood.
Where you will forever stand.
You got with another,
And at first you broke my heart.
But I realized,
I Forgive you
I don't care anymore,
You can no longer hurt me,
For it was me hurting myself.
When I took a step back,
I gazed at reality.
You know what I realized,
As I took a deep breath?
That it was never the her,
It was always me.
I Forgive Her
She was wrongly accused.
I don't want to be loved by you anymore,
I'm ok with what we've always had.
I don't ever want to lose you.
I love seeing you this happy.
If she makes you smile,
Then I'll smile too.
I just want you to know,
I will always support both of you.
My love for you is deeper than that,
I could never lose,
My very best friend.
So I am not mad,
And I will not hate.
Just send a smile my way,
And I'll be ok.
Because you are
**Forgiven

For DEM who art my brother, and my very best friend. You hold a special place in my heart that only you can fill.
Forgiven™ by Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Inner Most Life

Stars are falling,
Out of the sky.
People all leave us,
They say good-bye.

A lake of screams
I'm drowning in.
A sharp disaster,
While I'm loving sin.

Deep in slumber,
Forever sleeping.
I lay awake,
Wide eyed, I'm weeping.

The world is failing,
My life is burning.
I keep on living,
Forever learning.

Impressions upon my face,
From the stains of each tear.
Living in hiding,
I'm forever in fear.

In a room full of people,
I was never more alone.
My heartbeat a sad melody,
Played on the saxophone.

Never a moment,
Not one second of peace.
An army of emotion,
My soul shall release.

The world is frail,
It shatters like glass.
Slow steady hands,
As we all quietly pass.

Inner Most Life™ By Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Tears...

Tears so fast,
My eyes are swollen.
They're streaming down my face.
A quiet breath.
I'll be alright.
Two lines of tears,
They're streaming down my face.
I sob out harder,
Collapsed on my floor,
I don't know how I could cry a single tear more.
Salty tears upon my lips,
They're streaming down my face.

Sometimes feeling loved can be the most painful thing in the wold.

Tears...™ By Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Tell Me

So here I am,
All alone,
So confused.
I don't know what I want,
I don't know what to do.
All I know is,
I still want you.
I'm singing you life's song,
Why won't you sing along.
I don't know what I've done,
I don't know why you've run...
So I'm sitting here wondering,
I'm sitting here waiting.
Please put me out of my misery,
Just tell me what you want from me.
Tell me what to do,
Tell me what to say,
Tell me how to walk,
Tell me how to talk.
Honestly I'm tired,
I'm sick of trying my best,
For I always come up short.
And now I'm sick,
I'm sick of trying,
I'm sick of hoping,
I'm sick of wondering.
Just tell me what to do,
Tell me what you want.
I'm always slipping up,
Never good enough for you.
I don't know what I've done,
Can't you just tell me what to do?

Tell Me™ By Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Life's A Game

Never again,
Will I let myself win.
It's better to loose,
When you have something to prove.
I hate playing this game,
It makes me seem lame.
It's a battle, life's a war,
And we have to know what we're fighting for.

Life's A Game™ By Nadia DeLevea

Nadia DeLevea Oct 2013

Who I Am

You think I'm far to crazy,
A little bit loud, maybe lazy.
You think I rock out hard,
That I play like a beast on guitar.
My sparkles shine so far,
My glamour's far to much.
But this is me,
It's who I am.
So my style's glam,
Well baby, that's my plan.
With this glitter on my face,
I'll tie my black boots laced.
My eyes I'll do up too,
With liners black or blue.
So here I am,
This is the real me.
Now that I'm grown,
My life I live alone.
My attitude is cruel,
The dance floor I will rule.
Take a good long look,
Cuz I'm an open book.
**This is who I am.

Written in 2009, It was a surprise poem I found it in an old notebook.
Who I Am™ By Nadia DeLevea