you say you love me

confusing
because I don't feel an ounce of love from you

if i'll be honest
i'll be honest now

it's very scary
but i want to say it

i don't care if you feel the same anymore
i just want you to know

maybe then
this heavy feeling can go away

i know forever isn't real
but i'll believe/

if it was you

if it was you

I wish I never met you

I can't forget you

i wish i could call you everyday
just to hear your voice

i think i made a mistake
i feel like a fool
for falling

someone i can't have
everything we do leads to nothing

i woke up sad
you were in my dreams again

it's getting worse
you're everywhere i go

a face i don't know
i recognize

as far as you know
i don't care about you anymore

i can't let you know
it hurts me even more

to see us happy
in a place that's not real

i miss the sound of your voice

i saw you in my dreams last night
i can't tell you
what i did

i'll stay
till you tell me to go

i don't think you will
you don't know how to let go

i love the version of you
i created in my head

don't talk
you'll ruin everything

i want you to be
who i want you to be

why can't you be
the perfect boy i imagined

obsessions
i'm summoning you in my dreams
before i go to sleep

i hope you don't care about me anymore

i follow you
around like a fool

i like the feeling
of losing you

your ghost haunts me

you follow me in my sleep

i keep leaving the door open

i just want to touch you

but you're so far away

i want to find you in my dreams again

you're my only hope in this nightmare

keep on haunting me

i'll leave the door open

it's 2 o clock in the morning

waiting to see you soon

you're the pink butterfly on my wall

i should let you go

no

i miss the pain