What are conclusions
Is it a place to stop

A place to take a break
or just time to regather our thoughts

Is it being polite not to bore
or is it a way to make a score

Conclusions in life
Can't be put on paper

We have to live them out
Before we go to our grave

When we can't sleep
What did we do

I never wrote
I had nothing to do

Just like in prison
I was bored to death

I then took pen and paper
And wrote about life

About my past and people in jail
Such a strange place
Like nothing in this world

It is so very different
Nothing like TV

There's still plenty of heart ache
With a lot to see

A lot of tatoos about people's lives
Many different cultures and a lot of fights

I had more laughter then words can tell
****** up lives of people who thought it was hell

Me I got lucky was facing 15 years
From nothing I did wrong
someone didn't like me

It could of been envy or jealousy from what I had.

Whatever the reason, it was something I had

I stayed there a while
Yet they had nothing

Nothing on me
Yet they tried very hard

The time then came
They had to let me go

It taught me how to write
And how to live my life

Do you ever close your eyes
and your mind starts to race

You try to make it stop
But it's no where in sight

So we try change thoughts
But it stuck in one gear

That train of thought
Of something you fear

We clinch our eyes
To make it stop

We have no luck
It's stuck in our thoughts

We try to sleep
But it's just to deep

We think about love
But have no luck

This racing mind
It drives me crazy

Until the problem solved
It stays in my head

What happen to the past
Which was once a dream

What happen to the people
That were once my friends

What's wrong with life
Is it something I can fix

What are my thoughts
Of life with this pain

I try to hold it in
Yet explode inside

I sometimes wonder
I sometimes cry

These feelings in life
We will always face

Keep up the pace
We have no choice

Keep in touch
With your loved ones

There your real life
Of love and joy

As I walked in the door
I saw a rose on the floor

A note at my feet
That said follow me

Peddle by peddle I found on the floor
A trail I would follow to the one I ador

The sent of her love
I picked up in the air

I walked passed a mirror
That said I love you in lipstick

My heart then started pounding
Full of love

I have to find my women
Is all I know

She loves these little games
It arouses me so

She's hiding somewhere
And I want her so

She tries to hide
But her  breathing is so hard

My passion goes wild
Because I love this girl

She can't hold it in
Nor either can I

We make love all night
Like the stars in the sky

As I lye on the pier
At the end of Key West

I look at the stars
and think about life

As dark as it is
The sky is so bright

A trillion miles away
And we still see the light

How can this be I often wonder
Is there other life
or is it our God of thunder

What ever it is
It's filled with miracle's

Miracle's of matter
Miracle's of life

There’s no one to hold me
To tell me “It’ll be alright”
No one to love me
Or to kiss me goodnight

I’m always alone
With no one to care
Longing for someone
Who isn’t there

Wishing for love
On every star
Looking for comfort
From near or far

Hoping for someone
Who will honestly care
Waiting for someone
Who will always be there

Wanting to love
And be loved just the same
For someone to know me
Not just my name

Longing and searching
In vain so it seems
Only ever finding love
In my dreams

Am I destined
To be alone?
To wonder through life
Unloved and unknown?

So hungry for love
Someone to call mine
Desperately hoping
For some kind of sign

Something to tell me
He’s on his way
He’s searching for me
And he’ll find me one day

That someone will love me
That someone will care
That I won’t be alone
That he will be there

Waiting and hoping
For it to be true
I guess for now
That’s all I can do

As I sit here in time
And chip away rocks
One rock at a time
One falls to the ground
With blood on my hands
I chip at another stained with sweat
It was from an old lover
I look to the ground
And its covered by another
As I chip away at life
My pile is very full
I shuffle through rocks
To see where I'll go
I see rocks stained with tears
I see rocks from my past years
I find rocks of heart aches
Which there were many
I find rocks of joy
Which there are plenty
There's rocks filled with herion
That's from my past
There rocks of forgiving
Those are rocks that last
There's rocks of bad
From when I was a boy
There's rocks of lonlyness
From when I was alone
No matter the cause
No matter the reason
These are rocks of my life
It's what gives me meaning

Most people don’t notice
As I’m sinking down
Some say “Cheer up!”
Wow! I’m all better now

Thanks for the help
I’m glad you were here
I’m no longer sad
You've filled me with cheer

Is that what they think?
That’s all that it takes?
They tell me “cheer up”
And my heart no longer aches?

I wish it were that simple
A magical cure
Everything is better
After hearing those two words

But really nothing’s better
If just proves that you don’t understand
You've always stood on solid ground
But I’m sinking in quicksand

Now I’m sinking faster
Your words cut to the bone
I know it wasn't your intent
But you made me feel more alone

You say “cheer up”
Why didn't I think of that?
I guess you think
I want to feel this bad

Or else you think I’m stupid
Why else would I be so sad?
If being happy were so easy
Wouldn't everyone be glad?

So next time please think
Before you say “cheer up”
If someone’s already sad
It could make them just give up