There was a snake in my dress this morning, her name was seduction. I have her a kiss before, she latched on to my wrist & ****** me dry.

Zero percent, care free Lima bean. I feel fine, listening to the kooks, & a **** between my knees.

Because God where are you...?

Love you most

And when I told the universe it could take back my existence, I waited to be snuffed out like the candle burning on my bedside table. I wanted to feel like the dust I was to return to.

She said cry me a river,
So I bled her an ocean,
I drownd all the things I loved most,
Ship wrecked my emotions,
Lost my hope at sea,
All I needed you to be was my lighthouse,
Mom,
I'm sinking,
See THIS OCEAN ISNT MY HOME ITS SOME IMAGINITIVE PLACE I GO WHEN YOUR WORDS STEAL THE AIR FROM MY LUNGS AND THE WATER THAT USE TO BE SO REFRESHING FILLS MY THROAT AND DOESNT GO DOWN ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS WETHER OR NOT YOUR FLOATING BUT MOM IVE BEEN TREADING THESE WATERS EVER SINCE 98

Moths just want to be warm..

I mean do you know how much love I harbor for you. Waiting for you to come back. Not even a drip slips out in your absence.

You're the only boy I know, who puts ect. Between the apologies & goodbyes.

Sheets covered in blood, kept me warm in all your absence dad. I slit my wrists, went to sleep. Only to wake up dead again.

I like poetry,
Because you don't have to be beautiful,
To be good at it.

And if you’re dancing again, the ghost will follow your foot steps. Clamber up to your chest cavity and dive in. Die in. Die inside. Stopped dancing again.

Parking lot hangs,
Wishing you had something to eat in that purse,
Of yours,
Counting Stars & freckles,
White girl flesh,
In the blood,
Backwards trucker hats,
I straightened my hair today,
& forgot who I was...

Whiskey is liquid strength,
When the rage kicks in,
You can take down the toughest guy,
In the bar,
Mind games,
Liquid Strength,
Another shot,
And maybe,
You could take over the world.

I feel nothing but ash, one time a made a 98 year old **** soldier cry. When I told him about the two lost brothers on two city towers. With rifle snipers ready to take out the enemy. The chamber is loaded with intent to blow the head, off in the dead of night. And as one fell, and the gun fire bled. He realized it was his long lost brother, Pilot. He whispered out regretfully lisply," my brother ". I watched the old war veteran hieve a big sigh, as tears fell from his eyes. Tear ducts washed anew. I glanced at the picture on the right, there stood Pilot & his brother drew...

I don't want you to break, in your pastel blue blanket. Fine china in my arms, sniffling softly. Warm mittens, a sleeping cap adorned on your sleeping head. Mouth open, a small little grin , plays off from your lips. Little hairs, across you sweet sweet brow. I press my lips to your tiny nose, Ocean Valor. Like a wave you rose, open soft grey eyes, that yet wait to greet the world.

I stick to myself, wet sand on soft shores. Beaten back out into the waves, my wrist pulsing quietly. Put me to sleep sweet sand dollar, you've gone away for too long.

I remeber when going to bed hungry,
Was considered a punishment,
Now we do it by choice,
Hoping to be,
Skinnier,
Than,
The,
Ni
Gh
T
        **before

Poetry turns me on

No goodmornings, goodbyes for yesterday.
Thanks mom & dad, hope you enjoy your day.

Willingly bill me for a kiss still lingering on your lips. Sweat stained sheets. I’d apologize if I had the guts, but I gave them to you.

With every kiss, you draw me into your labyrinth of love. Lost in between the sheets and uttered moans of pleasure. We collide over and over and I am certain this is how galaxies are created..

Pull at the seams
Knot up your dreams
Pack away the magazines

Your skin a thin sheen, stretched and smacked against your thighs

Your frame a sagging conundrum to be condemned by the click

Weight loss is a huge trick
The more you lose the less you, you are

These piano keys,
They scream the verses inside of me,
Up and down they go,
Shivers wrack my body,
Where do I go,
This oblivion of music,
Everlasting piece and joy,
When I die bury me with my piano,
Coffin full of wonder,
I'll fix the strings for eternity,
Till they play the write note,
And win you over for me,
Cause I love you,
I love you,
I'll probably let you go,
They call me a globe trotter,
But I can't no more,
I created a boat out of my piano,
Come on for a ride,
I'll take you down the spectrogram

Travel the piece across the board,
Roll a six.

You're beautiful, he said.
Your hands are meant for mine,
Not rags to clean the floors,

God told me our fingers & skin match like clay & paw prints perfectly. But I rubbed the dust off your wings. I didn't mean to make you not fly.

You are a fever, the disease in my veins.

I wanna kiss you, & her & her & the freaky one.

One dollar off my heart, expires never.

You are all encompassing, my peace

Pizza bagels & guacamole, thank God

I fell on my knees before my King

You made me a ***** in your bed,
You made me a maid in your house,
You made me fall in love with your words,
While your actions left me helpless,
You made me fear commitment because love is a revolving door.

I wander if,    
             When he,
                    Fell,
                        Did he scream,
                              Did he yell,
                                     Was he heart broken,
                                               D
                                                I
                                               D
                                           Tears fall
                                                 D
                                                    O
                                                       W
                                                           N
                                                              His cheeks,
                                               When his own father,
                                                        Banished him,
                                                            To Hell,
                   GOD DO YOU MISS HIM? ARE YOU SO SICK INSIDE THAT THE ANGEL YOU CREATED IS CAPABLE OF SUCH HORROR.

The match that lit the spark that burned between us, blew out. Extinguished agony, and bittersweet goodbyes. I choke on the smoke that was your essence every night.

Either God is God! Or he's not..

Mellow dramatic Madison
The three M’s to remember me by

M-trauma
M-abuse
M-healing

Madison

Age cried out with longing, as her young adult years; bled from her throat. Into a trash can.  Labeled wasted youth. Barely keeping her eyes open, she takes another swig. Blue moon juices coursing down her neck. Clawing it's way out through liquid fire. No one to hold her, on a Tuesday morning. It has nothing to do with the past, as long as she can't remember it. Stay sober kid, you won't regret it.

I want to know you...

He pulled the fire from her core, ******* beckoning a silent O from her lips.
They found her six feet under,
Burned up in the coal,
Her frost bitten finger tips still cold.

Apples for łïpš, since rinsed I raised the hips. Of your body, against mine.

You tangled every curl that frames my face in your mind. I still can't comb the knots.

Pray the gray away he said fur coats and bronze feathered head bands long ciggerates and bed pans maids glamorous, you'd be perfect there, a princess of the 20's. Velvet sheets, hands on your knees, arched back off the bed, different positions, I'll live to please, I'll kiss you from the tip top all the way down to your feet, you're beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.

There's a girl inside my chest,
So tiny no measurement,
Could ever capture her existence,
But I feel her open & close,
Unlock and bolt shut,
The chambers of my heart,
Set on fire & disperse agony,
She walked away,
Swam through my veins,
To my hands,
That held my head,
Between my knees,
As I wept,
Leaving my heart empty..

Crouched down on the bathroom floor,
The moon overtaking his tear filled eyes,
His lips brushed against my ears,
You let them steal your light,
I said I'm sorry as i dropped the knife,
2:07
Step it up,
Or step out

From x to y to z
How are your planets aligned,
Inside your mind,

You did great at ******* fate,
& leaving me,

Like the pores in my skin,
You take in the bad,
15 seconds surface contact,

Like loving Peter Pan,
& all of his lost boys,
I think I'll give you a kiss...

You're so beautiful, hair kept up tightly braided back. Eye brows arched, cheeks highly pronounced. Lips lushesly calling for him, sweet salvia could bring the dead back to life. To your trained jaw line, swimming down your Pearl like neck. Diving into the collar bones, right before your heaving chest. Tan, trembling shoulders. Your body complete, your over flowing *******. Silk. Like hips, water falling, cascading into sweet secrets. We will go no further.

And I love you, and I'm sorry. Thank you for letting me be.