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Lydia E May 2012
Tell me a secret
Tell me a lie
Tell me I'm special
Then leave me behind
Whisper a phrase
That makes my heart skip
Hold me so closely
And let us touch lips
Lydia E May 2012
I'm not about to be poetic
I'm not about to hide
Themes, morals, or lessons
Into a few lines or stanzas
I'm not going to talk of rain,
And how each drop is freedom.
I'm not going to speak of lightening,
And how each strike is of fear.
Instead, I'll just write
As if you're right next to me
As if you truly cared
For my scrambled thoughts
Lydia E May 2012
I was asked what the rain meant to me
I wasn’t sure quite how to answer
The rain means everything to me
The storm itself is a personification of life
It has a melody, a harmony, a bass line
It holds onto memories of the past
The sheet of water covering the earth
Has a second job of hiding the truth
While, despite this, everything is utterly clear
It allows us to indulge in our minds
The storm itself lets us lose control
Of our minds and instructs us to alter,
And see through another pair of eyes
In this moment, what can we fear?
In this moment, what can we know?
Fear of the unknown, fear of disaster
Fear of finding ourselves
This complicates things, makes us go mad
And so our frustration comes into play
We obsess and analyze every step
Until finally we succumb to anger
Everything stops us from going further
Our own minds have forced our control
But somehow, we take comfort in this
And as the storm calms
And as the clouds fade
Things seem to make sense
Once again, things were how they were
Where the sun continues to shine
And the moon appears in the night
Where life is so much easier
Than during that awful storm
Lydia E May 2012
The reason I’m never home
The reason I choose to leave
Isn’t to make myself happy
Isn’t to put a smile on my face
It’s to avoid putting a frown on yours
It’s to avoid causing your voice to increase
I don’t want to cause anymore issues
I don’t want to stay where I’m unwelcome
I just want everyone to feel better
I just want things to get better
I wish this had never happened
I wish that nothing had changed
But it has and now I’m someone different
But it has and I can’t do anything about it
I mourn the old life I lived
I mourn every second of the day
I hope that someday I’ll get better
I hope that someday I won’t change
Lydia E May 2012
Good morning, my love, how sweet is the sun?
Good morning, my heart, can you hear the sound?
It's the song of the gifted, a song of the loved.
It's the sound of true freedom, a song from above.
So listen intently and remember what's true,
For someday the song will be silence to you.
Lydia E Apr 2012
I'm kind of a *******
I make stupid decisions
But one thing I know
That's not a mistake
Is I want you so badly
To be mine.
I'm sorry I'm not ideal
I know I'm far from flawless
But does that justify
Does that give reason
To not try something
Like "us"?
Lydia E Apr 2012
Do I love you?
You know the answer.
It's not even because
Of the obvious reasons.
It ***** I won't say it,
Because it's not mutual,
But at the same time
Why not?
I love your smile
But not just that
It's how your eyes join in
It's beautiful, adorable, and
Absolutely intoxicating
I love your laugh
When it's your real laugh
When you just let go even though
Everything's far from perfect
But at that point
Nothing has to be
I love your passion
Even when negative
Your will to keep going,
"Keep on, keepin' on"
I love when we lay there
And things just drift off
Despite all the ****
That moment's content.
Fine, I'll just say it:
I've fallen for you
Despite my best efforts.
I can't help myself.
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