So many thoughts spinning around
I just need to learn how to breathe
Keep me safe for one more night
But know once you're gone, I'll leave
I'll tie the noose, I'll down the pills
I won't think once or twice
I just want out, there's nothing left
There is no compromise.

I'm drowning in these sorrows.
I can't help but crash.
I'm wishing for tomorrows,
But even those won't last.

Makes me feel alive
Makes me feel like this
Makes everything real
Like, holy ******' ****!

Don't tell me you care,
'Cause you don't.
Don't say you'll be there,
'Cause you won't.
Don't tell me you'll help me,
'Cause you can't.
Don't tell me you need me,
'Cause you don't.
Don't sy you'll protect me,
'Cause you won't.
Don't tell me you love me,
'Cause you can't.

Don't make me look and see
Please, just let me have this
Don't take this away from me
This little bit of happiness
Don't tell me it could **** me
That what I'm doing's wrong
I know it's not, I promise you
In fact, I think I'm strong

That I want you all to myself?
In a romantic sense, of course.
Do I have to tell you?
Well that's frightening.
How about I just wait?
Sounds absolutely fantastic.

Let me out
Let me see
The world outside
The world you hate
Let me hear
Let me know
The words you hide
The knowledge you wish
You could run from
You could shelter all
From learning, seeing, sharing

I don't understand.