I want him to want me
I want him to need me
I want him to like me
I want him to see me
I want him to kiss me
I want him to hug me
I want him to hold me
I want him to love me

It's pure, raw emotion
It's the feeling of passion
That fuel the spark between us
And pushes us to action
It's the sound of your voice
It's your skin against mine
That drives my heart to insanity
Makes it beat without time
It's your smile I love
It's your kiss that I crave
It's your heart that I hear
At the end of the day
The beat is my lullaby
Your voice, it's melody
And as I drift off to sleep
You tell me you love me

Fear overwhelms me
As my forgotten past
Reaches to the surface
And decides that, at long last
I'll remember all those feelings
When we left that day
Oh my god, I'm sorry
Was there no other way?
I was told not one thing
I thought things were fine
Daddy stayed at home,
And I didn't realize 'til time
Decided to pass us by
That things were not all right
Why did we leave daddy?
What if I wanted to stay?
Without mommy there was no screaming
Why'd we have to go away?
He's still there, I know he cared
There was no need to shout
He loved me and I left him
With that I had no doubt.
I didn't understand
This stranger took me in
Why'd she make us leave our home?
What was his greatest sin?
And why could you not tell me
What was going on,
Instead of lying to my face
Pretending you were strong?

Composure, relax
You must remember how to breathe
Stay silent, shut up
It's not your place for what you think
Be patient, don't worry
Why is this so hard to do?
Don't question, just follow
I just can't stand this "me and you"
It's nothing, don't worry
I just wish I had the *****
To take them, to pop them
To end this life, to heed the call

How far will it take me
How high will I go
Before I'm dropped back into
A new place, so low?
I wish I had wings
I'd stay there forever
If only.
I'm sure
I love it too much
Oh well, I guess
Have to let it go
Can't have your cake
And eat it, too
So I'll stay on the balance
For as long as I can
Before I fly too high
And crash way too low.

I'm nervous
To see your face
To hear your voice
I'm scared
Of what you'll think
Of how you'll act
You know me now
What's really wrong
I've let you in
And now I'm unsure
Of what to do
Of what to say
Of how to act
Around you.

You were right, you know
You kept me safe
You made me happy
But now I'm put here on my own
And I'm scared
I want to fall asleep in your arms again
I want to feel your arms around me again
I want to feel your lips on mine
I'm scared
I'm nervous
I don't know what to do
I'm lost
I'm lonely
I don't know where to turn
I'm trying to remember what it was you said
You were smiling, you were happy
You were so cute, I couldn't believe
How badly I wanted to kiss you
And so I did
And I felt better
You're right; no one else can take care of me
Quite the way you do
And I really like that.