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Lydia E Feb 2012
Take a moment
Just step back
Seize what's out there
Now relax
Keep in mind, now
What you're told
Don't forget, though
What you know
Lydia E Feb 2012
I like it here
Way up high
Above the clouds
I love this mind
Where life is great
And all is bright
I can't be touched
So just don't try
To bring me down
To **** my spirit
To break my heart
'Cause I won't feel it
Lydia E Feb 2012
It's not about smiles
It's not about love
It's not about progress
It's about giving a ****
About the right people
People like you
Who help those in need
When you're not asked to
It's about looking outside
And seeing the beauty
It's about being alone
And not feeling lonely
It's appreciating the little things
Despite what's occurred
It's meeting new people
In a place so absurd
It's made up of choices
Based on the heart
It's made up of people
Who couldn't dare part
This is the point
Know that I meant it
Life is worth living
Don't you forget it
Lydia E Feb 2012
I don't mean to be a bother
I don't mean to think the way I do
I don't mean to act this way
I don't mean, don't want, to worry you

I kind of wish it were different
That we met after I had fixed all of this
But at the same time, this is me
And I know this is a part of me that will always exist

I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not what's expected or noticed
But I really want to make you happy, and if I do
Don't let me go, and just let "us" consist

Of what it has been the past few months
Simple, easy, confusing, yes, but honest and true
If you want the truth, I love it completely,
Being honest, I just love being around you

Now, don't take this as a plea
For attention or some sort of relationship
Just take it as it is, and as it will always be:
A statement of who I am, who we are. I like this.
Lydia E Feb 2012
I'm stressed out
Worked thin
Tired now
Exhausted even
Everything's piling
Nothing's done
Will power's diminishing
Where's that gun?
Oh, just let me
Close my eyes
Just let my body
Compromise
With my mind
I just want rest
And wake up to
A world I love
Completely new
Lydia E Jan 2012
Give me a bottle, give me a cig
Make my life worth living again
Lydia E Jan 2012
Don't start defending her
Don't start giving her reason to think
Nevermind
**** that
***** you
This friendship isn't one anymore
It's masochistic
And I can't handle it
Not anymore
So tell her she doesn't have to worry
Jealousy's a pointless thing
Don't worry about it anymore
You don't need to protect her
You don't need to put on a mask anymore
Because I'm finally out of the picture.
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