Running from the fear inside
Avoiding confrontation
Keeping secrets from the world
This is your one salvation
**** the idea of "Lord" or "Christ"
These fairy-tales do not forgive
All they do is blind your eyes
From the lives we really live
We are animals
Savage and cruel
Who gives a ****
About the Golden Rule?
We fight for love
We fight for lust
Oh **** it all,
It's because we must
No one has a decent thought
We're filthy and disgusting
We live for ***, drugs, and lies
We live for, simply, nothing

Let the music consume your very being
Numb you from the inside, out
Escape the hell you were shoved into
This life you do not deserve, despite your doubts

Realize your true potential
You're worth so much, why can't you see?
This life you were given is the only one
Where your dreams can become a reality

These nightmares you have control you
Why can't you move past this fear?
Take what you do into your own hands
And don't let them see your tears

A sickening feeling growing, consuming
A secret obsession, the temptation unbearable
"Easier than living, breathing, seeing..."
The voices have not stopped
They constantly urge, encourage
Still she does nothing
In the dead of night, she awakens
Small shadows have eyes, staring
She drowns within herself, not knowing where else to go
Fear evaporates and the voices grow
They have never pressed so harshly
She cannot scream, cannot breathe
A burning sensation occurs near her wrist
She tries to stop but fails
Deeper the cuts continue
She has no feeling, can barely see
The voices have stopped, she's finally free

My thoughts are filled with the times that we've spent
I can't seem to forget the words that were said
"I need you, I love you, please never leave me.
I want you, I have you, you have all of me."

The world's in our favor, we'll live for forever
Our love is a blessing, for now and forever
Now, please hold me tight and never let go
We'll live for tomorrow and for all we don't know

The future's a mystery our minds can't predict
But our hearts know for sure we're together in it
We'll last an eternity knowing the truth
That not even death could take my love from you.

Sleep comes so slowly
When will we dream?
Time moves too quickly
When together, it seems.
Yet in those quick moments
I feel something new
I see something foreign
That's only in you.
You're always relaxed,
Always so pleased.
I can't seem to grasp
Why you're so at ease.
Sometimes I'm jealous
Of how you can live
One day at a time
While I'm still stuck in
A time yet to come
It gets quite exhausting
I don't want to worry
'Bout every little thing
Did you know that you teach me?
It's true and I love it
The lessons you've taught me
Can be found in just moments
You've taught me to feel
Even if it hurts
You've taught me to see
Despite when it burns
You've taught me true peace
(It's attainable by all?)
You've taught me a truth
I'm not scared to tell
You've taught me to dream
Even when impossible
You've taught me to speak
That words are unstoppable
You've taught me that confidence
Isn't hard at all
That even  myself
Can learn to walk tall
Adam, you've taught me
All of these things
I love you now and always will
And now know what that really means.

The murderer screams
Until the world ends
The liar still stands
As all falls to shreds
Tell me, my love,
Do you wish for their world?
Tell me, my friend,
Could you do what they would?

I know I'm a *******.
But so much so that you can't even
Look at me?
Talk to me?
Fine, I won't hold you back.
Hope we'll smile again someday.