Maybe I don’t want you to stop trying
Maybe I made the wrong decision
Maybe I miss you a lot
Maybe I miss the nights we had together
I want them back, I do
Maybe I miss sleeping next to you
Maybe I miss kissing you
Maybe I miss the late nights of video games
Maybe I’m an idiot
Maybe I was looking at the wrong times
******* rosey-red conceptions
Maybe that’s all I keep seeing
But I miss you
And Maybe I still love you
Maybe I don’t want to move on
Maybe I don’t though
Maybe I’m wrong
Maybe I just need space
Maybe I just need to move on
We had problems
We had issues
But what if it was worth it?
Maybe we’ll never know

I didn’t mean for it to get this way
I didn’t meant to hurt you
I wanted out
I can’t freak out
Please know I’ll always love you?
But only half, because, you see
I can’t fully commit
There’s someone else who’s here with me
I wish I could admit
That something is terribly wrong
She’s not saying much
She hates you though
She loves him, too
I can’t explain this now
I need to distract this
She’s getting mad
I’m getting scared
What the **** am I supposed to do?
Just go away
Please don’t come back
I can’t explain it
You’ll just get mad
I can’t tell you
‘Cause you never saw
How things changed
Could you tell at all?
Never paid attention
To the switching minds
You’re lucky now
You won’t have to see
Never need to deal
With the crazy inside me.

I need the music louder
Make my heart pound faster
Find a reason to breathe
Find a way to be me
I need the ground below me
To stop its awful spinning
Find a way to slow down
Find my way around
Let me know what’s real
Let me know what’s right
Please keep from falling
Before this dream-filled night
Finally overwhelms me
Takes me far within
A place where just my being
Can’t help but let it in
Every worry, every fear
Every thought becoming clear
I can’t make it, can’t move on
Just let me go before they’re gone

How long until the day we die?
Will we get what we deserve?
Rewards for those that love all others.
Pain for those that hurt their neighbors.
Will death be fair, unlike our lives?
Will we obtain our deepest treasures?

Plaster a smile onto your mask
Fake that you're more than okay
Pretend the night is beautiful and young
And fight the urge to run away
Face your fears with more than angst
Find a place to keep yourself safe
And if anything goes completely awry
Get out before anyone knows why
Your secret needs to stay untold
The things you know cannot be shown
Be sure to hide behind that mask
And fool those that wish tonight was your last.

Look at your reflection
What monster do you see
Staring back into your eyes
Wishing only for tragedy?
Is it covered in blood
Crying out for vengeance?
Is it thrown onto the floor
Begging for deliverance?
Is it searching for truth
By creating horrendous lies?
Is it plotting and scheming
An enemy's unfortunate demise?
Does it cause images to flash
Across your innocent mind?
Does it plant a seed of selfishness
Making you utterly blind?
You are helpless beneath this Being
Unable to escape.
Eventually you will succumb to it.
This is your inevitable fate.

You have to admit,
The clouds seem fake.
Too many artists
To catch their expressions.
How can you deny
The fact that the trees
Don't seem so hard
Until you try to touch them?
Tell me the ocean
Doesn't roar when
We leave it alone.
If you did, I'd believe you.