i do not know how to describe your voice except that it is the most beautiful sound that ever existed

your voice makes me feel so safe and i could talk to you for hours about anything and never get bored of hearing the sound of your voice. and your voice is the only one i want to hear for the rest of my life. so please don't leave.

despite every word you say to me, i am still so afraid of losing you

i am so afraid of losing you
that it's making me sick

i always feel like something bad is going to happen, like my whole world is going to collapse any second and you're going to be torn away from me. i know this may scare you, but darling, just thinking of it brings tears to my eyes.. i seriously wouldn't want to live anymore. and i know you don't want to think of the person you love not being alive but that's where i would be without you. i finally found the person i want to be with, one of the only people that ever makes me happy anymore. the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. i have never been so sure of anything in my life. and i'm scared that if we're torn away from each other, you won't wait for me. darling, please say you will wait for me. because i love you so ******* much and i wouldn't want to be here anymore without you

you are literally the best thing that has ever existed in this whole universe and i love you so much

i was lying on the floor in front of my grandma's fireplace, eyes closed. i felt so safe and peaceful. the warmth from the burning fire finding a home inside my reddened cheeks. i had a longing in my heart to do the same, to find a home in you. my heart was aching and still is. but it's okay because it's just proof that i love you so much. and it's okay because my mind was memorizing every note you played and every word that came from your mouth to form a song. and i was laying there wondering how the hell you love me. what did i do right in this world to deserve you? i mean, all i am is a mess. there is a raging storm inside of me but i think you're the eye of this hurricane. and with you, i feel so safe and peaceful. the fire whispered to me and told me i was going to lose its warmth but not to worry, because i would be gaining yours very soon. it told me to let go and welcome you in. and i will do just that.

show me that we will make it. prove to me that you will always love me. tell me that if something happens where we're torn apart, that you will still wait for me. promise me that it's just you and me, forever and always.

baby convince me that you will always love me because my heart breaks every day thinking about losing you

i can't wait to hear your voice heal all the broken pieces inside of me

if i lost you, my heart would be so broken to the point i think i might even die. you are so lovely and beautiful and i know for a fact i'll never find someone like you. and i think i would rather just be alone forever than convince myself i love someone one else when all i'm thinking of is you.

"it would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you"

if i had only one wish, i would wish to be with you forever

everytime i look at you, more flowers grow from my heart and the sun shines a little brighter

i knew you existed before you knew i existed and from the very moment i knew, i was already drawn to you somehow and i did not understand that at all. but now i do.

you are exactly the type of person i've always wanted

i would give anything to fall asleep in your safe arms right now

with all my past relationships, i wanted to go too fast just to get to the end. but with you i want to take it slow just so i can savor every moment of your existence

i have never done any kind of drug
until you came along

the beginning of us lit up in existence and wow, darling, i've never seen a galaxy so beautiful

i have struggled with falling asleep at night but when i imagine you holding me and making me feel safe, i can sleep so easily now.

i downloaded your songs (i hope you don't mind) and sometimes listening to the sound of your voice is the only way i can fall asleep.

the thought of waking up next to you warms my heart and puts a smile on my face.

i can almost feel you holding me and it leaves me aching when i realize you're not here with me.

i love that you're my first thought when i wake up in the morning

i know deep down i want you so
dancing around the early hours of the morning, hand in hand
softly, slowly falling in love with you

"i am in love with you
and i know that love is just a shout into the void
and that oblivion is inevitable
and that we're all doomed
and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust
and i know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have
and i am in love with you."

you have no idea how ******* bad i want to say i love you

i miss you even though i've never had you

darling, you know exactly how to make my heart remember how to love

oh i'm sorry
i was kind of drunk last night
well not actually
that's just how i feel
when i'm past the point of being tired
i couldn't see straight
and i don't remember anything i said
did i tell you i love you?
oh maybe i wasn't supposed to do that
well... ****

i want to say i love you
but that would be wrong, wouldn't it?

you were my only reason for living
but then you left
so why am i still living?
why am i not dead?

hey, Alex
remember me?
maybe you do
maybe you don't
i don't see you anymore
where did you go?
did you decide to go to college?
you graduated last year
i cheered for you at the ceremony
we didn't get to talk though
you used to work at walmart
maybe you still do
but i'm still in school
i remember waving to you every time i saw you
and you knew i liked you
you always smiled at me to make me blush
and it worked
i remember when we first met
in the back of a school van
on our way to some plastic company for a field trip
you were a senior
i was a freshman
the trip was for seniors only
but the teacher liked me
so he let me go
you knew my sister
and that's how we met
it's crazy how things happen
we would wave to each other every time we passed each other in the halls
and eventually, we had a handshake we would do
there were many times my ex was being an *******
and made me cry right in the middle of school
and you would always be there to comfort me
then my friend told you i liked you
and i was always a coward when it came to this stuff
but i walked up to you in the hallway
asked if you had a girlfriend
you said no
but that you weren't looking for a relationship
i was upset
but it was okay
i wonder where you are now
every time i saw you
my heart would race
i bet if i saw you now
it would do the same thing
i still remember your voice
i wish i could hear it again
i miss you

tell me all the things you adore about me

i remember talking to God about you
and asking Him why he was bringing you so close to me again
after you broke up with me months before
and i thought He had answered me
because He brought you back to me
but for only one week
we were together a total of 8 days
and then you left
He taught me how to let things go
i fought and fought and fought for you to be in my life
but we were never meant to be
i made everyone else hate me
just so you would love me
how stupid was i?
i gave all of myself to you
every **** part of me
just because you said you wanted to marry me
and i convinced myself you were the one
i never saw myself without you
but look at me now
look at me
i've moved on

you told me i meant a lot to you
that you cared about me
but then you threw me away like i was nothing
and it still hurts my heart

my eyes close with the idea that i could ever be loved

maybe the world was always meant to be broken