his strength is his virtue
he carries the world on his shoulders
still his eyes are filled with light
he is at ease
in control of his weighted life
he does not collapse
ever
he prospers

just let yourself go
fall right into freedom
do the things that make you feel
invincible
beautiful
unapologetically you

laying here alone
thoughts aren't of you
they aren't really of anything
minds a blur
i am content with focusing
on completely nothing

i don't know the person
that i once was
i don't know the person
that i want to be
i have no idea
who i am
but one day
i will know

kind of over it
feeling really gross
and like worthless
i am not good at anything
i am just really lonely
all the time
and yeah

no you don't get it
this is not me
someone has stolen
the person you see

you always believed in the thought of tomorrow
trusting the hope of somebody
who never cared
love became twisted and dark
a blur of thoughts with no resolution
after all this time you are still so afraid
of being without him