you're fat you're fat you're fat
get skinny get skinny get skinny
i hate myself
i hate not looking the way i want to
i hate looking into mirrors
i hate my reflection
i try to get thinner
nothing ever works
i give into emotion
ugh
what is wrong with me

okay okay okay
i am not who you wanted me to be
let's face it
i never will be
but i made a promise
to start being true to myself
and if you can't respect that
i don't need you around

you made my days brighter
like really
things were so much better
when i was yours

lay with me
under the stars
tonight
they shine ever so brightly
for you and i

somebody please
grasp my failing heart
make it beat again
in a way that goes on and on forever
make me believe
that this is not the end
give me love
enough love to keep me alive

sipping my coffee
listening to my favorite songs
wishing my afternoon away
drifting off to a place far from here
full of freedom and loving
i don't want to leave

i wish things were better
if only i could change it all