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L Jun 2015
I am prone to failure, a disappointment in the making
L Jun 2015
I hate my life
God, hold onto me
L Sep 2015
Can all my ****-ups be avenged?
L Sep 2015
Everything is quiet in the eye of the storm
L Sep 2015
"I fled before I was burned again."
something I said to someone once
For MF
L Sep 2015
Stop watching
Stop listening
I don't want you to see
L Aug 2015
Whatever the reason, you do it for me.
**
Leigh
L Nov 2015
Forget me
I couldn't hate you anymore than I already do
You ******* up that relationship
Don't **** over this one because you're stuck on impressions
L Nov 2015
I never thought I'd become the victim of a victim.
"Why would anyone repeat behavior that hurt him or her so profoundly?"
L Feb 2016
I'm tired of silently suffering and struggling
L Oct 2015
Was it nothing more than noise inside my head?
L Mar 2016
Tomorrow I tell the truth
Tomorrow I let you in
L Dec 2015
I don't know peace
There are too many things left unsaid
L Jan 2016
No parent should outlive their child
And I'm sorry I almost let you
L Jun 2015
Maybe I'll never sleep peacefully again... But did I ever sleep peacefully before?
L Dec 2015
I can't speak my own mind because everyone is too ******* worried that you'll slit your wrists
Tired of this
L May 2015
I'll spend the night ripping up bedsheets and punching holes in the walls -
maybe then the pain will subside
L May 2015
I will never be who you wanted me to be
L Sep 2015
I wonder - are you going to tell him or shall I?
L Dec 2014
You are everywhere
yet all at once,
gone in the mist.
Why do you hide?
The sun shines
it's brightest
in front if it's sister moon.
Let your light
seep through
the delicate cracks
in your skin.
Like stained glass,
rainbows transcend
and break barriers.
Your glory
makes itself known.
You show your heart
again and again.
I am blinded,
but do not
shield my eyes
for I would miss
your beauty.
Apparently, I wrote this in my journal on September 24... don't recall doing so? Doesn't make much sense.
For R, naturally.

**
Leigh
L Oct 2015
I wish I'd never met you
I wish I'd never heard your name
L Sep 2015
The heart knows what the mind does not
L May 2015
Maybe setting it aflame would help
Add incense for good measure and taste
L May 2015
Please don't leave me alone with my thoughts. Not now.
L Apr 2015
My feet are barely touching the ground -- euphoria or depression again?
A bit of both, I suppose...
It's coming back
help me
L Nov 2015
The pressure is gone -- thank god, you love me still.
L Oct 2015
With you, I am flourishing.
L Oct 2015
And I'll always think of you with the blue rose tattoo
L Sep 2015
You desecrated my safe place, ruined it with your selfishness
L Apr 2015
You took half of me and I of you
but we'll find each other again somehow
You finally liked something I posted and I can't tell you how happy that made me

**
Leigh
L May 2015
I worry about you constantly- but are you worth the time, the stress, the effort?
L May 2015
It hurts
L May 2015
You breathed air back into my lungs.
Did I ever thank you for it?
L May 2015
You promised me
L Jan 2016
I have the power to destroy a person's life.
What does that make me?
L Sep 2015
I'm already dead, no need for resuscitation.
L Feb 2016
You deserve nothing deemed "good"
L Sep 2015
"Familiarity breeds contempt."
something someone said to me once
L May 2015
I pity you.
L Oct 2015
You hear both sides of this twisted story... which do you believe is the truth?
L May 2015
I am waiting for the day that you realize that you're *obsessed
L Sep 2015
Make it more ******* obvious.
Consider yourself blocked.
L Nov 2015
You were a child
And I got tired of babysitting
L Oct 2015
I've forgotten how your lips felt against mine, how your arms wrapped around me in the night, how your heart sang for me -- does this mean I've finally moved on?
If so, thank GOD.
L Sep 2015
How do you commit suicide without hurting the ones around you?
L Sep 2015
I want out of this town and this parish and this state and hell, even this ******* country. Maybe then I'll be far enough from you
I hate you I do god I do
L Mar 2015
Don't you dare say I didn't try.
You have no idea how hard I tried.
I tried
I tried
I tried
L Jun 2015
You sound like rain in the summertime
L Oct 2015
I've stopped making excuses for your actions
I shouldn't have made any in the first place
"Why? Because she's a ******* idiot, that's why."
L Jan 2015
Just as I mistook
lust
for love,
you have mistaken being
alone
with loneliness.
**
Leigh
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