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243 · Nov 2015
11/30
L Nov 2015
Will I ever forget your handwriting, the words left on paper and on skin?
I identified your notes for a teacher today. My face turned red and I'm positive everyone noticed. I hate you.
243 · Apr 2015
10w
L Apr 2015
10w
We're flawed and miserable and sleepless,
but we are alive.
**
Leigh
243 · Dec 2015
16w
L Dec 2015
16w
This lipstick rested on yours before it graced my lips  
Now it stains someone else's hips
Whoops

**
Leigh
243 · May 2015
Miss You
L May 2015
Maybe the stars aligned
or maybe I just changed my mind
Alabama Shakes

**
Leigh
243 · Sep 2015
Abuse
L Sep 2015
"Don't ask yourself 'What if I'm wrong?'... Ask yourself 'What if I'm right?'."
243 · Sep 2015
Untitled
L Sep 2015
"When does it end?"
"Hmm?"
"The pain of memories. When does it end?"
*"...It doesn't. It grips onto your wrist and for some ******* reason, it doesn't let go."
243 · Nov 2014
10w
L Nov 2014
10w
Forgive me for questioning
your muddled definition of
*honesty.
Just a thought.

**
Leigh
243 · Feb 2016
20w
L Feb 2016
20w
I don't care about you
And I would tell you to your face
If I knew you could *take it
Leigh
242 · Feb 2016
Untitled
L Feb 2016
Trust me, I know what you can do.
242 · May 2015
Ramblings
L May 2015
Why do I have this unexplainable need to be around you at all times? It's like you've defied everything I thought I knew about love. You're the first thing I think of in the morning and the last thing I think of as my head lays upon a mascara stained pillow. How did you become such a vital part of my life so quickly? I told myself I was never going to call anyone else "my love", but here I am saying it. How did you do it, vanquish all of my demons? I thought this would make you flee, that would make you run. But you haven't budged. If anything, you've shifted closer. I could say that I've fallen for you, but I haven't. I started to fall, caught myself, leaned backwards, got pushed, and slipped into this love. Is that what this is? Love?
*Have I found love so soon after losing it?
**
Leigh
242 · Nov 2015
11/17
L Nov 2015
Will you be angry?
Will my intentions be justified?
Will you run?
Will you understand why I've been acting the way I have?
Will you scream?
Will I lose the love I've fought for?
Will you cry?
*Will you still be mine come morning?
I have to tell you
Promise you won't do anything rash

**
Leigh
242 · May 2015
Fair Warning
L May 2015
Tread lightly, for the ice will shatter with the tiniest of pressures
**
Leigh
241 · May 2015
10w
L May 2015
10w
I can taste death in the back of my throat
241 · Dec 2014
20w
L Dec 2014
20w
Go ahead and throw away
   love for lust,
but don't come crying to me
   when it turns into
      unbearable pain.
Do you EVER think with your heart?

**
Leigh
240 · Aug 2014
15w
L Aug 2014
15w
Just let me know when I can run again
so
I
don't
have
to
stop...
**
Leigh
240 · Feb 2016
Untitled (Revised notes)
L Feb 2016
You became the person you feared
Say hello to your step brother for me.
He's in the mirror.
240 · Oct 2015
First Day of My Life
L Oct 2015
"This is the first day of my life. I think I was blind before I met you. I went out in the rain and suddenly everything changed. I felt as if I just woke up."
Bright Eyes (not mine)

For B, who continues to change my heart.
**
Leigh
240 · Feb 2016
2/3
L Feb 2016
2/3
Sometimes I think about how close I came to never meeting you. So many things had to go a certain way to get us both to that chemistry class, to the chairs in which we sat. The thread binding us is so fragile that if I went back and changed one tiny thing, we wouldn’t be here, and I would never have known what I’d missed in you... But we can’t know what we’ve missed out on. We can only know what we have now.
For B
I love you more

Leigh
240 · Nov 2013
a constant question
L Nov 2013
who do you trust when you can't trust friends?
240 · Nov 2015
11/18
L Nov 2015
You told me that you loved me and I believed you then  
You told me he was nothing and I believed you then
You told me you had made friends and I believed you then
You told me he was "just being nice" and I believed you then
You told me I was more than enough and I believed you then
But you didn't
He never was
They weren't
He knew
I wasn't
I believed the words you said and my God, do I wish I hadn't
I still remember
Do you?

**
Leigh
240 · Oct 2015
Music
L Oct 2015
I felt a rush of tears
flooding my eyes  
and an unseen force
pushing gold through my veins.
It was then that I realized --
I will be in love with music
for the rest of my life.
**
Leigh
239 · Oct 2015
Oct 13, 2014 - 2:17 AM
L Oct 2015
You are stronger now than you ever were before.
Wrote this to myself last year to read on my birthday.
Little did I know how true it would be.

**
Leigh
239 · Feb 2015
Untitled
L Feb 2015
When are you going to
stop talking to others
and just talk to me directly?
**
Leigh
238 · Dec 2015
Untitled
L Dec 2015
Good God, I pity you.
What's it like to be so alone?
237 · Oct 2015
10/25
L Oct 2015
Never again will I allow someone like you to deceive me, to take advantage of the love I reluctantly give
I am my own

**
Leigh
237 · Jan 2016
1/26
L Jan 2016
Sweet addiction, baby
There's a rehab for every kind
Lay your head down, baby
Let me give you peace of mind
Leigh
237 · Jul 2015
Untitled
L Jul 2015
Make love, break love
Beginning, end
Alpha, omega
236 · Aug 2015
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
This love overwhelms me; I am afraid to fall again.
**
Leigh
236 · Feb 2016
:
L Feb 2016
:
You had to take my safe place,
the one place your hands hadn't touched
235 · Nov 2015
Untitled
L Nov 2015
If I were to break your nose and shatter the bone around your corrupted heart... Would I feel better then?
235 · Nov 2015
11/10
L Nov 2015
Can you hear the pounding of this midnight heart?
**
Leigh
235 · Apr 2015
16w
L Apr 2015
16w
Heat travels up my spine,
endangering what's left,
but you know how to quench the flames.
**
Leigh
234 · Aug 2015
Untitled
L Aug 2015
Maybe I'd be good enough six feet under
233 · May 2014
How To Break Your Own Heart
L May 2014
I've broken my heart so many times, I've stopped keeping track.
What's the point of counting such a high number?

I've gotten so good at it, haven't I?

Thought I'd tell you how to do it.

1. Reach inside your chest.
2. Pull apart your ribcage.
3. Breathe. (It doesn't really hurt.)
4. Take hold of your beating center.

Breaking it is the final part --
Probably the easiest of all.

5. Tighten your fist.

Then watch the blood pour out...
Along with the love you've yet to give.
Along with the pain you've held onto.
Along with the hope you've forgotten.

Now put it back in.
Yes, really.
Make sure every valve is secure.
Look, I told you how.
Now I'm trying to tell you not to.

You're too young to die of heartbreak.

And love is an amazing thing that you do not
want to miss out on.
I can't write lately.
Forgive me for being distracted by life.

**
Leigh
233 · Jun 2015
Untitled
L Jun 2015
You make me feel beautiful in anything -- a tshirt and Nikes, a red dress, nothing at all.
233 · Sep 2015
Cold Companion
L Sep 2015
You were a cold companion, with eyes of sleet and a heart of ice.
Woman, are you warm now?
**
Leigh
233 · Jun 2015
Teenage Talk
L Jun 2015
You know I never loved you more
Than when we were running from those sirens
St. Vincent

**
Leigh
233 · Apr 2015
Untitled
L Apr 2015
I thought that returning to its place of origin would help, but instead I sit and whisper to myself, willing the memories to disappear
232 · Aug 2015
10w
L Aug 2015
10w
Here, we build walls.
There, we can tear them down.
Dreaming of you and Ruston

**
Leigh
232 · Mar 2015
Untitled
L Mar 2015
You keep saying that you want me to be happy,
but I don't think you do.
Not at all.
So understand this --
I don't care if you don't want me to be happy,
because, ******, I'll do it anyway.
I will smile at "our" friends
and laugh at the ridiculous things they say.
I will find happiness in myself.
**
Leigh
232 · Apr 2015
Watch
L Apr 2015
Two steps forward, two steps back
We watch each other fall
Me, into waiting arms
You, into the Black Dog
Which will make it out alive?
**
Leigh
232 · Apr 2014
1w
L Apr 2014
1w
Breathe.
may be taking a break from HP
**
Leigh
232 · Dec 2015
10w
L Dec 2015
10w
What life is lost
without countless others
going with it?
For Oscar Juliuss Grant III
Wherever you are now

**
Leigh
232 · Feb 2016
Memory
L Feb 2016
Your memory is a monster; you forget—it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you—and summons them to your recall with will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
John Irving

Leigh
232 · Feb 2014
Love(?)
L Feb 2014
Your smile is contagious and I can't help but return it.
Your laugh is infectious and I can't help but to join in.
Your happiness is radiant and I can't help but to bask in the light.
Your life is precious and I can't help but to preserve it.
*Why do you make me feel so alive?
231 · Sep 2015
Untitled
L Sep 2015
For once, be your own crutch.
231 · Oct 2014
10w
L Oct 2014
10w
Don't you see
the name
tattooed
over this
healing heart?
Just a thought...

**
Leigh
230 · Mar 2015
The End
L Mar 2015
Slowly but surely, we will heal.
We'll mourn for the piece of ourselves that we lost and swear we'll never love so much again...
but surely, we will heal.
**
Leigh
230 · Apr 2015
Untitled
L Apr 2015
I'm going to miss you
and that lipstick stain tattoo
229 · Jan 2016
6w
L Jan 2016
6w
False apologies fall on deaf ears
Leigh
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