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 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Pain IV
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
You don’t get a say in whether you’ll be hurt in love,
But you do have a say in who will hurt you.
So, darling, hurt me.
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Pain V
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
You see that’s the thing about pain,
It forces you to feel it.
When you embrace pain,
Then you can move forward from it
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Nice Try
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
You take away the one thing that makes me happy,
That’s why I’m bitter towards you.
All my hatred and anger goes to you,
Because you tell me “We want what’s best for you. How can we make you happy?”
And when I tell you suddenly it’s my fault that everything is ****.
Then you say “Well we know what’s best for you. We understand what you are going through. We know what you feel.”
Well you ******* don’t.
You aren’t me and I sure as hell don’t tell you jack ****.
So, how do you expect me to be happy,
When all I am to you is a kid who can be ordered around?
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
I love you
So let me
Disappoint you

Because if
You love someone
Than you are
Opening yourself up
To them
And that means
Disappointing them
In one way
Or another

So please
Disappoint
Me
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Feelings know
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
I know what you feel,
When you don’t feel anything
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Waves
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
I want someone who’s hugs bring me back home
And the feeling of being overcome by happy memories fills my mind
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Why.
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
Why do I always hate myself more after someone compliments me
Or says something nice to me?
It’s like my mind just shuts off and goes into reverse.
And ****
Why can’t i just be happy?

It’s because I believe that I don’t deserve anything but pain and suffering.
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
You can’t be falling
I got you
(C)ibarker
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
History
 Jul 2018 kyss
Barker
My history could use a change in scenery.
The ones I care about, they always leave.
The girl before you might have gotten rid of the best of me.

I push away the people that I love and care about
Because I’ve already scarred people with my past,
And now they are trapped in the darkness because of me
(C)ibarker
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