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243 · Dec 2022
A Donde Va
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2022
Where does laughter go
when the smiles are gone

Where does music go
when stripped of its song

Where does credence go
when truth suicides

Where do voices go
—when breath is denied

(Dreamsleep: December, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
Dancing to the music
  inside a mountain garage
   —Laura became my partner

Lost within her melody
  found within her words
   —never to be alone again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2014)
242 · May 2017
Love To Recompose
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
If you cut it up in pieces,
  will you miss the whole unseen

Its DNA in tatters,
and soul now left the scene

In your search for understanding
do your eyes burn hot and fry

From visions tightly woven,
—whose knots you must untie

When your world is brought to rubble,
  with its remnants cast about

Will you try to re-inflate balloons,
  whose air has long blown out

But tomorrow there’s a sunrise,
  and the next day after that

With not one question you need ask,
  to bring the daylight back

And once you learn this secret,
  now at rest upon your nose

Your mind will free with spirit joined,
—their love to recompose

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
241 · Nov 2022
Liars Configure
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2022
Seventy years…
and what have you learned
Don’t give me facts…
what have you learned
Keep your opinions…
what have you learned
Look into my eyes
—what have you learned

(Dreamsleep: November, 2022)
241 · Mar 2017
Oracle
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
Myth unlocks the question,
—magic then affirms

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
241 · Nov 2016
Less Risk
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
The deeper the pond,
  the clearer the water

The older the wine,
  the richer the flavor

The longer the gaze,
  the sharper the picture

The fewer the words,
—less risk of conjecture

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2016)
241 · Mar 2019
The Swinging Door
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
Cowardice and bravery
Not either-or
But different levels of

Valor and shame
A swinging door
Whose facings change when swung

A foil to confound
The Poets dream
With glory and disdain

Bravery and cowardice
Not zero-sum
  —but often look the same

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
240 · Sep 2018
First Breath
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2018
Jumping in
  I shut both eyes
  my heart lay open wide

A first hello
  my last goodbye
  to logic ill applied

Choosing an entry
  frees all to move
  the first breath to a song

Getting out
  my mind rejects…
  forever pushing on

The ending shatters
  once breaking through
  as time cuts loose its grasp

That first step forward
  past my fear
   —a die forever cast

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2018)
240 · Mar 2024
New Beginning
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2024
Dying
the most private thing
anyone can do
Goodbye
said a final time
exit sign in view
Living
so attached to death
symbiotic twins
Leaving
with your soul alive
— blessed to rebegin

(Dreamleep: March, 2024)
240 · Sep 2023
Rebirth
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2023
Continue to do
only positive things
Humanity’s outcome
your choices will bring
The darker the cloud
that brings on the rain
The fairer the meadow
—for Spring to reclaim

(Dreamsleep: September, 2023)
240 · Oct 2018
One More Message
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2018
In a virtual reality
  I found my father online

Though he died before the internet
  a man of his time

So how is this possible
  that an email appears?

From a website immortal
  in cyberspace near

I knew it was him
  with each line that I read

I knew it was him
  from what he left unsaid

In trying to print
  my screen crashed in error

“No document found,
   the message interred”

Was I just imagining
  or losing my mind?

His words never clearer
  for me to then find

I’ve thought of him often
  as I’ve struggled and fought

And carried inside me
  those lessons he taught

With every search engine
  I’ve looked and I’ve prayed

For just one more message
  —to rebalance my days

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2018)
239 · Aug 2019
Something For Gregg
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2019
I was somewhere deep in Kansas,
on a Triumph 69’

When your song came on the jukebox,
and hit me from behind

I was headed for a bad place,
and cared for nothing much

When I heard the song ‘Melissa,’
my heart and soul were struck

Entranced, your lyrics captured me,
  like nothing had before

When you sang about ‘The Gypsy,’
I headed for the door

But something made me turn around,
and grab another dime

Ten more times in that diner’s booth,
still lost within your rhyme

Now back inside the bus station,
and sleeping on the bench

I scratch your words into the wood,
last dollar gone and spent

My bike outside against the wall,
the kickstand now long gone

And out of gas, my hopes have dashed,
that unrelenting song

Waking up at ten unsettled,
across the street I pushed

The sign said Triumph-BSA,
the owner Mister Cush

He asked, “What’s with your motor,”
I said “nothing—out of gas,

“But worse I’m out of money,
can I sell the bike for cash

“Would you please just buy my Triumph,
I know it’s old and worn

“It got me here through seven states,
runs great both cold and warm”

“I’ll pay three hundred on the spot,
on that can we agree?”

We walked back up inside his shop,
three bills he handed me

I thought about a bus ride home,
my thumb looked more in line

Facing East on old route #50,
my heart in deep decline

The first big rig that came along,
was bound for York Pa.

The driver said “If you like dogs,
I’ll take you on your way”

In York I caught a fast ride out,
two ‘dodgers’ going North

And got back home with hat in hand,
your song to guide me forth

Two years then passed, I met my wife,
four more and our first child

And we named her ‘Sweet Melissa,’
her dad back from the wilds

Now forty years have come and gone,
my beard and hair both gray

I owe you Gregg, and always will,
your song, her name—that day

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)

For Gregg Allman
I Sent This To Gregg In March 2016, It's on His Website.
We Spent Two Days Together In Richmond Va. In A
Blizzard In 1982.
239 · Oct 2017
Now Open The Door
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2017
The light in the window,
  the candle down the hall

The torch in the jungle,
  all beacons that call

The voice in the distance,
  the one just next door

The whisper screams loudest
  when heard from afar

The light that once beckoned,
  the one that still shines

The rays once connected,
  new vision sublime

To see it and hear it,
  to know it once more

The key’s in the lock
—now open the door

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2017)
239 · Nov 2024
North Of Boston
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2024
Today
I decided
not to rhyme

The words
in volleys
poorly formed

Predicates
outcast
covers smashed

Their accents
bouncing
meanings lost

Today
I decided
not to rhyme

Appeasing
some
beyond the fence

Connections
broken
  phrases served

Playing tennis
without
— a net

(The New Room: November, 2024)
238 · Jan 2022
A Quiet American
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2022
Hear…
before speaking the words
unwritten

Speak…
after writing the words
unheard

(Hotel Majestic Saigon, Vietnam: January, 2014)
238 · Jan 2017
Power Infects
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
Crossing all borders,
  the fever befalls

Power infectious,
—its cure now recalled

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2016)
238 · May 2024
Awaiting
Kurt Philip Behm May 2024
Looking under
the streetlamp
vision departs

While all that we’re
missing
hides in the dark

The familiar
accepted
our nature’s are such

That what’s in
our comfort zone
pleases us much

Distracting
from vistas
that broaden our view

Unknown
and still waiting
— to birth us anew

(Dreamsleep: May, 2024)
238 · Jul 2017
Waiting For Dawn
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
In a region divided
  on a hill far away

A last echo subsided
  quiet ruling the fray

The soldiers asleep
  fate waiting for dawn

New blood to be spilled
  ever right—ever wrong

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2017)
237 · Feb 2017
Dreaming Of Elko
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
Wishes for horses,
  beggars to ride

Hope cinches tightly,
—dreams that won’t die

(Cowboy Poetry Festival-Elko Nevada: 1992)
237 · Mar 2019
Destiny Wed
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2019
In the Song Of The Muses,
  the Prince heard his Queen

Now locked in a convent,
  her beauty unseen

The tower lay distant,
  its ramparts on guard

Just one point of entry
  a hero’s reward

The mist in the valley
  its prison to free

Through clouds in the distance
  her pleadings, her screams
  
Two miles before him
   all love waits abed  

The future unfolding
  —his destiny wed

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
237 · Feb 2017
Whose River Both Endows
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
Prose on one side, verse the other,
—distance in between

The bridge has burnt, the Muse now two,
  each seeing only green

The breaths that flow are then contained,
  no synergy allowed

The chasm deep between their words,
—whose river both endows

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)
237 · May 2019
Ablution
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Your love to bathe
  in words rephrased

With hearts not young
  —or old

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2019)
237 · Jan 2019
Embracing Your Fear
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
I’ve always been good at making an entrance,
   never choosing to stay

I’ve always been good at passing through,
  most often forgetting the day

I bypassed adulthood, becoming a child,
  as your legions mocked and jeered

And answered those voices calling out of the wild
   —embracing everything you fear

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
236 · Aug 2018
Dystephany
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
The creative process
  in a repressed spirit…

Its pressure a magnet
  —attracting the light

(Villanova Pennsylvania: Watching the 3-Hour Eagles Documentary: June, 2016)
236 · Feb 2021
Lunar Savior
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2021
Out and back,
its motion imprisons
out and back,
on an endless sea

The ocean pulling
both hard and wide
the tides recalling
—till setting you free

(The New Room: February, 2021)
236 · Aug 2018
The Moment Split
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2018
Saying no to the Muse
  all sleep deprived

The darkness magic
  —her words decry

Saying no to the Muse
  time splits in half

Before in tatters
  —after the fact

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
235 · Nov 2016
Sentence Long
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
When words **** the feeling,
  any pregnancy is wrong

Delivery most premature,
  verdict quick—sentence long

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
235 · Jul 2019
Dancing In The Meadows
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2019
Forests of green
  call beyond the darkness

Where rivers flow
and verdant colors rhyme

Our hopes and wishes
dancing in the meadows

Calling us to a new
—and better time

(Kanab Utah: July, 2019)
235 · Mar 2022
Moon Shot
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2022
Transcending the light of reason,
can words do more than wait

(Dreamsleep: March, 2022)
235 · Dec 2021
Muted & Alone
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
In the poverty of sound
hides a final goodbye
Mortgaging the silence
with debt to decry

A tenancy of sorrow
with melody banned
An orchestra homeless
—foreclosure at hand

(Dreamsleep: December, 2021)
235 · Apr 2017
I Remember
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
I remember art deco things,
  I remember peaches and wine

I remember sirens in the night,
  I remember waving goodbye

I remember the boardwalk on a cloudy day,
  I remember an elephant in pink

I remember the fire engine returning,
  I remember my father—I think

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
     ‘Memories of the Korean War’
235 · Aug 2016
To Bind Us Evermore
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2016
A Rhyme to end
Each chosen line
Conjoined to those
Before

Each couplet
Like a stair step
Each stanza
Something more

The sound that’s made
Betrothes at once
All foreign and
Obscure

The glue within
Our spoken word
To bind us
Evermore

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2016)
235 · Sep 2019
Monument Row
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
The traveler journeys
His ship has gone far
The doldrums eclipsed
With the light of new stars
The lands seem foreign
The people are strange
But always they smile
And call you by name
You run, and you run, and you run
From it all
Charts lost in the maelstrom
Just the albatross’ call
Until delicious intention
Returns from respite
And phrases the unmentioned
Where maybe you might
All praise to the ointment
Its healing refrain
Right, left-side disjointment
To blow out the brain
The covers pull back
Each bone is stripped bare
The tiller is slack
And there’s no one to care
So you take to the helm
Hands firmly in place
And you care not a whit
If it’s all empty space
As a cardinal is perched
On the yardarm so high
A land bird at sea
Making all truth a lie
And you wonder then maybe
Have you wandered too far
As the cup pours the gravy
From a long empty jar
The wind yet to move
The day is late June
What’s whole has been halved
With the sun almost noon
The rigging is silent
The mast frozen tall
The wind has died down
With no new ports of call
A feeling still burns
In the fire within
To find that one thing
That unfound, to us sings
The ocean is flat
The sea is dead calm
Seasons repeat
Memories unresolved
The night sky is clearest
The darkest the days
Whose winds have escaped
Adrift to now play
But then just a wisp
Of a breeze on your cheek
Portends of a magic
And a future you seek
It strengthens and gushes
Throughout all the night
As the red sky last evening
Had hinted it might
As the headsails go up
The big linen comes down
And you climb up the mast
To nest in its crown
The creak of the lapstrake
Splashes over the bow
The futures in sight
Incarnate, right now
Looking down on a lifetime
A rare moment of joy
The smell of the brine
Covers anything coy
As an Island approaches
From the mist up ahead
And the stillness reproaches
Then retreats to its bed
The wonder returns
Speculation begins
Of the magic you’ll find
In a newness again
At the top of its mountain
Strange trees then appear
In a shape that you’re certain
Neither familiar nor clear
The closer you get
The more they seem to move
As their shapes become giant
And your hopes then behoove
Your ship anchors at rest
With the dinghy on shore
To see them more clearly
Each face to implore
Like monolith Gods
On top of the hill
Reigning down on those entering
With a welcoming shrill
But where are the people
The Island is bare
Just giant stone carvings
That linger and stare
And as you approach them
The ground starts to shake
From deep in your heart
A primordial ache
The mountain then trembles
All paths become closed
With the rain now a warning
Any trespasser knows
As you run to the dinghy
Its oars are found gone
And your ship is now missing
In its place just a song
Which sings to you words
Ones you already know…
“A price not paid dearly
Is only for show”
You turn back to the mountain
And in an explosion of light
You’re lifted up to the heavens
Spun around in a fright
You’re shot then straight downward
Toward the mountain below
And with force you are planted
Along monument row
And now that you’ve joined them
All questions abide
The distance and separation
In heaven collide
“Can I leave, am I destined
to be left here entombed?”
And in language you recognize
Providence swoons
From a choir immortal
Voices start to be heard
Your welcome now total
As your drown in their words
“You can leave if you want to
The choice is all yours
But this mountain goes with you
As all places detour
You’ve reached the first milestone
You’ve passed the first test
Old dye in the ointment
—now clear and at rest”

(Chesapeake Bay: June, 2017)
234 · Jan 2017
Free Unbaptized Words
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
The contract unsigned,
pen firmly in hand

The bliss not for barter,
its insight freestands

Fame and notoriety,
may go where they please

To my grave and beyond,
the verse teaches and frees

No pity I ask for,
understanding I shun

My fortune unspoiled,
wolf’s mountain to run

Till one day uncovered,
hidden deep on the shelf

A message uncensored,
as I wrote for myself

And that voice I was gifted,
and the music I heard

In themselves live forever,
—free unbaptized words

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
234 · Jan 2019
Don't Bother
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
With subconscious desire
  my blood pressure on fire

And the needle ready to break
  through the glass

I try to calm down
  as the muse rises and shouts…

  “Don’t
     —even bother to ask”

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)
234 · Sep 2018
A Vow To Myself
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2018
I asked for your blessing…
  instead you explained

What I should be thinking
  to lessen your pain

You told me if only
  I’d say it this way

My words could have meaning
  and influence—sway

But power and fortune
  are not what I sought

If influence only
  gets brokered and bought

So the blessing passed over
  your lecture now done

A last vow to myself
  —from you I must run

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
234 · Feb 2022
Common Threads
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2022
Collective self-consciousness,
the well where I draw
old voices and struggles
lie deep in its craw
What’s shared but unstated,
reflexively pawned
to borrow ungiven
the right to what’s wrong
Collective self-consciousness,
polarity’s friend
unspoken meridian
between fact and pretend
To wait in the memory
of what’s yet to come
released by the moment
—humanity won

(The New Room: February, 2022)
234 · Feb 2024
"I Should've Been A Cowboy"
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2024
Toby was special
beyond any words
His love monumental
for country and Lord

He fought to the end
accepting his fate
A legacy giant
— our hearts to embrace

(Tony Keith’s Death: February 5, 2024)
234 · Apr 2019
Logic A Mess
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Why start at the beginning
  and not at the end

Why is reality nothing
  more than pretend

Why are most facts
  at best a mere guess

Your order disordered
  —logic a mess

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
234 · Jul 2024
A Diamond Mined
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2024
Reducing a book
down to one chapter

Reducing that chapter
to a paragraph honed

Reducing that paragraph
to one lasting sentence

Reducing that sentence
to a word
— truth atoned

(Dreamsleep: July, 2024)
234 · Jun 2018
As Aquinas Asked
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2018
Without there being a God,
  we could never question his existence

Through the shadows of the interrogatory
  divinity shines

Do apes question, do birds question,
  do flowers question—Aquinas asked

Only through the act of self-reflection
   —is the Creator truly known

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2018)
234 · Apr 2017
Death Calls
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
The gallows were offered,
  the guillotine chosen

The execution a matter
  of choice

The sinner repentant,
  the evil now lessened

Death calls,
— in a welcoming voice

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
234 · Mar 2023
Yesterday's Song
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2023
Losing connections one by one …
my mind has drifted back  
This moment caught within a cloud  
the past sharp as a tack

I reminisce in present tense
new frames of reference gone
With that most recent going dim
but still—I hear that song  

(Bryn Mawr Hospital: March, 2023)
234 · Mar 2017
The Prose Waits
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
If you finally struck gold
And were digging out the mine
Would you leave it for a month
And come back to what you’d find

That’s the way I feel each day
Being blessed to write this verse
The prose insanely waiting,
—for my voice to then reverse

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
233 · Apr 2017
Whisper & Scream
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Not ‘Classic’
Or ‘Beat’
But those naked
Words
That come to
Me in my
Dreams  

Each color
Rejected
The Rainbow
Preferred
Refusing to
Choose
Between

In the well dug
Deepest
And well dug
Straight
Hides a
Tempest
Once unforeseen

That blows
Through this
Moment
Destroying
All time…
Words that whisper
Words that scream

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
233 · Sep 2019
Time Is Near
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
The leaves are falling,
birds in song

Memory lingers,
tomorrow gone

A promise spoken,
solemn vow

The present honored,
faith avowed

Years enlighten,
age sets in

Youth remembered,
deep within

Gates now beckon,
pearl’s endear

Hearts unburdened
—time is near

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
233 · Jul 2017
Bounty Of Hell
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
Banks,
Financial assassins
Firing bullets
Of insolvency
At targets
Without cover
****** with foreclosure
Killing with repossession
Preying and hunting
All trophies out of season
Poaching their eternity
From the bounty of hell

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2013)
233 · May 2017
Profaned
Kurt Philip Behm May 2017
I love you—I hate you,
  now one and the same

Betrothed to a heartache,
  all feeling profaned

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
233 · Mar 2018
Straddling The Flame
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2018
Over the fire
  and across the coals

We made it to safety
  our innocence tolled

The memory enough
   to scare and profane

What fate never mentioned
   —as we straddled the flame

    (Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015
Listening To Clapton’s ‘Sunshine Of Your Love’
233 · Aug 2023
Waiting For An Answer
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2023
Sleep, sleep,
tiny footsteps of death
walking through my dreams
hiding from the light

Calling out my name,
waiting for an answer
guardian of the exit
—to **** or delight

(The New Room: August, 2023)
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