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232 · Sep 2016
A Joy / A Curse
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2016
Loving one woman…
  a joy unto heaven

Loving two women…
  a curse upon the soul

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
232 · Dec 2018
His Bounteous Light
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
My pact with God transcends your fear
  and all professed religion

The faith I have, the joy I feel
  not subject to your laws

My relationship is one on one
  whose heart is freely given

To live inside his bounteous light
  —resplendent and in awe

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2018)
      From ‘The Book Of Prayers’
232 · Oct 2016
All Kindled Lies Afire
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2016
Is the artist in me a liar,
  or the one who walks outside

Are my words and deeds in conflict,
  which to breathe and which to hide

Would King Solomon have an answer,
  to this split I often feel

Would salvation hold my name in check,
  as today my soul to deal

Do excuses like good intentions,
  pave the way, perdition shown

Do the reasons then abandon,
  idle hope when left alone

Can the spirit claim what time has lost,
  in it’s quest to stay inspired

Can the truth once lit inside my heart,
—set all kindled lies afire

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
232 · Mar 2017
Triage Verdad
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
Writing…
  the only suture

When the truth
  starts to bleed

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
232 · Nov 2016
Salvations Regret
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
Forgetting to remember,
  remembering to forget

Old choices escape us,
  new decisions unmet

Forgetting to remember,
  remembering to forget

The path to the altar,
  salvations regret

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2016)
232 · Jul 2018
On Wings From Before
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2018
Say it...
  without overstating it

Mean it...
  while feeling it more

Live it...
  as a mantra then gifted

Transcend it...
  on wings from before

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2016)
232 · Mar 2017
Fresh Promise
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
Blue skies glisten,
the morning sun kisses

The Robin, announcing   
  the day

The sweetness of spring,
  to all lovers it brings

Renewed wishes,
—the fresh promise of May

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
232 · Nov 2016
Flashpoint
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
Thoughts ignite,
  and words burn

As everything considered,
—turns to ash

(Villanova Pennsylvania: August, 2016)
232 · Dec 2021
The Fleeting Motherlode
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2021
High minded but low brow,
and living the contradiction
of a greater truth
I’m caught between transcendence
and pontification
my pockets ladened
with a traitor’s silver
—in search of gold

(Dreamsleep: December, 2021)
231 · Apr 2019
Verum Tamen—Verum Est
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
The Self, Free Will, and Love…
  today’s three illusions of life

Without just one our lives negate,
  a charlatan’s delight

For the Self to Love most Freely,
  this Holy Trinity must preside

What Plato ordained and Kant reframed
  —modern thought tries most to hide

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
231 · Jun 2019
The Liars Fjord
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2019
A warrior can be an artist,
but can an artist go to war

Can the craftsman ever breathe the fire,
that tempered the blade he forged

The warrior-poet not the poet-warrior,
the difference in the score

All fury do his words inspire
—to bridge the liars fjord

(Villanova Pennsylvania: December, 2016)
231 · Jul 2017
Vivere Amplius
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2017
If you’re trapped in silence,
  and the words won’t come
   —go live some more

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2014)
231 · Feb 2019
That Voice Inside
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2019
I once tried crossing over
  a bridge that silence built

And for mile after mile
  the quiet maimed and killed

My speech was dumb and dormant
  as I bided all my time

In hope of passing through the cracks
   the exit doors unrhymed

My life dead on arrival
  till a voice inside decreed

To build a frame beneath that bridge
   —and set my meaning free

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2019)
231 · Mar 2017
Winter Comes Early
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
Winter comes early,
Its heavy coat
Sealing in the cold
The sky
More visible
Its view not the same
The blue faded gray
With distance in charge
And the wind…
The wind never stops
The wind
Never whispers
Like in summer
Sneaking up from behind
Touching your neck
Reclaiming your soul
The winter wind
Pushes and shoves
With its fury
Knowing its time
Is not limitless
Seeming not to care
Winter comes early
When thoughts cannot let go
And holds on tightly
Until the past says
Goodbye
Forcing you…
Into the gray dawn
And the grayer noon
And the earlier
And earlier
Night
Sacrificing your
Reluctance
For a chance
To be free
For that one
Opening
To see
What’s never been there
You close your eyes
And step
Into the frigid wind
Arms extended skyward
Holding nothing back
Staring into
The face of death
Asking for life
Looking beyond
An eternity of doubt
To that place you now
Return
That place you now
Remember
Where winter comes early…
—once again

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
231 · Sep 2019
Epiphanous Light
Kurt Philip Behm Sep 2019
Poetry travels
where Prose cannot go

To sleep with the stars,
by heaven aglow

Each new verse a planet,
orbiting round

An Epiphanous light
—burning profound

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
231 · Apr 2022
As Night The Day
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2022
To be a true champion
—conquer yourself

(Dreamsleep: April, 2022)
230 · Aug 2016
The Music Stops
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2016
The jaws sing
As the drip, drip, drip,
Of the petroleum chorus
Dances across
The inverted aluminum
And the hissing starts
And the hissing stays
Its smell a warning
A final omen
Like the last rose
Of summer
Or the fragrance she wore
For that final goodbye
The teeth tear inward
Like the regret for today
And the regret for yesterday
And the lament for tomorrow
Its promise broken
And your khakis red
And baptized
A stigmata
To self infliction
As the music plays constant
And the rushing you feel
An emptying of sorrow
Onto the crushed ceiling
Of a dream in reverse
Of all life in reverse
Until two arms grab you
And you fall from the sky
And you fall from the sky
Waiting
For the ground
To coronate the outcome
And for one more answer
To a ‘why’ unquestioned
And to love you one more time
But the lights are now dim
And the voices muffled
As an ***** can be heard
And store bought flowers smelled
And an old woman cries…
As a young woman cries…
And a stranger pronounces
What you feared the most
They didn’t know you
And couldn’t know you
The exit sign flashing
But there is no door
“There is no door”
—and then the music stops

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
230 · Nov 2016
Tasunka-Witko
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2016
(From 'Searching For Crazy Horse' Published in 2011)

Crazy Horse's final words to me as our search ended....


“My son, you can search,
  but without your vision it’s hopeless

Its message I saw before you
  so very long ago

You have now searched the heights
  and the depths of its border

Finally living inside it,
  separate no longer from yourself

You were called by the wind
  to climb and go higher

Your soul casting no shadow,
  nothing blocked from your sight

That which keeps you from seeing
  is no longer inside you

What stays with you now lives
  beyond a thousand goodbyes

Your name has been added,
  and your place is now vacant

The pipe sits ready in council
  for when your time will come

With one foot in this land,
  you step beyond with the other

And in my Father’s lodge, all speak
your new name
          .... ‘Wana Hin Gle’
                      (He Who Happens Now)

This name that I give you  
  will protect and sustain you

Guarding you, and you alone,
  from the lack of yourself

Others may hate,
  and may even hunt you

Killing only what they fear,
  while making you strong

Rest easy, my son, for you’ve
  seen them in passing

Their blind spot in eternity
  not worthy of your eye

You no longer need my Spirit
  or my words to console you

The substance of your vision
  is now released and set free”
230 · Jan 2017
The Present
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
The day you realize it’s a gift,
—is the present you will never give back

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2016)
230 · Feb 2021
The Ugliest Stepsister
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2021
Truth minus freedom
—equals Academia

(Dreamsleep: February, 2021)
230 · Jan 2024
It's Best ...
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2024
Sometimes
it’s a very good idea
to cry

Sometimes
hello the opening act
of goodbye

Sometimes
what you think about
is not what you know

Sometimes
the reason to come
the best reason to go

Sometimes
when cresting the hill
the view doesn’t change

Sometimes
when cresting the hill
your destiny claimed

Sometimes
when music enthralls
the poetry flows

Sometimes
when music enthralls
there’s nothing to sow

Sometimes
a wish in the wind
beats two in the well

Sometimes
the harder we pray
the closer to hell

Sometimes
just what you ask for
is just what you’ll get

Sometimes
when hope has been lost
— it’s best to forget

(Dreamsleep: January, 2024)
230 · May 2019
The Vilest Of Lies
Kurt Philip Behm May 2019
Political correctness…
  the new ***** word

Meaning perverted,
  excuses now heard

It masks and it covers,
  what it most tries to hide

As it preys and then smothers
  —with the vilest of lies

(Villanova Pennsylvania: September, 2016)
229 · Dec 2018
Maria
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2018
Our years are fated…
Maria’s allotment was short
But no less special
Each moment becoming pregnant
With what time would not allow
Each new hour
The measuring stick
 Of what would never occur

In a bed and a room
Where only wishes and dreams
Last
To never grow into memories
Fate would not permit
Her life to become less precious
As the deceptive future
  —steals tomorrow from today

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)
Kurt Philip Behm May 2024
Chapter 13: An Uncertain Trail  
Cutty was once again headed down a trail with an uncertain end.  He didn’t feel good about the riders ahead or what their true intentions were.  Jimmy had said: “They are probably cowboys from the Bar Circle T Ranch,” but he had only been guessing.

He charged up the rapidly darkening trail…  

The only thing he was sure of was that he was forever duty-bound to a code that had taken him captive so very long ago.  It never mattered the circumstance or the odds of success.  When her voice called—and his honor was once again at risk—everything else became subservient to his sense of duty.

It had first called his name in Central Park over twenty years ago.  He had been hunting pirates behind a pond, on the east side of the park, when the message was first handed down.  It was delivered in the scream of a young girl coming out of a small cave on the far side of the pond.

As the bats flew out of the cave, all of the other boys ran.  Cutty never wavered, as he covered his head and charged.  Inside, was a defenseless seven-year-old girl who had wandered away from her nanny.  Cutty covered her with his jacket and led her back outside. As the other boy’s heckled and jeered, he never stopped or even looked their way.  That young girl’s name was Miss Shepperd, but Cutty had heard the nanny call her Destiny—Destiny Shepperd.

Cutty was now riding his five-year-old horse at a full gallop and the white sweat from the horse’s withers had covered his trousers.  His knowledge of tracking was enough to tell him that the shoe prints were becoming more pronounced the further west he rode.  He was gaining on them.

Five miles later, there was less distance between the front and rear hoof prints of the riders ahead.  They had slowed down.  They were now either cantering or walking their horses. Cutty decided to get off and walk his horse until he was sure.  He knew his horse could use the rest, and he needed the quiet to be able to hear what might be up ahead.  

He walked for twenty minutes, as the tracks in front of him became fresher and fresher.  There was no doubt in his mind that the riders ahead of him were walking their horses too.  

It was now late into the evening, and he thought he heard voices coming out of the trees ahead.  As he edged closer, he could smell wood smoke and hear the sounds of a fire.  Cutty knew the other mounts would smell his horse in the night air before he got much closer.  He decided to tie his horse to a tree thirty feet off the trail.  He had learned from the Gurkhas in Nepal how to move soundlessly through the brush.  He held his sword close against his body, as he advanced through the dark.

The trail started to enter a deep ravine.  At the bottom, he could see five horses all tied together.  Fifty yards past the horses was a raging fire.  These men were not worried about being seen.  Cutty listened for voices as he moved past the horses.  The sounds that he heard in the night air were emboldened with inebriation.

These Men Were All Drinking

“Good,” Cutty said to himself.  “A drunken adversary is only half the threat that he is when sober.  This adjusts the odds a little more in my favor.”  Still, Cutty wasn’t going to take anything for granted.  Five drunken cowboys, if that’s what they were, could still be a lot for him to handle.

He checked the cylinder of his Colt .45 to make sure it was fully loaded.  He didn’t want to repeat the mistake he had made when rescuing Adrian on that hill in Portugal.  After chasing the Basque Assassin, Bakar, through the hills above Lisbon, he had forgotten to reload after shooting at him and several of his men.

He was sorry now that he hadn’t asked Jimmy for his Colt, Model M1902.  It would have given him eight rounds in case the six in his Colt .45 were not enough.  The Colonel had always told him that, … “In direct confrontations, there is very little chance to reload.  Most fights are over by then.”

The M1902 was a semi-automatic pistol developed by John Browning for Colt in 1902.   It was an improvement on an earlier design.  The military version had a square and lengthened grip frame allowing it to carry an additional round in the magazine.  It fired eight rounds of .38 ACP from its six-inch barrel.

With his Colt .45’s capacity of only six rounds, Cutty would have to be deadly accurate with each shot.

DEADLY ACCURATE IS WHAT HE HAD BEEN BEFORE!
  
As he came out of the woods and passed by the horses, he tried to move quietly so as not to startle them and give himself away.  
The lead stallion whinnied as Cutty brushed by him in the dark.  The noise was loud enough to arouse two of the men and they came to investigate.  Cutty moved further off into the shadows until the men were satisfied that the horse had only been reacting to a small animal in the brush.  The two wobbly figures mumbled to each other as they walked back to the fire…

“We’ll teach that filthy redskin a lesson about wandering this far off of the reservation,” the bigger of the two said.  “His body will only strengthen our story about the missing cattle.  When we get done with this running iron he’ll wish we had killed him when we killed his horse.”

All five men were now seated again around the fire and passing two bottles of whisky back and forth.  There was no sign of Not-Many-Prisoners anywhere.  Cutty said a prayer that he was still alive.  Based on what the one cowboy had just said, he was pretty sure that he was.

But Where ?

A running-iron was a free-handed branding tool that allowed the cowboy to create a design of his choice on the animal with its hot glowing tip.  Unlike the forged designs of most branding irons, the running-iron allowed the brander to change, or go over, an existing design making it a favorite tool of rustlers throughout the west.
Cutty circled around the ravine to get closer to the fire.  The five men had continued to drink, and their words got louder as their attention span’s diminished.  As the sparks danced in mock adoration …

Cutty Started To Plan


Chapter 14: Right Toward The Fire

He looked down at the gleaming brass on his blouse.  As an afterthought before leaving home, he had stuffed it into his satchel.  He wasn’t sure why, but he thought that maybe—just maybe—it would be useful in some way.  The buttons were now alive in the distant glow from the firelight.  They would appear as multiple sets of eyes coming out of the dark.

Cutty looked intently at the five men as they continued to pass the two bottles around.  Their faces were greasy and unwashed, and they sat with a demeanor that gave away their intentions.  They were among the lowest of men ...
  
These Men Hadn’t Seen A Washtub In Over A Year

Cutty remembered back again to his cowboy friends in Abilene and Dodge City—they looked nothing like this.  They had been righteous and straight, and their posture and speech only reinforced their true makeup.  They were nothing if not respectful of those around them and totally dedicated to their craft.  Cutty appreciated that. Their loyalty to the ranches they worked for equated to his unwavering commitment to a life of duty and honor.

Those Men All ‘”Rode For The Brand”

He had developed a kinship and brotherhood with those cow hands back in Kansas, and he had made himself a promise to one day go back and visit them again.  He knew as he made that promise to himself, going back was something he had never been able to do before.  He hoped  this time it would be different.

“All right, who’s going first?” Cutty heard from the cowboy seated at the far end of the fire. “Who wants to put the first mark on that filthy redskin?”  “I’ll do it, Jack,” said a man seated ten feet to his left.  “I’m going to burn a dark groove right between his two beady eyes.”  
“OK, Pete; you and Bill go get that stinking Piegan.”

At this point, Cutty had not seen Not-Many-Prisoners, but he knew he had to be close.  The two men walked toward where the horses were tied and within five minutes were back.  Each man had Not-Many-Prisoners by an arm, and the Piegan Elder was slumped forward and struggling to walk.

Cutty Had Walked Right Past Him

“I don’t think he liked being tied to that horse, Jack.  He about pitched a fit when we cut the ropes and took him down.  Bill gave him a good jolt to the head with his Peacemaker to get him to behave.  I don’t think he’ll give us any more trouble.” “Good, you and Bill tie him to those two small cottonwoods over by the water.  Then we can let the real fun begin.”

Some Of These Outlaws Were Carrying Colt .45’s

Cutty couldn’t believe that he had walked right by Not-Many-Prisoners when he had entered the ravine.  “How could I have missed him so close in the dark?”

Not-Many-Prisoners had been tied cross-saddle to the biggest of the five horses.  It had been the fourth one back as Cutty passed by in the dark.  After tying him to the saddle, the outlaws had covered him with a canvas tarp making him impossible to see.  It also made it almost impossible for him to breathe.

Not-Many-Prisoners was lucky to be alive.  Had Cutty been able to see and untie him, it would now be two against five and they would still have had the element of surprise working for them.“I wonder if Not-Many-Prisoners knows I’m here?  He may have heard me as I walked by, especially when that lead horse whinnied, and has kept quiet to protect me.  Or, he may have been in such rough shape, that he missed me entirely.”

Cutty wasn’t sure of Not-Many-Prisoner’s mindset but he was sure of one thing ...he didn’t have much time.   As the vile, and now drunk, outlaws tied Not-Many-Prisoners to the cottonwoods, Cutty hurried back to the horses.

He quickly and quietly untied them from each other—he needed to make a statement.  The cowboys were still drunk, and a drunken man’s imagination often gets the better of him.  He was hesitant to do it, but he felt he had no other choice…

He Unholstered His Colt


Chapter 15:  A Different Brand Of Justice

The horses had been bound together with a technique that Cutty had never seen before.  They had all been tied to a forty-inch branch that allowed them to move freely and graze without getting tangled.  It lowered down as they fed and then rose when their heads straightened back up.

Cutty vowed to remember this for the future.  It provided for both security and a limited amount of mobility.  It had been invented by the Cheyenne and was used extensively throughout the southern plains. The Colonel had been right when he said: “The Native Americans are noted for their prowess in stealth and tactics.” Cutty untied the horses from the branch, and—with three of the reins in his right hand and two in his left—started to walk them slowly toward the fire.

He knew his next move would be costly, but he needed to create as big a diversion as he could.  It would only leave five shots in his Colt, but the effect would be worth the bullet, at least that’s what he hoped.
.
He Reminded Himself About Hoping Again

The Colonel had warned Cutty repeatedly about hoping.  “Wishing for a certain outcome is not worth the mental effort you will put forth.  Keep your attention focused on the task at hand.  That will afford you the best chance of success.”

Cutty slapped the lead stallion on its **** as he fired his Colt up into the night sky.  At the report of the gunshot, all five horses took off toward the fire like they were being chased by the underworld god, Hades.  Entering the mouth of the ravine, there was not enough room for them to go around and avoid the fire.

They Charged Straight Through

The horses charged across the fire as the five cowboys looked on in drunken horror.  There was smoke and flying embers everywhere.  Two of the cowboys at the far end stood up and tried to run but were trampled by the horses before getting very far.  The lead cowboy, Jack, managed to get to his gun before leveling it in Cutty’s direction and firing.

Cutty redrew his Colt while dropping to one knee.  He sighted his big .45 and fired before Jack could get off a second round.  The bullet went straight through Jack’s right shoulder causing him to drop the big Peacemaker as he fell back away from the now-scattered fire.  
Cutty picked up Jack’s gun and ran toward where Not-Many Prisoners was tied.   As he cut his restraints, he handed him Jack’s gun saying: “There are five shots left in the cylinder.  Here’s six more rounds in case you run out.”

They both turned to face the startled cowboys who were now crawling through the dirt trying to make sense of it all.  With a KIAI that none of these rustlers had ever heard before, Cutty advanced.  One by one, he grabbed the men and threw them face down onto the dark ground.  He then yelled to Not-Many-Prisoners: “Tie them up with their hands behind their backs.  I’ll tie the one that I shot after I check on his wound.”

The KIAI Had Been For Not-Many-Prisoners Benefit

Cutty checked on Jack’s shoulder.  It was bleeding profusely, but it was a clean wound and the bullet missed any bone or cartilage as it passed through.  Cutty grabbed the bandana from around Jack’s neck, ***** as it was, and wrapped his shoulder.  “This will help to stop the bleeding,” Cutty said.  “Keep pressure on it with your other hand.  It’s better than you deserve, but you might just live if you keep it from bleeding out before you get to a doctor.”

Jack had been staring at Cutty’s blouse as he doctored his wound.  “So, you some kinda government agent?” Jack asked, as Cutty started to walk away. “I’m a Major in the United States Army here to investigate charges that rustling has been taking place on government land.  I can see now that the rumors have been true.  In addition, you were getting ready to commit capital ******.  I am ordering you, and your men, to stay here until my detachment comes back to pick you up.

If you’re not here when they arrive, they will hunt you down like the wild dogs that you are.  I need to get this Indian Scout back to headquarters. We know who you work for and what you’ve been doing.”

“You Are All Under Military Arrest”

Cutty tied Jack’s right hand to the top of his other arm. He knew he had just stretched the truth, but he wasn’t above doing that if a man’s life hung in the balance.  He looked across the scattered but still burning embers.

Not-Many-Prisoners had a look on his face that Cutty had not seen from any of the Piegan Elders before.  El Cristo had been the first to look at him that way when he had mortally wounded his son, Elligretto, in Seville.  His expression transcended the present moment as it acknowledged Cutty’s immortal warrior spirit.

Not-Many-Prisoners ran into the darkness in the direction that the horses had just gone. In less than ten minutes he was back with all five of them in tow.  “How was he able to find them in the dark and to have done it so quickly?” Cutty wondered.
  
Horses, when frightened or startled, will often run for miles without stopping.  He was sure when he fired that shot from his big Colt, those five had been both.  The Colonel’s assessment about Native Americans—a breed of men Cutty had only met once before in Abilene—rang true again tonight.

At West Point, Jimmy had been masked in eastern tradition hiding the best parts of himself.

Cutty Jumped On The First Horse As He Yelled
229 · Jun 2017
A Million Dead Blades
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2017
Wandering into the tall grass
With shears not meant to cut
I pushed and stepped
And stepped and shoved
My direction the only thing dashed
I wandered left
And wandered right
As the weeds took over my path
They seemed to know me
As I tramped them down
I heard screaming with each
One I smashed
“It’s always the grass,
“It’s always the grass,”
One of them cried
Disappearing under my boot
“They abandoned their brothers,
“To live in the open
“Among people that cut at their roots”
I got to a clearing—the path widened out
Ahead did a tractor invade
And for the first time it hit me
For the first time it mattered
Before me,
  —lay a million dead blades

(Villanova Pennsylvania: May, 2017)
229 · Jun 2023
Never Ask ...
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2023
You’re a Poet
—you don’t need permission

(Dreamsleep: June, 2023)
229 · Jan 2024
Blocking The Light
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2024
Intelligence
a number …
never a word

The writer
a halfwit
till viscerally heard

Tomato
tomatto
the pudding unproved

Empirical
nonsense
— the spirit unmoved

(Dreamsleep: January, 2024)
229 · Nov 2023
Dorian Gray
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2023
Claiming your goodness
—results in its loss

(Dreamsleep: November, 2023)
228 · Feb 2017
The Moon Bows
Kurt Philip Behm Feb 2017
The aging artist has a trait,
  those short on sight can’t bear

All normal signs of waning,
  a crown now his to wear

Wrinkles and sparse graying hair,
  still negative to some

But when they light upon a Sage,
—the moon bows to the sun

(Grantham New Hampshire: February, 2017)
228 · Apr 2024
Lock Step
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2024
Will is the executive …
intellect advisor
Choice as a marriage
the two must condone

Committed and daunting
with guideposts of knowledge
Marching in tandem
— pursuing the truth

(Dreamsleep: April, 2024)
228 · Oct 2021
Guardian Angel Baby
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2021
Lingering…
the shadow of his wings
a constant reminder
that love is a covering
to strip and lay bare
like that final March snow
hiding tulips within

(Dreamsleep: October, 2021)
228 · Jan 2017
One Heart
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2017
Two hearts met as children,
  from both we would hide

To now share the loneliness,
  of one final goodbye

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016
228 · Dec 2016
Nuptials
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2016
Poetry...
the marriage of
raw emotion,
—and unbridled thought

(Las Vegas Boulevard: 3:15 a.m. August 3, 2016)
228 · Aug 2023
Jester In Transit
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2023
Bending a breaking point
rupturing time
Eons of history
skirting the line

Paradox native
our true D.N.A.
Truth as a concept
forever in play

Yessing and noing    
transfixed in between
The jester in transit
all canons demeaned

Freeing the moment
the first wedded last
a twist to the turning
— where memory contrasts

(Septa R5 To 30th Street: August, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Drowning in whisky,
drunkard of time
Toasting the losers
—dying unrhymed

(McGarvey’s Saloon-Annapolis: June, 2022)
227 · Jun 15
Under A Paper Moon
Ella sent the invitation
Louis worked the door
to celebrate between the lines
inflection served du jour

My heart was given freely
their phrasings lined my soul
beyond the words and melody
goodbye to rock and roll

The Saints Were Marching In
as Satch blew his horn with glee
(and Ella said)
No, No They Can’t Take That
— Away From Me

(Dreamsleep: June, 2025)
Kurt Philip Behm Aug 2016
Mesmerized by his own
success

A tiger lay stalking
inside

An eighth world wonder
built deeply in sand

His achievements cried for him
as he lied

The one link he had
to a legacy born

Asked for only one thing
as he spurned

The one thing he remained
unwilling to give

As the fear of his mortality
—returned

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2015)
227 · Mar 2017
Paved In Stone
Kurt Philip Behm Mar 2017
Forty years of bad road,
  a path of broken glass

Potholed memories line my thoughts,
  devil waiting fast

Daring me—“Retrace your steps,
  your quickest way back home”

Forty years of shattered dreams,
  —the future paved in stone

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2017)
227 · Oct 2017
4 Words
Kurt Philip Behm Oct 2017
Live hard,
—write easy

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2017)
227 · Dec 2016
The Leaves Turn
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2016
Growing simpler with
each passing year

The leaves turn
and my mind releases

Freeing what it’s taken
a lifetime to acquire

Freeing what only this moment
can understand

(Grantham New Hampshire: January, 2012)
226 · Jun 2022
Talking Heads
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Left or right
the noise drones on

Distractions prized,
the message gone

What’s right is right
unless it’s left

The truth beguiled
—our soul’s bereft

(Dreamsleep: June, 2022)
226 · Jul 2021
Vanity's Bonfire
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2021
Trouble melts
in the fire of emergency
all reasons in ashes
—the moment ablaze

(Dreamsleep: July, 2021)
226 · Jan 2019
A New Path
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
What will be your legacy,
  can it forever speak the truth

Do the words describe your finest hours,
  were your labors nobly used

Will your memory linger and grow in strength
  as it prepossesses time

Can it wrap its love around borders quelled
   —a new path for all to find

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2019)
226 · Jun 2017
Death Unto Itself
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2017
My words live on undefended,
  speaking for themselves

My prayer rises, voice ascended
  —death unto itself

(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2017)
226 · Apr 4
To A Poet At Yale
Old enough
to be your
Grandfather

Young enough
to be your
Friend

Wise enough
to see your
Greatness

Where time
and tide
— depend

(University City: April, 2025)
226 · Apr 2017
Poetics
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Poetry,
  barbell of the written word

Resistance exercise
  for the status-quo

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
226 · Apr 2017
The Debt
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2017
Buying my life back,
  a Poem at a time

The debt was slowly paid,
  in rhythm and in rhyme

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2017)
225 · Apr 2019
Quantum Zeno
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2019
Awareness can be frozen,
  “A watched *** never boils”

When perception’s forced upon itself,
  all change in stillness toils
  
“To thine own self” the Bard entreated,
  that one truth we’re meant to find

As consciousness—the mind of God
   calls us from inside

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2019)
225 · Nov 2021
The Road Untraveled
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2021
Individual’s individual,
summation of one

The snow always fresh,
no marks on the trail

Those tracks left by others,
a map to retreat from

Direction internal
—new spirit to hail

(The New Room: November, 2021)
225 · Jan 2019
Death Wades
Kurt Philip Behm Jan 2019
Our lives were of this moment…
  the wave made sure of that

Winter nineteen sixty-nine
  Waimea’s fury spat

Thirty feet and building
  the giants all had come

Their lips four stories high above
  too late to cut and run

The paddle out a nightmare
  the ride a waiting terror

The drop in looming zero-sum
  the wall the devils mirror

We made it down and set our fins
  to climb the face again

Our ears were deaf, eyes frozen wide
  once more to climb the mountain  

On top we leaned and split the crest
  last turn to surf the violence

The beach in sight, through foams delight
   —death wading through the silence

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2019)
           ‘Memories Of Waimea’
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