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 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
I feel like I would betray him
if I were to cut again.
I just hate that it took for
someone to die for me to
stop cutting and realize
that the world shouldn't
romanticize sadness.

*(not that I ever did but
I did have quite the
love affair with
death my friends)
thinking.
I put on music so id stop but I can't. these thoughts demand to be thought and nothing can suppress them at this moment in time, my dear.
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
Two months of love
and of lust
and of slowly
becoming something I'd
never thought I
would become...

happy.
I hope it'll always be this way.
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
The other night I couldn't help but
ramble about the Cosmos and everything I seem to think about
when I see the world around me.
You were smiling on the camera
and all I could do was keep talking
and saying theories and smiling about
the Universe because the stars make me so very happy and so do you and
I honestly have no idea what will happen when I lose the both of my favorite things-- You and the Cosmos.
But sadly everything dies sooner or later.
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
Morgan
All of my friends
have fallen
in love
with their
boredom
But
I'm still lusting,
helplessly
over my
mortality
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
Visions
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
I haven't had time to think lately
my mind has been vexed by the
thoughts of him that run through me
each and every day.

I realized that one day I will
never be able to see again.
I will never see her beauty
or see my bestfriends smile.
I will also not be able to hear.
Not your voice or any others.
I will not be able to touch...
I want to feel your warmth over me
for the rest of my days, my dear.
And singing will become impossible
because I will not be alive.
Everything will be dead.
Could it be possible that
maybe I can save my mind
before I lose it again?
sucky but I can't stop thinking of how sad it will be to not see anything... hmm...
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
L (V) 20w
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
She looked at me with wonder
as she felt the stars inside of me
BOOM to create another
Big Bang.
I wish I could've stayed. The feelings inside of me were overwhelmingly beautiful.... She's beautiful.
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
L (VI)
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
Something inside of me
exploded tonight.
Maybe a supernova of
a dying star happened
without me noticing because
I was being taken to a
whole new realm in the
Universe with her.
I would love for her to explore the Universe inside of me again...
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
Morgan
I spent so much time trying not to lose my mind
That I didn't even realize
When it finally happened
But here I am
Smoking the filter of a menthol
And crying in the driver's seat,
For a forty minute ride
To no where
Cause I can't sit still anymore

All of the friends who used to
Drink cheap beer
on the floor of my bedroom
Have people who'd cry
If they didn't come home tonight
My coworkers are
there for their children,
I'm just trying to make rent for one
And no one would know if I didn't come home tonight

No one would call if I drove forever
So why do I feel so tied
to this place?
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
Morgan
Sometimes when you speak to me,
I selfishly wish that I was the one
Who wrote you
Because you're the most beautiful
And meaningfully complex
Character I've ever read
And, oh so delicately oblivious,
To the spark in my interest
The second you open your mouth
 Apr 2014 Krusty Aranda
R
But that's the thing:
You don't have to
worry about me.
I am completely
capable of handling
every **** thing
that goes wrong
in my life and
I would really
just appreciate it
if you would
shut the **** up.
I have been writing terribly so I am sorry for this pathetic excuse for poetry but I have no idea what to write about. someone please comment some idea for me because I would really love to hear some. thank you<3
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