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Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
Pleaase grant me one long eternity of sleep.
Let me fall asleep entranced in a world of dreams and wishes
Swimming in the seas and flying through the skys
Counting the stars and flying kites
Silence so perfect it felt so unreal
Was the pray that I used to repeat nightly.
It was a simple request to an easy way out
I didnt want to quite
but It felt selfish for me
To continue living a life
that I didnt want.
Ive  been chosen
to continue living
for whatever reason
theres a plan
not a misunderstanding
I take everyday for what I can
although its full of alot of uselessness
I cant let myself be like that.
Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
My Life.
Your Understanding.
So Different.
Understanding will take an eternity
Your outlook isnt going to help you see
It wont put my world through your eyes any more clear
Just more fog to add to the haze.
Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
All so familiar
So suffocating
Yet Ive become
So used to it
Its the typical
just another day in the life
something
nothing
another day lived
is another battle won
Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
self reliant
independent

realistic

real

everything

****** up
and right

but mostly wrong

made me everything i am know

which is bigger than strong.
Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
anticipating this big step
eager to start
i know the distance between us
wont intertwine
you will be calm and collected
ill be at piece with my mind
i wont look back at the
what was left behind
ill sit and smile
and anticipate our tomorow.
Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
Ive got some issues that nobody can see
but all of these emotions are pouring out of me
this is the soundtrack to my life...
Kimmy-Nichole Jul 2010
For what its worth.
Just watch me
Pretend to feel
Ill tell you Im okay
When all is going good
Its going great
But once you leave
Im back to it all over again
Reality.
It hurts
You say you get it
You understand
You dont
You can not
I promise you
This is pain depicted
from a first person point of view
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