To a life,
that's hard to control....

To the children,
we support and mold....

To the peace,
we try to find....

To the hardship,
and all the good times....

As we try,
to figure out our life....

There's things we thought,
we would never try....

From falling in love,
when you know it's not right...

Are things we can't control
because it comes from the heart...

Is it fate...
Is it serpindipity....

These things in life,
are hard to fake....

We live our life,
for love and faith....

To the things we never thought,
could happen in a million years....

Now I'm trapped,
with a love I can't fake...

As my mind subliminally guides me
My true thoughts lead me

To a place where I'm not sure
That I should be

Curious about life of others
I will talk to anyone

I seem to be pulled in
Through a look or a stare

Questioning reasoning
For their thoughts
From their stare

They say what do you want
Do you know me

I say take it easy it's just me
I'm just a curious man
You don't have to fear me

What is your name
Please feel free

Tell me to leave
And I'll let it be

Meeting people
Is important to me

It teaches me life
And how I should be

the things we do to people that we love
i pray to god to stop the hurt from above
why do we play the games that we do
we tell these lies to the people that we love

memerious.........................
of the times that we once had
turn away those feelings that were bad

think of simple times about the love we had
holding hands in pouring rain
having lunch laughing from your smile
running in the sand of the sane

memerious............of love

why do we hurt the ones we love

Christmas is the day
That any issues should be dropped

Christmas is not about you are me
It's about sharing our love with other

Celebrating the birth of Christ
Is great, it's sharing

Jesus Christ and God are not selfish
They want this day to be about love

Who I God. God is love
Who is J. C. He is understanding and reasoning

Don't feel alone or unloved
Because you are deffently loved

Just open your heart
And let us in

Merry Christmas
God bless and
May love always be with you

If God tells you to love another, you love another
If God tells you to forgive, you forgive the other
If God tells you to minister his word, you minister
If God tells you to help someone, you help someone
If God tells you to be confident, you walk with your head high

Did God actually tell them to drink the koolaid?
Did God actually tell them to carry machine guns in Waco?
Did God actually tell them to blow up abortion clinics?
Did God actually tell the man to **** his neighbors dog?
Did God actually tell the mother to beat her children to death?

What are you willing to do,
to hear the words I love you....

What are you willing to feel,
to feel the feelings of love....

Thoughts of love from the mind,
gradually become controlled by the heart...

From the times you dance...
To the times you prance..

For the attraction you want...
To your ego which is a stance.....

From the beauty you hold...
To the life you mold..

To keep my attention...
You stray for resentment...

To make sure I love...
For the puzzles you solve...

Which is not my intention...
To make you feel unloved...

I am your man...
And you are my lady...

The things we can conquer,
and never be shady...

With one thing in mind...
To keep you mine..

As I lye on the pier
At the end of Key West

I look at the stars
and think about life

As dark as it is
The sky is so bright

A trillion miles away
And we still see the light

How can this be I often wonder
Is there other life
or is it our God of thunder

What ever it is
It's filled with miracle's

Miracle's of matter
Miracle's of life

i see prayers come from nothing
i see food come from steel
i see life that is abundent
can these miricles be real

do you have to see a ******* walk
or a blind man to see

jesus christ was a man
he just like you and me

why is it so hard
for people to believe in god
when he's all about good and love

yet they believe in satin
because it's easy to pass blame

is this a way to live
or are we just to lazy

miricles come everyday
if you would only listen

Does misery bring pain or does pain bring misery
Is it feelings within of the times you've been scorned

Scorned from another, who holds pain from within
From times of darkness, from times of pain

Misery loves company, a truthful saying
One who knows no love and feels his shame

Shamed of their life, because of no love
Shame from their conscience, the feelings of pain

They know no other but misery and pain

It came to me on a rainy Wednesday
I Thought I heard you talking softly

I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you

What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some are saying

Where is the life that I recognize?
It has now gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world out there

Somehow I have to find it
And as I try to make my way

In this ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence
Once prompted you to say

Pride will tore us both apart
Well now pride's gone out the window

Cross the rooftops, it ran away
Left me in the vacuum of my heart

What is happening to me? Crazy, some say

Where is my friend when I need you most?
Why have you gone away

Papers in the roadside
Tells of suffering and greed

Here today, forgotten tomorrow
Only here besides the news

Of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk

And I don't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world

Somehow I have to find it
As I try to make my way

It's a new Monday....
Some say it *****....
Some dread it....
Some are confused by it...

Not many like it and
can't wait until its over......

Now for the positive person...
It's a new day..
New things...
New excitement..
Fresh ideas...
And to make the almighty dollar...

Perception people.....

Life is what you make it...
**** the drama....
Plenty of it right here on HP and Facebook....

Focus on what you want out of life
and not on what you had or have....

The past is going and
nothing can bring it back.......

Grab that golden ring in life....
Don't be fearful of the "what if's".....

If your comfortable in life...
Then your bored......

If you are content in life....
Then your lazy...

There is always something
more in life that one wants.....

If one says no
they are only lying to themselves....

Stay real...

Stay away from games that lead to drama...
And chase that dream...

Because,
dreams do come true

As my mind,
fades away from the day...

And the night sets in,
diffetent things will soon begin...

A splash of water,
to clean the skin....

A bite to eat,
before i begin my feat...

I'll comb my hair,
so girls beware...

I'll hop in my car,
no need to go far....

A ******* around the block,
that's right were I'll stop...

My favorite stipper,
Cinnamon beware....

A gorgeous black girl,
man i swear...

The color of her skin,
gives her her name...

A body so fine,
she needs to be all mine...

With a sent of Jasmine,
is what keeps me swearing...

I love her so,
will she be mine...

The one thing i know,
it will take money and time...

I have a dod named slim
A friendly frog in my yard
A bird that sings
And a yellow swing

My bushes are shrubs
All my trees are dead
I have a rickedy house
With a flower bed

My clothes are rags
My shoes there's none
But I do own a gun
Under a moon lit sun

I don't own a car
I walk to nowhere
All I do is make whiskey
And frolic for fun

My money comes from corn
I make things from copper
I hide in the woods
From those ***** old copers

As I lay here and wonder on my back..... I try and keep my thoughts on fact...

The day I'll have, the night that will be,  is useally controlled only be me.... 

Some people will try to change your path.. It will only come from reasons of wrath....

So what one says and what one does.... Is not in our control, so don't feel foe...

The three most
       Important things in life

                       Love

                        God
  
                    Children

Why is it when you are lonely
Women are not attracted to you

Why is it when your seeing a girl
Other women want to see you

I ask this question to girls I was seeing, not dating
They all said the same thing, that's not true

As I ponder on these thoughts
And discussed with my close friends
I had come up with a plan

The plan we discussed, of course my friends each had a girlfriend
and they could not participate, a perfect plan it was.

How many girls could I string along with all of them knowing
about each other with no lying about my intension for a month
The winner pays for a party at the end of the month

Ray said 2, he was ***** whipped and controlled
David said 4, he said i'll give you the benefit of doubt
Me 7, one a day for the week, I had confidence
One rule they all had to be hot

I did win made it for a month and they all knew about each other
The funny part it made them try even harder to get me

We did happen was, i did have the party, a huge party
Invited all seven,
first a cat fight then they turned their claws on me

One cat stayed

How one's mind,
can torture oneself...

As the mind races,
with obscured thoughts...

The enemy has now been planted,
and the thoughts are ramped...

Now the feelings begin,
of hatred within....

It's always the other,
so why must i run for cover...

I look and find love only to be let down
It is such a long roller coaster ride I have to get off

I look to find and gather friends to be with
Only to find out they talk behind my back

I just look for people to hang with to pass time
But time passes and they usually drift away

I just look to be alone at times and self absorb
But something always interrupts my thoughts

I have met 2 and they are always with me
I would have to say they have never left my side

Never, Never, Not once, not even when I was

Depressed
Crying
Screaming
Laughing
Dying
Delusional
Lonely

How ever I acted they stayed

My two best friends always there
Never saying a word to me

Yet they always comfort me
They always knew what to do to change my mood
They always give me warmth and understanding

Oh how I love them
They have never left me

The needle and the spoon

Addicted to air only has me gasping for more
I sometimes hold my breath to try and break this habit

I hear addiction takes time to break and I should take it slow
To detox from this I must be careful and gradually hold my breath

I do find it painful at times, yet I am know up 3 and half minutes
I find it exhilarating at times, knowing that I will beat this habit

I have now learned to hold my breath while I sleep
I have been doing some research and have been saddened

To break this habit I must die and I am scared of suicide
Is my addiction my reason for not wanting to be hear?

If you don't know ask
No question is a dumb question

The words Yes & No
Are complete sentences
no need to explain

your thoughts are your own
your life is always second

be your own person
who cares what other people think

if you do nothing wrong
**** them

stay real
never put up a front
never lie

live to help someone
show that you care

if you need help
i can find it for you, seriously

i always open my mouth
step in if something is wrong

i talk a lot
I carry a wise mind

i am somewhat demanding
i don't mean to be overpowering, but I sometimes do

i don't *******
i keep it real

I diffidently know what i'm doing
I don't play games

And I am no better the the next person
I just follow a different agenda

love another

So close to leaving this game of life
Tears in my eyes as lie awake at night

As I fall into darkness, my head starts to ache
Is it a dream or is it to late

My minds playing tricks and I feel the pain
I now lie awake to face the day

Is it a dream or has it just begun
No place to hide
No place to run

I try to relax but it can't be done
Is it a place to face my fears
or
Is it a place to retrace my years

Suddenly I see a new deminsion
Now that I have someone watching over me

He will protect me at night and set my mind free
Now that I'm away from all those bad dream

I was the master of illusion I now relize
The day has come where I can open my eyes

The journey has gone from inside my head
I have learned from everything

That I have now said
I'll never forget my past and
My dreams will come true

To suddenly see
That I'm no longer blue

All my life I have been living on my own
Living well and yes having a few problems

I have always lived, knowing who God was
But never making him part of my life

As I have grown older
I have finally decided to start hanging out with him
He guides in a way that I have never expected

It is so cool, he is nothing like people portray him to be
He actually a really cool dude and we talk often

He differently knows how to have a good time
Some people want to meet my new friend, some don't

He tell's me Dave no big deal, I still got their back
He is such a good and loving man and ask nothing from me
Except to show real love and to help others

He has guided me in a way that you cannot believe
I still do a lot of the not so good things that I do
and he always forgives me

He is now my best friend and he has surrounded me with so many good people and has opened up many doors for me

Doors to success, wealth and gave me meaning

Just like cherry pie
she catches my eye

With a extra cherry on top
what more can I ask for

So sweet, so dreamy
So pretty, so creamy

Can't wait to eat it
Hope no one steals it

So ****** and classy this cherry pie
only to go a glass of Don Perignon

My love for this cheery pie
Has my head in the sky

How do I want it
How do I need it

I think I'll take it home
and eat it, one bite at a time

My Cherry Pie

When I have anger I see red

When in love I see blue

When depressed I see gray

When I'm happy I see bright colors

When sad I see dull colors

With God I see white

When dead I'll see black

Into the darkness I can see
Into the light will never be

Why does pain live in me
Where love will never be

What will my life become
How did this happen to me

Feelings of nothing live inside of me
Cursed in a life of cynical thoughts

A life of delusions is my every thought
Crippled by my sins through time

I can only live to believe in god
To have faith in my creator

Why does my mind
Talk about my body

Why does my thinking
Envy my heart

Why are my feet
Jealous of my hands

Why do my fingers
Oppose my thumb

Why is my hair
Always a mess

Why does my skin
Always gets *****

Why doesn't my ear's, eyes and nose
Never get along

Why does my conscience
Always try to tell me what to do

Why can't they all get along
Why does this have to be

i was watching my girl and loving it
then she put the window shade down

As I sit in darkness
Talking to my heart

I'm trying to help it
From beating only pain

It sometimes skips a beat
That makes me think

Is it a bad thing or is it
Part of God's work

As my heart is always beating
It is my only living friend

Where my conscience is my worst enemy where I have no friends

As I live in pain
Trying to clear my thoughts

Asking my heart
Where shall I start

Should I cut myself and bleed you dry
I know my heart and it would only die

Should I shake you or forsake you
Should I cry or should I die

Should I believe in that man
That man in the sky

What is this house
Is it
A palace
A kingdom
A temple
or
A state of mind

We sometimes search
For things we lost
I lost my emotions
In this house

I've searched for years
Full of darkness
With nothing near

Always crying
Full of tears
Losing my thoughts
Filled with fear

This place we call a house
Is easily lost
Yet easily found
Always remember
It's a state of mind

What is this house
Is it
A palace
A kingdom
A temple
or
A state of mind

We sometimes search
For things we lost
I lost my emotions
In this house

I've searched for years
Full of darkness
With nothing near

Always crying
Full of tears
Losing my thoughts
Filled with fear

This place we call a house
Is easily lost
Yet easily found
Always remember
It's a state of mind

You
Lying
Egotistical
Manipulating
Self-centered
Deceiving
Conced­ed
*****

See ya would want to be you and don't let the door hit you in the ***.

Oh, buy the way, don't bother calling.