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218 · Jan 2015
anyway the wind blows
DC raw love Jan 2015
When it blows to the left<
is when I'm the best~;]

When it blows to the right>
Are the times that I fight~~;[

When it flows up,^
are the times I have luck~~~:)

When it flows down,√
are the days that I frown~~~~:(

When it changes direction,:@
is when I lose perfection~~~~~:(

When it starts to miss me,€
are the times that you kiss me~~~~~~:*

When it goes in circles, ©
is when my life's crippled~~~~~~~:¢

When it stops,¥
is when my life drops___:

Anyway the wind blows,<>^√@¢©¥
is just how my life goes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
218 · Mar 2015
Life's Dilemmas
DC raw love Mar 2015
And we say
    What we have done
           Who we once were....

And we say
   What will we do
          Who we will become....

And we say
    Why is life so hard
           Who have I become....

And we say
    Life is so confusing
          Who am I......
217 · Jan 2015
my heart
DC raw love Jan 2015
As I sit in darkness
Talking to my heart

I'm trying to help it
From beating only pain

It sometimes skips a beat
That makes me think

Is it a bad thing or is it
Part of God's work

As my heart is always beating
It is my only living friend

Where my conscience is my worst enemy where I have no friends

As I live in pain
Trying to clear my thoughts

Asking my heart
Where shall I start

Should I cut myself and bleed you dry
I know my heart and it would only die

Should I shake you or forsake you
Should I cry or should I die

Should I believe in that man
That man in the sky
217 · Dec 2014
Question ?
DC raw love Dec 2014
Which is deeper
  
          Love

                 Hurt

                        or

                          Pain
DC raw love Dec 2014
With old achy bones
Of an old man thats alone

Silent he sits
Silent he stares

He thinks of his life
The life he had

A life with no love
Only plesures and desires

Wanting forgiveness
With feelings of dispair

Dispair from his life
His life full of sin

Sin it was
and
Sin it has been

Never to know
That he could be free

He needed to know

That we are great sinners
Yet, GOD is a greater SAVIOR
217 · Jan 2015
My Turn to Die
DC raw love Jan 2015
I look to the sky every night
I howl at the moon
Just to feel right

Looking for all answers
From what I've been through

Living in this confusing world
Where i don't have a clue

I put out fires with kerosene
I look to wind to get behind

I'll tell you a lie and tell you that I care
I'll ask for directions to go to nowhere

This world that we all live in.
The stars, the moon, the sky and the sun

Does this give me reason for my life
or
Does this give me doubt for my life

In this world of dead people
Who ravage around quickly

I can never figure out
When it will be my turn to die
217 · Mar 2015
My life
DC raw love Mar 2015
I didn't know
when you said you loved me

That it would cost me
My life
217 · Nov 2014
charactoristics
DC raw love Nov 2014
Anger, Respect, and Love
Will never go together
Only their characteristics
Will be passed

Begin to see youself, for example;  
Being an angry person.
See yourself as a forgiver
Instead of the anger you carry
Have the feelings of forgiveness
Each time you do
The promises of god
Will be more real to you
And your faith will grow
216 · Dec 2014
Sometimes
DC raw love Dec 2014
Sometimes we must listen
Before we talk

Sometimes we must talk
Before we listen

Sometimes we must walk
Before we come back

Sometimes we must learn
Before we walk

Sometimes we must hurt
Befor we cry

Sometimes we must put it away
Before we use

Sometimes we must love
Before we know feelings

Sometimes we must live
Before we die
216 · Dec 2014
Kim
DC raw love Dec 2014
Kim
When she first came to me she asked me my name. I said I don't have time for you, I don't like to play games. She walked away ****** and I don't even know her name. I go home that night and she's sitting there waiting, waiting in her car. She says she wants to talk to me and I don't even know her name. I said go away. She then looks at me with anger and yes she is beautiful. She drives off storming, yelling out her window, you ******* ******* I'll never speak to you again. My phone rings endless, with no one on the line. Later that week I go to my watering hole and there she is. She's dressed hot as hell, yet I still ignore her. An hour or so passes by and she walks up and slaps the hell out of me. I said what the ****. She said that's for ignoring me. I said girl your ******* crazy, why do you follow me. She says, I've known for awhile but you've never looked at me. I told her yes I did and I thought you were to good for me. She said that's crazy, I fell in love with you. I was blown away, I said who me. She said yes you drive me crazy, can you please make love to me.
Her name was Kim we dated for 2 years. But I could not marry her. Oh well.
216 · Feb 2015
blue on black
DC raw love Feb 2015
i only hurt when i think of you
yet i only think of you 24/7

i am only in pain when awake
yet i never sleep

why did you come in my life
why can't i forget about you

you turn back time
that i cannot hold on to

slipping into darkness
falling into never ending dream

truth, lies and in between
is how my life seems

blue on black
tears of a river

can anything ever bring you back
215 · Dec 2014
ONCE HEART BROKEN
DC raw love Dec 2014
i felt this hurt to many times
you broke my heart and turned my life gray

the comments you made, your countless lies
brought many tears to my eyes

i put up these walls and let no one in
it hurt me so bad, i could not swim

my love was so deep
was the reason why

it took me some time to change my life
my walls were high, but i tore them down

i lost my feelings i now have them back
i want to tell you, i love our times
that we spent together

i want you to know
that i will always love you

were miles apart
i just want you to remeber
you have a special place

a place in my heart
215 · Dec 2014
Hatred
DC raw love Dec 2014
Because your luke warm
I will spear you
out of my mouth
like blood through
the air
Like a shadow
in doubt
with no shame
within
215 · Feb 2015
These times will come
DC raw love Feb 2015
There will come a time
When you will be confused

There will come a time
When you will be bewildered

There will come a time
When you just don't understand

There will come a time
When you will smile

There will come a time
When you cry

There will come a time
When you laugh

There will come a time
When you hurt

There will come a time
When you want to fall in love

There will come a time
When you want to be alone

These times will come
When you meet a girl
215 · Nov 2014
LONELY
DC raw love Nov 2014
i was a son
not deeply planted
circled around
it became a habit
no place to go
nothing to do
i have no one
not even you
i hear someone loves me
but i don't know who
only to pray
that i can love you
my day will come
from someone who cares
and from that day
i will always care
i'll tell you i love you
for giving me a chance
i'll make you happy
for giving that chance
i'll give you a smile
I'll show you love
and we shall have
each others heart
214 · Feb 2015
the next step
DC raw love Feb 2015
why do you hinder our love
why do you hide your feelings

why must you complicate things
why must you hold back

why do you say you love me
why do you want to be with me

but yet, say you never need me
214 · Nov 2014
visions
DC raw love Nov 2014
Focus on visions
Visions you hold

Things that you want
Things that can't be sold

Set your good goals
Set them high

As long as to you try
Theyll never die

Keep that feeling of victory
Again you will try

Don't ever let your feelings
Sit there and die

FOCUS
214 · Mar 2015
What is his name?
DC raw love Mar 2015
If God had a name, what do you think it would be?

Does he look like you or me?
Would he walk up and say hello to you or me?

Would he ask many questions about you or me?
Would he dress like you or me?

Do you think he would like you or me?
Do you think he would hug you or me?

God this man who has no name, what could it be?
I hear he's a happy man, a forgiven man, is that true?

Is it true, he loves me?
Is it true, he will comfort me?
Is it true, he will teach me about life?

What is this man's name, who I have never met?
I hear he is everywhere?
I hear he know's all?
I hear he is perfect?

Someone please tell me his name?
I think I love him?
213 · Jan 2015
BE REAL
DC raw love Jan 2015
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
ALWAYS DREAM
ALWAYS WRITE
AND BY ALL MEANS
DO WHATS RIGHT
213 · Jan 2015
Torn
DC raw love Jan 2015
Lord am I unholy
Torn is what they tell me

Marked by my sins
From my beast within

Holy I know not
As filth is my only friend

Peace is not within me
As I walk down this path of pain

Despise I let control me
Love is not my intentions

For I know no difference
Torn, as I am filth

I pour in my own misery
Stole is what they gave me
Control is when they try to save me

Yes I am the one, the only one
That would carry on this far

Lies in my head
Take me from this life of misery

I have no allegiance to my soul
For I am already torn
Crd
213 · Nov 2014
I'm Sorry
DC raw love Nov 2014
who am i to say
what's right from wrong
who am i to say
that you will pay
why do i think
you don't believe me
sometimes you say
it's all about me

why have we changed
since we first found love
I'm trying to figure it out
if you really care

i know realize
what i want to say
is that i really love
and you don't have to stay

i know you don't trust me
but i can change
just tell me you love me
and
my heart will say the same
213 · Dec 2014
Insanity
DC raw love Dec 2014
Why did I do the things that I do
I sometimes wonder why

I have no fact to what I do
Things that I do, drive me insane

Never caring
Never feeling blame

Sometimes hurting someone
Never feeling pain

Why is there no pain?
Why is there no shame?

Never thinking what I do
All I want to do, is change the past

So why do I hold it inside?
Why can’t I release this insanity?

I have to let it go
So I can love again
212 · Jan 2015
visions of my life
DC raw love Jan 2015
Someone please save me
i'm drowning in my own ****

I try to find compassion for the weak
only to boost my ****** up pride

broken by my master
who teaches me a hell their after

drifting bodies, soul searching
looking for the answers

so I made a big mistake
trying to see things my own way

am i wrong to look for nothing
to bring me to my own conclusion

endlessly changing my thoughts
trying to keep my mind in check

can't someone please help me
to make it through

these delusions are not thoughts
there visions of my life
i'm ok, i do appreciate everyone's concern
still message me, i'll do pretty next
212 · Feb 2015
one is a lonely number
DC raw love Feb 2015
Do I dream of love
or
Do I dream of loneliness

Do I cry from loneliness
or
Do I cry from heart ache

Am I meant to be with another
or
Am I meant to be alone

How can I know with trying
or
Do I even want to try

I see couple's complain and cry
I see lonely people smile and never say a word

What's right
What's wrong

Is two better then one
or
Is one better then two

yet I hear
one is a lonely number
212 · Dec 2014
My Childhood
DC raw love Dec 2014
a run away
a stow away
which one was me

things i couldn't accept
things i didn't want to see

i had one parent
i loved her dear

my fear was greater
so i could't be near

I ran, i played
never wanting to go home
never wanting to stay

the hardest times in my life
i mad them easy

i didn't stay
i ran from affection
to get my own way

i did this a lot
until i was told it was ok

i had to face my fears
before it was to late

I understand it know
that it was love
and never hate

forgiveness in my heart
brought us back together
212 · Nov 2014
Flowers of Beauty
DC raw love Nov 2014
everlast flowers
flowers of joy

with so much meaning
there part of your feelings

it's what they cast
that makes you whole

hand her a flower
and
say i love you

give a flower to a freind
to extend your feelings

give a flower to a stranger
and they'll feel no sorrow

flowers of beauty
you can't let them go

when you have these feelings
there one thing we know
212 · Nov 2014
My Lord
DC raw love Nov 2014
My lord, my savior
My best friend

I knew that you were with me
But I thought it was the end

As I learned
Your numerous ways

My life then shifted
The other way

I’ve always loved you
Never knowing why

My LOVE has change
To understand why

I’m learning your values
You give me strength

You give me faith
To look your way
211 · Feb 2015
i fight all the way
DC raw love Feb 2015
As i live my life
death seems to follows me

with longing for virtue
looking for dreams

my life is so complicated
where no one can trust me

i need to free myself
from myself

locked up inside
brings me nothing but agony

i say what i say
i do what i do

never knowing
what is coming

180 degrees left
180 degrees right

i fight all the way
to let it go

i need another way
to feel real
211 · Jan 2015
TO BE IMPORTANT
DC raw love Jan 2015
HOW DOES ONE GET
TO THE IMPORTANT STATUS

JUST OWE SOMEBODY MONEY
211 · Dec 2014
Control & Change
DC raw love Dec 2014
as our life is now, will never be like it once was
is your life what you wanted it to be or does life have you

your life will always be different, things always change
we cannot control change, so we must change to control

change we cannot sometimes control, because time won't stop
so we always must try to stay in control
control of our lives and who we want to be

always be your own person, and let no one
i mean no one guide you but yourself
211 · Nov 2014
insane or not
DC raw love Nov 2014
What the ****
Is it just me
Hooked on
This website
How could this be me
It could be my feelings
Or because I care
I pour my heart out
So I can be free
I have no other way
Does this make me insane
Am I addicted
To this little thing
A phone in my hand
Or a keyboard in sight
I pour out my feelings
On this website
210 · Feb 2015
one
DC raw love Feb 2015
one
it started with two
to make only one

we learn from many
how often it's about one

we often love
to be just one

we walk in shame
and it's always one

when we hurt
we only hurt one

when we try
we try for one

when we bleed
we then realize there is no one
210 · Jan 2015
Life Around You
DC raw love Jan 2015
I have no where else to hide
Darkness fills my mind

Trying to crawl from this hate
Feeling only my own thoughts of hate

1000 Miles from nowhere

When will my time come
To rid this fear of hate

Looking for the answers as I wake
Walking in the moment of my own solitude

My mind sails through the changes
Of living a life which is only a dream

So I call to the only one I know
Who has never left during my time of life

What have I been afraid of
Why could'n I have built my life around you
210 · Dec 2014
i stay away from the blues
DC raw love Dec 2014
When I met her
I told her to watch her heart

I'm not very giving and
I don't mean to be misleading

But you can to me
Not I to you

You say that you only want ***
And that's fine by me

I will not be your lover
Because that's not me

I have no time for games
But we can have *** as much as we can

The day you say you love me
Is the day it will end

I told you in the beginning
That I was not looking for a girl

I don't like controlling
Someone else's world

Love is great
But I don't like heart aches

Things that you could do
Would only make me blue
210 · Jan 2015
rise or fall
DC raw love Jan 2015
dreams are my only melody
in which my skin burns
with my selfish pride

lord am i unholy
is my soul lost from you

this is life, is what they tell me
despise is what i let control me

no peace in my mind
as my mind lye's dead

my intentions are unreal
as i drown in my own misery

stole, is what they gave me
control, can not save me

i feel angry
i feel helpless

i feel violent
i feel alone

society blinded
headed for a mutiny

i either rise or fall
209 · Dec 2014
live life
DC raw love Dec 2014
Today not tomorrow
Thoughts without sorrow

Believing in sin
From your feelings within

A life without grieving
A time for believing

In times of sickness
For sake your health

In times of happiness
You fulfill your heart

With all of your love
Your life is complete

You see your visions
Of your life to be

You keep your life simple
Simple in ways

You live your life
By following his ways
209 · Nov 2014
enigma'S
DC raw love Nov 2014
is it a trying need
or
a need in trying

do i understand
or
not at all

do i hide
or
do i find

do i know
or
know nothing at all

do i know life
or
does life have me

do i love to hate
or
do i hate to love

will i preach
or
will they preach to me

will i judge
or
will they judge me

will i love
or
will they love me

will i live
or
will i die

if something happens
will it happen at all
209 · Jul 2016
Untitled
DC raw love Jul 2016
As darkness sometimes consumes me,
I find it hard for my mind to think...

With little thought control
208 · Apr 2015
Our Thoughts
DC raw love Apr 2015
If I thought I could fly
I would try

If I thought I would die
I would cry

If I thought I would lie
I would try

If I thought I would love
I would rise above

If I thought I would be cold
I would be bold

If I thought I would

                                  I should

                                                 I could

But were do our thoughts take us

Do we think on our thoughts
or
Do we react on our thoughts
or
Do we just play with our thoughts
208 · Dec 2014
The Moment
DC raw love Dec 2014
as we close this chapter of yesterday
to start the new chapter of today
times of the moment have now slipped away


with the sights of new faces
and the sights of new places

the new things we learn
the things that drive us

the memories of the past, go by so fast
our brief memories, from our past history

the thing that we cast. are the things that last
the things we forget are the things that we miss

what the future has in store, is something I don’t know
we can only dream and take it slow

slow for the moment, the moment of time
as life goes by , one second at a time
207 · Jan 2015
her parade
DC raw love Jan 2015
I can no longer revel in your fantasies
With this hollow heart you bring me

Torn in half with all your games
Your loving ways drive me insane

Your feeling ways are never there
You make me think you just don't care

You spit in my face every time say
I love you baby will you stay

Choose your words correctly I say
Burning sweat runs down my face

She say she doesn't use me, right I say
Tell me another white lie, as you say.

She'll never wear white to her parade.
207 · Jan 2015
forgotten friends
DC raw love Jan 2015
Some things I can't understand in life

Why do people, no friends, sometimes let us down in time of sorrow

They say that they care, but there no longer there

They say that they love you and they'll always be there

How does one deal with this I can't figure it out

Is it because they want something are is it their feelings of doubt

Is it the time because they are busy or is it an excuse to make us think they are busy

Where are they now, now that there gone

I so cherish the times when I sit alone
207 · Jan 2015
wasted time
DC raw love Jan 2015
come down off your thrown
because one day you'll be alone

high and might as you think of yourself
somebody must change or you'll be on your own

you are the reason, i'm wasting my time
206 · Jan 2015
pondering on you
DC raw love Jan 2015
As I sit here and ponder on my thoughts
About our life's adventures and the times that we sought.

Confusing in many ways
For the ways we did things
From the ways we behaved

The heart ache I caused
The hurt that I brought

The tears that I missed
From your loving heart

The dreams that I have had
Where about you and me

The love that I have
Are from the time that we had
Will always be about you and me
206 · Dec 2014
She Thinks She Can Break Me
DC raw love Dec 2014
so, she thinks she's going to break me
just because she slept in my bed

she has to do better
she's a bird of a feather
she enjoys me in bed

she's always knocking on my door
when i don't even ask

she's always waiting for me
and glad to see me

she always says she loves me
so who broke who
206 · Dec 2014
GOD FORGAVE ME
DC raw love Dec 2014
In my time of forgiveness
I had to confess my sins
This hurt me inside
Like a terrible dream

Was my life a dream
From satin within
Did he guide me
And teach me his ways

I spit in his face
I hated his ways
I beat myself over
To lose his ways

God be with me
I know you are their
Give me a life
For I am now there

I have confessed my sins
Devil beware

My life is now new
Because my GOD
Realley cares
it took my 35 year
206 · Dec 2014
All Mine
DC raw love Dec 2014
I have something so sweet
Her body is so smooth
She has rosey cheeks
She's so fine
She has no losing side
She holds me tight
She has rocket style
She takes no prisoners
She's a ***** inside
At night her eyes shine bright
She's such a mean machine
She has leather seats
She hits 60 in 1.3
Let her take you for a ride
But she's all mine
My 1970 Camaro SS
205 · Mar 2015
Still Alive
DC raw love Mar 2015
I need a break from reality
I need some place to hang my head
Life has gives me two choices, life or death
If I could only figure out which one to choose

The things I feel
The things I must
The things I trust
Are so very few

They say life is about compassion
They say compassion comes from the heart
I have been told that I am heartless

Confusion reigns over my life
The things I do make no sense
So I try to find my God

From what I have learned
My God is a lonely man that is lost
When I ask many where to find him
Only to be told they don't know him
and point in many different direction

My quest between life and death
Has been a tough journey
Only to find that I am
Still Alive
205 · Dec 2014
Controls Me
DC raw love Dec 2014
As my day begins, with the morning sun.

My day of adventures, has just now begun.

Through the city streets, the streets of pain.

With thoughts of pain, depression sets in.

Is this just my life or does my life have me.

With a needle in hand, there’s no dope man in sight

As sickness sets in and my mind starts to wonder

Why can’t I be set free, from this life of adventures,
that now controls me

I think of my life and that I want to be free

Is this my dream or does my dream have me

For in this world, no one knows me.
raw love
205 · Feb 2015
Sunday Girl
DC raw love Feb 2015
no emotions
with frantic lies

then you shell me
with no answers

i will burn you
in my Sunday's best

i am now read for my
Sunday girl

i now see you like a child
fronting your lie's

trying to give me what i want
but not what i need

can you love
can you cry
can you care

can you see just what i want
can i beg you to try

all i need
is the garden we grew
without lies
Sometimes the fruit falls far away from the tree
always remember to say it's not always about me
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